Chapter 4

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EPOV

It has been three months since Bella had dropped off the face of the earth. I had finally healed from the accident and when I got back to school I broke up with Tanya. She said that she wished Bella was the one in the car accident not me. I snapped. I yelled at her in the middle of the halls and we broke up. That was last month.

I was missing Bella so much. She was the only person who actually understood me. She dealt with the anger I had easily. She was perfect. When she left I realized that all along I had loved her, but I was an idiot.

I walked into the cafeteria, well more like hobbled, because of the crutches. I went over to my regular seat, Jasper, Alice, Emmett, and his new girlfriend Rosalie. She had moved her about two weeks after Bella left. I sighed and sat down next to Alice.

"What's wrong little brother?" she asked.

"You were born two minutes before me."

"That still makes me two minutes older."

I glared at her.

"So I asked, what's wrong."

"Just thinking about Bella."

"Seriously? That girl hasn't called you in three months, and not once called Alice to see if you were ok after the accident." Rosalie said.

"Shut up Rosalie! You don't understand!"

"Obviously! You're pining after a girl who is never coming back. Tanya still likes you, and from what I've heard, Bella wasn't all that nice. I mean you spent more time with her than your girlfriend."

"I said shut up!" I pounded my fist on the table and Emmett looked at me.

"Rose, don't." Emmett said.

"He needs to know the truth, she is never coming back."

"Rose, stop! Edward and Bella have been friends since they were five years old! Bella had to leave! She had a reason! And Tanya has never told the truth! She was just jealous Edward never loved her like he loves Bella! Now excuse me!" After Alice had finished her mini rant she got up and left the table. Jasper quickly followed.

Rosalie huffed and got up heading in the opposite direction. Emmett gave me a look of sympathy before following Rosalie out. I sighed and leaned back in my seat, eating lunch by myself yet again.

BPOV

I walked down the halls of Saint Marks. I had been here three months now and no one has talked to me yet. Except one boy, James Hunter. He would not leave me alone. I actually had a date with him tonight, he kept asking me out and finally I said yes just to get him off my back.

I still thought of Alice and Edward every day. The FBI said they had caught one of the guys trying to kill my dad when they tried breaking into our old house a week ago. That man was leading them to the next culprit.

Hopefully we will be home next month.

I walked into my living room after a hard day at school.

"Hey mom!" I called out.

"Hi sweetie!" she called back.

"I have a date tonight, will be home a little late." I said while walking up the stairs to my room.

"Hey dad." I said poking my head into his office.

"Hey honey."

I proceeded into my room to get ready for the date.

James pulled up in front of my house. The date lasted only an hour. It was so boring, but he was suitable if I wanted a boyfriend.

"I had fun." I said.

"Me too." He said, he leaned over and gave me a quick kiss and I blushed. I hopped out of the car and ran into my house.

I always thought that your first kiss was supposed to be spectacular and that was anything from it.