Confessions

Bella's (POV)

I didn't get a lot of sleep last night because of the phone call from Nathan, I kept on thinking that I should call him a tell him to stay away and not call me but if I did just hearing his voice would make me want to go back.

I laid wake in bed wanting for my alarm to go off.

BEEP BEEP

I got out of bed and brushed my hair and got dressed in to my short shorts and my white vest top with my white dolly shoes because today it was sunny. I curled my hair and but some make-up on, doing all of this just made me think of Nathan even more.

Now time to get Emmett up, I walked into her room and whispered his name,

"Emmett" no answer

"Emmett" I said a bit louder and still no answer

But how to get him up, think Bella think, I know.

I ran down stairs and got Charlie's pepper spray, ok I know its mean but you try getting him up every morning for 15 years. I walked into his room again held the spray in front of his face, and gave him his last warning,

"Emmett please don't make me do it."

"Bella go away" Emmett groaned

3… 2… 1…GO and that's when I sprayed him in his face

"AAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRR…. THAT HURT" Emmett scared, oh my god Emmett is crying this is the funniest thing I have ever seen and I wish I could film this then put it on Youtube.

"Bella why did you do this to me" Emmett cried

"BECAUSE YOU NEVER GET UP IN THE MORNING AND IT IS ALWAYS ME TO GET YOU UP AND I AM SICK AND TIRED OF IT." I yelled

"Bella I'm sorry and just because you are angry don't yell at me" Emmett said wiping way his tears.

"Sorry Emmett" I said giving Emmett a hug

"Lets get really or we are going to be late" Emmett said hugging me back

When we walking to first period Shannon and Jess was waiting for me at the door,

"Hay Bella boo" Shannon said calling me my nickname that Emmett gave to me when we were kids.

"Don't call me that…. SHAZZ" HAHAHA great nickname or what

"What!!!" Shannon looked really shocked with her new nickname.

"HAHAHA shazz" Jess said laughing

"I don't know what your laughing about Jessie" Shannon said acting like a little kid.

"Shut up you two, come on lets go to class." I said giggling while rushing them into trig.

School was going really slow and I couldn't get Nathan out of my head everything about him, his smile, his sent, his eyes, his voice, his hair and every thing he said to me. Shannon and Jess knew that something was wrong so they asked me if I wanted to go on a shopping trip on Friday after school to get an outfit for Chase's party on Saturday.

"I don't know" I don't think I am going to Chase's party so what is the point of getting a outfit.

"Please you have to come" Alice begged

"Emmmm"

"I will pick your outfit out and all you have to do is walk with us" Alice said pouting, "WE will be in and out PLEASEEEEEE"

"Ok I will go but I still have to get home and cook dinner for the boys" I said while Alice started to jump in her sit.

"This is going to be great" Jess said giving me a hug.

It was lunch time and I didn't feel hungry so I went and sat on a bench on the other side to think until someone called my name,

"Bella," Chase?, "Are you ok"

"Yeah I'm fine" I said putting a fake smile on

"Bella you can tell me, you know that" Chases said looking deep into my eyes

"I not really know you Chase"

"Ok then you as a question then I answer then you answer" Chase said

"Ok deal…emm… Whats your middle name" I asked

"My full name is Chase Adam Mathews, You"

"Bella Marie Swan, Ok Do you have any brothers of sisters."

"I have a older brother Kevin he is 20 and in University. You" Chase has a brother I never knew that, well I don't really know Chase at all.

"Only Emmett…. Where were you born" I said

"In England but I was bought up here in fork and at the end of every year me, Kevin and my mum and dad go back to London"

"I was born here and then six years ago my mum and dad broke up so my dad stayed here and my mum always loved the sun so we went to LA and went to school here"

We talk for a while and I learnt a lot about Chase it was just so easy to talk to him, it felt like I could tell him any thing.

"Bella can I ask you something" Chase asked me

"Ok"

"What made you move there" Oh no why did he have to ask that, "Bella you can tell me and I can keep a secret" I took a deep breathe and it just felt easy to tell him.

"When we were in LA I was going out with a guy called" It felt really hard to same his name out loud, "His name was Nathan, I fell in love with him but he broke my heart."

"How?" Chase asked.

"Before we were going out he was a player and I mean big time. He asked me out but I said no then he asked me out again and again and I said no each time. Until he said that he would change for me so I went out with him." I took another deep breathe, "We were going out for two months now and one night I went back to his house and we had sex but a month later we were still together and he said that he loved me but he went and sleep with my best friend"

"I'm really sorry" Chase said giving me a strong hug, and it made me feel really safe.

"He didn't tell me and I had to find it out from a girl I didn't even know, so I went to his house and we got into an argument. He told me to stay in LA with him and that he told me that he loved me."

"I'm really sorry Bella" As Chase told me that the bell went and it was time of last lesson, so I stood up. "Look Chase you can't tell any one I told you please" I begged

"Bella your secret is save with me" Chase said smiling.

"Thanks but I have to go" I said running away.

Last lesson was biology and I was sitting next to Edward Cullen, GREAT. He kept on furting with me over and over again and in the end I couldn't take it any more.

"Keep your hands to yourself and don't talk to me got that" I said clenching my teeth

"Ok kids calm down," Mr Banner said, "You are all going to a project with the person you are sitting next to" As he said that I turned my head to see Edward winking at me. Oh Jesus Christ help me please. "You are going to have to do it on animal and plant breeding and remember you have to hand it in on next Thursday" No this can't happen.

"So my house or yours" Edward said getting really close to me.

"The only way you will be walking in my house is when I'm dead, you got that" I said walking out of class.

As I was walking into the parking lot when I saw a BMW that I saw some where, but where.

I walked up to Emmett's jeep waiting for him, three minutes later Emmett walked out of school and up to the jeep.

"Hi Bella you ready to good." Emmett asked

"Yeah come on" I was about to get in the car when some one talked my name.

"Bella?"