A/N: Hey guys here's the next chapter. Hope you guys like it. Please R&R.
I'm beginning to think that Jake has woken a whole new being inside of me. She was more dominant. She was freer with her body. Whatever he did to me that day in the woods was irreversible. I was someone now living as two people. My mind consistently bombarded with her thoughts. She wanted more than me. She understood things better than me. But most of all she wanted Jake with a passion. She wasn't filled with anger. She didn't want to rip the heads off of Sam and Emily. Matter of fact the only thing she was really concerned about was when she would see Jake again.
So it really shouldn't be any surprise to me the fact that I was currently standing in front of the Black's house door. It's been exactly ten hours since I last seen Jake and I couldn't take it anymore. I needed him around me… in me. I needed him period. I could smell his scent. It filled the area. Just the scent of him made me feel hot and bothered.
My sex hot and swollen. My jeans were becoming more and more unbearable. The door opened before I could bring myself to knock. Jacob stood before me wearing nothing but a pair of open cut off shorts. His dick peeping over the top. His eyes dark with lust. Yes this was what I wanted. He took in a deep breath running his eyes down my willing body.
"You smell so delicious," he growled yanking me up into his arms. My legs wrapped around his waist on their accord. Causing both of us to hiss in pleasure.
"I want you something fierce," I said before descending my mouth on his.
He carried me into his room slamming the door with his foot. He ripped my shirt off in one motion before dropping me onto the bed. The heat in his eyes scorched my flesh. Yes this is what I wanted. This is what I needed. He dropped to his knees and tugged my jeans off.
"So wet," he moaned.
He ran his tongue up my crack. I shuddered. His tongue took me to new heights. Already my legs were shaking. Already I was close to the edge. The problem was the fucker knew it already. He tongue already slowing. He is breathing harder. I could sense the lust running through him. His arousal scent penetrated the air like mine. Potent. My mate. Wait….
My Mate?
"Yes," he growled against my flesh.
His breathe against my hot skin. I shook with need. I shook with passion. Yes I was his mate. It made sense in away. He was all I ever wanted. Not an imprint…. But a pair.
"The Alpha pair," he whispered catching my eye. He had my attention. He had my lust. Such primal feelings. I wanted him with a damn passion. I wanted him with ever vessel and cell in my body.
He belonged to me.
"And you are mine."
I wanted to question him. Wanted to know how he knew what was in my head. Wanted to know if I could hear his thoughts. His hands running up and down my body. I wanted him in me. I wanted him around me. I couldn't even begin to understand the complex of emotions going through me.
"Stop thinking," He mumble against my neck.
Yes. Stop thinking. Just feel. And did I feel him. Every single piece of me felt him. I wanted to taste him. I wanted my taste to stay on his tongue. He would never had lust for another girl like me. I would make sure of it. I would fuck him so hard he wouldn't be able to see straight. Already I felt his dick growing. Yes the second he thought of me he would be hard. The second he remembered my taste he would be dying for me.
I was gushing. I've never been this wet before in my life. Jacob was new to me. Everything about him changed how I view things. Everything he did to me amazed me.
"What's her name?"
He paused from his assault on my body, "What?"
"The woman who thought you these skills."
He chuckled. His eyes locked on mine. He licked my sex again. His tongue rolling around my clit.
"Leah."
I wanted to argue with him. I wanted him to tell me the truth. But nothing he said or did made sense to me. All I know is that when I'm in his arms I feel more complete then I've ever felt in my life. I understand things that once puzzled me. I know in my heart of hearts that I was falling for Jake. And it wasn't just lust.
He laid his body over mine. His hard throbbing sex pressed against mine. I arched my back. Waiting. Burning. For him to fill me. He rubbed his dick along my dripping slit. I pushed against him. My whole body was shaking. He chuckled deep his throat rubbing against me again. I rotated my hips against him. He growled and plunged deep into me. We both hissed at the connection. And right now it felt perfect. It was like his body was made to be for me. We fit together like two pieces of a puzzle. He pounded into me as I lifted my hip to meet each of his thrusts.
We are like fire together. I'm half amazed the house hasn't burned down. I could hear myself crying out with each stroke. I could feel every cell in my body shimmering with tension. My legs were trembling barely able to stay spread open. He grabbed my ankles yanking my legs apart exposing me to him. I didn't know how much more I could take. I didn't know where I started and he ended.
"Leah," he gasped my name his strokes becoming more erratic.
I loved the sound it made when he pushed deep into me. The sensation in my body was rushing getting higher and higher. The waterfall happened before I knew it. I was gushing. My body soaring through my orgasm. Yes. He came shortly after me pulling out spilling his seed on my belly. I stared down at the creamy fluid that lay against the tan flesh of my stomach. This was his gift to me. A gift I could never return to him.
Jacob was the alpha. He needed someone who could give him an offspring. I was barren. I couldn't be what he needed no matter how much passion burned between us. I was only half a woman.
"Stop thinking," He laid down beside me pulling me against his body.
I bit my lip and nodded. Wrapped up in his arms I let him spread over me. Never in my life had I felt so full. Never have I felt so complete. Sleep took over me and I let myself drift deep into its embrace.
Waking up next to Jacob was better than falling asleep next to him. He stretched his long body muscle pulling and coiling on his velvet skin. He flashed me a smile full of white teeth before claiming my lips with his.
"Beautiful," he whispered against the tender flesh of my throat.
I giggled… Yes Leah Clearwater giggled. I'm pretty sure it shocked me more than him actually. He just sat back against his head board staring at me with a satisfied smirk. His eyes filled with a burning I'm just beginning to understand. Because I felt it within me also. I felt it on my flesh and heart. With Jacob I was passion. With him I could feel it growing within me.
"What do you want to do for the rest of the day?"
I shrugged and moved closer to him, "I don't know but I'm kinda hungry."
My stomach chose that moment to let out a large growl. He laughed and kissed me.
"Just kinda huh?"
"Maybe a little more."
He swatted my butt lightly, "Get up lets go find food and then I have to go talk to Sam."
It was on my tongue to ask him why, but I already knew. He wanted to know what kind of schedule Sam had for patrols. He wanted to know how the wolves worked together. Who he should keep separate and what each wolf's strength was. I moved off the bed grabbing my jeans off the floor. I could feel his eye on me as I pulled them on. Could feel his lust as I slipped on my bra. I picked up the shreds of my shirt. I looked over to him with arch eyebrows. He shrugged throwing me a smile.
"You don't need one anyway."
I rolled my eyes and moved to dresser. I pulled out a shirt I can only assume was a pre- phrasing shirt and put it on. I turned to see him wearing only cut off short but it was the look in his eyes that paused me.
"I like the sight of in my clothes," he closed the distance between us gripping my hips pulling me against him. I don't think I will ever get tired of the feeling of Jacob Black. I kissed him. Biting his bottom lip slightly.
"If we start this we're not going anywhere and I'm really hungry," I half moaned half whispered. His belly chose that moment to speak up, "And so are you apparently."
He chuckled placing a chaste kiss on my forehead, "I just can't get enough of you."
He shifted away from me slightly readjusting himself. A sense of pride rushed through me. I like knowing the fact that he was hard for me. I liked the way I affected him. Liked the power my sex held over him. He looked over at me and bite his lip and I was soaked. Yes but the power was a two way street because he had the same pull on me.
I moved away from him toward his door. If we stayed in here even a minute longer I would be ripping his clothes off forgoing food. I planned on raiding his kitchen hoping there was more than frozen pizza to eat. Billy was in the kitchen stirring a pot on the stove.
"Bout time you two came out," he said not looking back.
My cheeks were burning by the time Jacob joined me in the kitchen. He placed a soft kiss on the back of my neck. Before going over to his dad.
"What you making old man?"
Billy snorted before turning to face us, "Don't use protection I want grandkids."
He rolled out the kitchen and went into the living room. I officially wanted to die of mortification. I moved over to the stove and picked up the spoon Billy had discarded. Spaghetti, I should have known. A Black house staple. Jacob didn't say anything about his father's comment. I wasn't sure if that was really a good thing or not. We hadn't use protection because well I can't have kids. Billy knew that why would he say something like that. But everything has been so different since Jacob's return. Even I was different. I squashed the slight flicker of hope that played at my heart. I didn't need that disappointment again.
"One day," Jacob whispered coming up behind me placing his palm on my belly, "I will see you round with my child."
A pang of regret raced through me. Because it was just a pipe dream. Even if I stopped phrase there is no guarantee that I could reproduce.
"There is time yet… nothing to worry ourselves with yet," He smiled and reached around me to taste the pasta.
A/n: Okay guys let me know what you guys think. R&R.