This is chapter 4, I didn't want to wait for the reviews and such so I started typing no, I really need to update my other stories but I want to do this one first!!! LOL hope you like it….
Rosalie point of view
I was so angry, I didn't like this kid. I didn't catch his name I think the main reason for my hatred towards him was because of the resemblance between him and my baby sister. Bella. I love her more than anything, If I had a choice I would be with her right now but as people say, "you cant have both worlds" its always one or the other. And as much as I regret it now I cant go back.
She believes I am dead, Roy would want revenge on his 'stolen' fiancée and mother and father would be so disappointed. I would rather have them believing I no longer existed than having to face the pain and disappointment of my once 'family'.
This kid seemed a little rough on the outside, definitely not the most graceful but a kind and sensitive boy. I couldn't allow to have him on MY ship, I am suppose to be healing and forgetting my past not re living it. Plus he was rude and disrespectful.
I am not how I act around people, I come across to everyone as a selfish, self centred and self absorbed brat but in all truths I'm not, there is only two people out there that can see through my mask, my extremely scrumptious husband Emmet and Bella.
Here I stand about to watch this innocent boy be executed because of my rash decisions, sure the kid backhanded me but I did deserve it, I was a total bitch. He looked at me in the familiar brow orbs, with a pained expression. 'Huh' you don't know pain kid. I thought to myself. I grinned evilly, putting my mask but up.
The kid in a matter of seconds, his frown vanished; he started laughing, as in full out there laughing. It wasn't a deep or even boyish laugh I was expecting, but a musical very familiar laugh. Bella was the only thought that entered my mind.
Emmet punched the kid again probably trying to shut him up, I flinched but the kid didn't. Emmet really is strong, it would have hurt. The boys gaze was still glued on mine. "Honestly Rosalie," he continued to laugh; his voice sounded very lady like. "How stupid can you get?". He reached around his neck, I heard I light snapping sound and something was thrown at my feet.
I tore my gaze away from him, only for shock and fear to tack over my emotions; I didn't even try and distinguish my emotions. How did he get the pendant, my parents pendant. "how the fu…." He cut me off by pulling off his bandana off his head, leaving long mahogany hair cascading down her back. It was bella, my baby sister.
"Rosie honey" came her reply, it was definitely bella and she was mocking my stern voice. This was too good to be true at least that's what I thought. "I preferred it when you were dead" pain over whelmed my soul, she hated me.
"who are you?" my husband demanded, walking back towards me. she just ignored him and kept talking.
"At least than I couldn't blame you for anything" it took me a moment to think, 'what could she possible blame me for' I questioned myself.
"What do you blam…?" She cut me off again, geese this was getting annoying, couldn't she let me speak?
"DO not interrupt me!" she yelled I flinched, when we where younger she never yelled at me. it was a little harsh." you have no idea what I have been through; you have no idea what you have caused". I flinched again; I didn't know what had happened after I left. I didn't research to make sure they were alright. I felt overwhelming guilt.
She pulled her shirt over her head followed by her undershirt leaving her in her pants and bra. "What are you doing?" I found myself asking her nervously. She just ignored me and began to pull her pants off sensually. "Bel…." I began, but yet again she turned around towards me glaring.
"you have no right to call me that, only friends and family are allowed to call me that, and you my dear are neither!" she sneered. She was standing there in front of the remaining crew In nothing but her underwear. I had to fight the urge to run over her and cover her up.
I went to say something when she put her hand in the air silencing me. "You gave up all your right s when you" she pointed at me, I flinched "successfully ruined my life".
I wanted her forgiveness, I needed it, I found myself trying to reason with her. "im sorry, I just, I fell in love" I whispered, barely audible, I looked at Emmet and smiled softly, he smiled back. I hear a loud scoffing coming from a fuming Bella.
"I don't care why you did it" she replied harshly, she didn't even want to hear my explanation. "the point is you did it!"she got into an uncomfortable position she looked in thought and I didn't bother to get her attention.
She turned around to look at me in the eyes she smiled slightly "Oh and by the way rose, the pendant" she paused for dramatic affect, I looked down at it "your suppose to tack care of it" and she jumped, she jumped into the ocean the never ending ocean with fish, killer sharks and other unmentionables. She basically just commits suicide in front of my eyes.
I did the only thing I knew to do I jumped after her.
I heard emmet and Edward yelling my name but I ignored it, I am a better swimmer than her and she knew it. I ignored the stinging feeling and opened my eyes to get a better look for Bella she was about 10 metres ahead of me. I quickly swam up to her. I grabbed her leg an pulled her up to the surface. She was kicking flailing but she was losing oxygen faster than me.
I finally got her to the surface, we both took a large breath in unison, I prepared myself for the yelling that was sure to come. But when it didn't come I was more than surprised I slowly opened my eyes only to be met with a large fist to collide with my nose, she hit me. Blood was pouring out of my nose probably attracting sharks. It hurt a lot. "Bitch "I yelled and hit her across the face she yelled to and tried to escape my hold. She didn't escape but she did scrape all up my arm.
I faintly heard someone panting behind me but I didn't take my eyes off my sister. I felt 2 strong warm arms wrap around my waist, it was Emmet. "Baby let her go and get out of the water" he murmured into my neck I pushed him off me and kept a firm hold of bella. She smirked at me.
"come on rosie" she sneered "why don't you choose the people that mean the most to you, once you go black you never go back, and honey don't expect me to join you!" she slapped ma across the face, which intern made emmet growl.
He pushed me out of the way, and grabbed bella by the arm and pushed her head down under the water, trying to drown her, horrified at what my husband was doing to my little sister I didn't the only thing I could think of, I hit him on the head.
"Emmet what the hell" hit, hit "let go of her" hit, hit" he still didn't let her go "let her go right now" I screeched at the top of my lungs. He finally let go but she didn't come back up to the surface. Emmet turned around with a small triumphant smile on his face.
"Its ok baby, she wont hurt you anymore!" he chuckled I looked around me trying to find my only sister and when I came up empty, I looked at emmet again and slapped him as hard as possible, tears streaming down my face.
He looked at me shocked, but before he said anything I bopped down under the water in search for my sister. I kept swimming lower and lower, it was getting darker and darker. I finally spotted her; I swam faster down and grabbed her hand.
I frantically pulled her to the surface 'again' and pulled her back to the ship, leaving a very confused Emmet alone in the ocean.
When I finally managed to get both bella and I up the rope alice had thrown down, ui pulled her on her back on the deck. I began mouth, to mouth but because of my exhaustion I couldn't continue any longer. I felt someone place their hand on my shoulder, telling me they would do it for me.
Edward knelt beside her doing 15 compressions to 2 breaths. Alice came up behind me and pulled me into a hug, I finally let myself for the first time in 5 years, I cried, for Bella, for me and for the family I left behind.
There was a coughing and water being spit on the deck, I opened my eyes to see bella alive, breathing and spitting 'ew' but hey at least she is alive. I ran over to her side in a flash. "oh my god bella, your ok, I was so worried!" I rambled
She looked at me in the eyes and yet again she surprised me, I don't know what I expected but it wasn't what she did. The only emotion I found in her eyes was fear, she crawled away from me and into Edwards arms. Edward looked as confused as I was, bella looked at Edward in the eyes, I don't know what she saw there but she buried her head into his chest and began to cry.
Bella's point of view
I was swimming away from the ship, I was running out of breath but I pushed myself to go further, it was than that I felt something tug on my leg…… Rosalie, 'pfft great' she tried to pull me to the surface but I didn't want her near me, tried to get out of her grasp, but when I saw it was no use I let her lead me to the top.
When we finally reached the surface, she closed her eyes, as if anticipating me to abuse her, which I would have if I hadn't had another idea. She slowly opened her eyes, when they were both opened I curved my hand into a fist, I hit her square in the nose.
She screamed "bitch "and slapped me, she had blood pouring out of her nose we fought for a while until someone came up behind rose…. Emmet. He whispered something in her ear.
"come on rosie" i sneered "why don't you choose the people that mean the most to you, once you go black you never go back, and honey don't expect me to join you!" I slapped her across the face, which intern made emmet growl. He lunged at me, he grabbed me by the head and pushed me under the water, not expecting it, I didn't take a breath. I was flailing, gasping for breath but he just pushed me down further.
I was so scared, I got memories of roy.
Flashback
Roy was on top of me pumping rougher and rough ripping me apart, to stifle my screams he pushed a pillow over my face, he was pushing do hard that I couldn't breath, I tried to push pull the pillow away from my face, it didn't help him only pushed the pillow down harder. I was loosing so much oxygen that unconsciousness was creeping up on me, until I welcomed by the black nothingness.
End flashback
I couldn't and wouldn't let it happen again, I didn't want to loose the one thing that is keeping me safe, keeping it from happening again. Rosalie never could pick her men. I blacked out!
I came to with a throbbing head and sea water in my mouth, it was really disgusting. Leaning over me was no other than cap'n Edward, in all his glory, looking better than ever. I tried to sit up and half succeeded, when I finall sat up I spat water everywhere and starting coughing like I had a chimney of smoke in my lungs.
'well this was a good impression of me being a girl wasn't it'
Someone was suddenly by my side and babbling like a bloody idiot. I looked at the person closer and saw it was Rosalie; she was working with Emmet her husband, trying to kill me, trying to get to me, do what Roy already did. They wanted to make me feel pain.
I pushed myself away from her, as far as my body could. I felt myself run into something hard and cool, I looked up and saw Edward. My Adonis, green eyed prince, the person I felt safe in. I looked up in his eyes and pulled myself in his lap and did the one thing I never let anyone see. I broke down. In Edwards lap, im front of Alice and Rosalie.
I heard a large booming and I knew who it was immediately, Emmet. He was going to get me, he was going to do what Roy did to me. I crawled further into Edwards lap, cried harder, I grabbed his shirt and held on like a life line. I would rather die than go through what roy did to me again.
Edward lifted me up into his arms bridal style and carried me away. Away from Rosalie, away from Emmet, and away from my audience. As long as I was with Edward I knew he would try and keep me safe.
From that moment on I knew, I was in love with Edward, the only thing I didn't know was, and did he love me back? Would he survive my past?
That is chapter 4, my hands are officially killing me, I hope you liked it, I would like to have chapter 5 up tomorrow or the next day!!! Please read and review.
Mwah Emma