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"5,6,7,8! There we go! Great job guys!" Our choreographer Stephanie says, "Go ahead and take a break. Be back here in twenty minutes!" She goes off to her own way down the hall.
"Get me a water,James!"
"Me too!"
"Get em' yourselves,lazy asses." He scoffs and walks off. Kendall and Carlos follow slowly.
I sit down on the hardwood floors of the dance studio set up at Roque Records,and sigh. It's way past 5:30 now. "Logan? Sweetie,what's wrong?"
I look up to see a concerned Kelly.
I smile a little, "Eh,nothing you should worry about."
"Actually,I should worry about it. You guys are my responsibility when you're here. But it's not just because it's my job,I care about you all. Now tell me."
"I'm an adult who has a crush on a girl that I'm trying desperately to find."
"Chasing love,are you?"
"Love?" I stop and think about it, "I think love could be in a future with her. I just need to see her."
Kelly laughs my way,but not to offend me, "So. You found the girl of your dreams,then lost her. Now you're on a journey to find her again?"
"Yeah..may sound pathetic,but..I don't know..she seems different."
"Its not pathetic. I find it very romantic. Any girl would be lucky to have you,Logan. Because trust me,you're adorable."
I laugh softly, "Thanks. But now the chance I had to find her again,I blew it. And I'm not getting any other chances in a while."
"Is that why you asked how much work you would be doing today? Were you gonna meet her again?" She asks.
I shrug. "Hoping to.."
She sighs, "Logan,I really wish I could tell you to take a break and go get her,but I can't. You have to stay and work. Prepping for these tours isn't easy. And Gustavo would kill me if he knew one of you skipped out."
"Yeah. Yeah,I know. Thanks,anyways." I reply getting up from my spot.
"We leave Thursday morning next week. We're gonna be recording,practicing,and packing all this week. We are going to be busy the next few days of the next week..but,I'll find you some time then."
"Kelly..you don't know how much that would mean to me. I just feel that if I don't see her before we leave,it'll be too late."
She lays a hand on my shoulder, "Don't worry. I don't think she's gonna run off on you. Especially since you're going crazy over her."
I laugh, "She's that amazing.."
*Nicole's POV*
Sabrina told me yesterday that Logan came by to Macy's. But he didn't come back. That broke my heart,right when it swelled with love. I thought I'd never get the chance to see him again,but now,I know I'll never get to see him again. Why would he be looking for me,though? As if he'd want to be with me. He would've went back to Macy's when Sabrina told him. But he didn't.
Anyways,what am I thinking? That's Logan Henderson we're talking about. He's a twenty-three year old man who has his own busy life. And even if he had a girlfriend,he'd have a girl who was the whole package.
The whole package.
But I'm not one of those fake girls. Because honestly,I don't wanna be a girl whose known for her butt,boobs,or as a girl who just throws herself at you.
I want a real relationship. Where the guy has no shame to be with his girl when she doesn't have a perfect complexion.
And I really thought Logan would be one of those guys.
Maybe I should stop thinking about him. Completely.
I'm retarded. How could I stop thinking about him? Have you seen that man?
But,no. I should just focus on my life. Thinking about finally finding a real relationship.
It's going to be hard,though.
*No one's POV*
Its finally Friday. Sure,it may be Saturday tomorrow but,no. The guys still have to work. They get no days off while getting ready for tour. This time,they were fine with it. They understood. But Logan on the other hand,he was really depressed. He never looked this sad. Kelly's really worried about him. This could affect their tour. But the main thing,seeing Logan sad,is just pure heartbreaking.
The guys try to help here and there,but they have no time to actually get down to talking.
Gustavo doesn't know because he would just make the guys work harder than ever before. Kelly knows that because one of the guys from Gustavo's old bands were in the same situation,and things didn't work out well once Gustavo found out. So,it was best to keep it amongst themselves.
After three hours of practicing dances,and vocals,the guys are off to their hang out room.
Logan gloomily walks in,halfly because he's tired.
You would think that right now Logan would be setting off to Macy's,but he can't. That store's closed.
Tomorrow he can't go either,its a Saturday,and the next Sunday.
He's hopeless.
As they make their way to their room,Logan walks over to the couch,and lays down. He rests his hands on his chest,and closes his eyes. He won't go to sleep though.
"Logan?" Carlos asks.
His eyes remain closed,but he replies, "What?"
"You okay?"
"Been better." Logan replies back emotionless.
"Come on,Logan. Get up and stop acting this way." James butts in.
Logan turns his head to the side opening his eyes to face James. "Fuck off."
"Fuck you,Logan. Stop moping around over some girl. She's probably just some tramp,and may already have a boyfriend." James says bitterly.
And that's when Logan gets up. "Shut the fuck up,James! You have no room to be talking! That slut you dated,we didn't say shit about! We kept our mouths closed for the sake of our best friend! You never knew she was whoring around with other guys until I finally said something. So back the fuck off and at least let your best friend mope around in peace!"
Logan storms out of the room and heads outside. He gets in his car and heads off. To home. Somewhere he can relax in peace. The solitude of his home.
It was Sunday morning when the guys,Kelly,Gustavo,and the crew were in the lobby watching the weather channel,
"Weather this week will be cloudy and chances for thunderstorms. Possibly mild rain until Tuesday,severe thunderstorms possibly for the next week. That's your weather for today,lets get back to Molly."
Everyone groans in frustration. "Well! I guess that means we'll have to pack up the buses earlier,and move up our due date." Kelly announces.
Logan immediately stands, "Kelly,can I talk to you for a minute?"
"Um,sure." She responds leading the way out of the room and into the hallway.
"What's wrong,Logan?" She asks.
"This may be my only chance,Kelly. We could be leaving tomorrow or later today for all I know."
"Logan. I will not allow you to go out when the weather is going to be like this. You know how I always say no one's ever sure how it's going to be like outside. For all I know,there could be a major thunderstorm and I do not want you out there."
"Kelly,please."
"I'm sorry,Logan but-"
"I have never been this way about a girl. So I take that as a sign that this could be something special. I don't know what it is about her that's pulling me in,but I just need to see her. This may end up horrific,but If I don't go and find her,I may end up regretting it."
Kelly sighs and looks at him worriedly.
"Please." Logan begs.
Kelly knew she couldn't stand it anymore, "Make sure you have that phone on. You better be careful. Now hurry up. Don't take long."
Logan runs off to his car and heads to Macy's.
As soon as he gets there,the clouds in the sky are worsening. Its gray,and sort of scary. He runs out of his car,and into the store.
"Sabrina? Sabrina!" Logan exclaims when he reaches the electronics department.
The girl rushes out from a room behind the counter.
"Who-Oh. You again." She says crossing her arms.
"Look I know I was being a major-"
"Douche-bag?"
Logan catches his breath, "Yeah. I'm sorry for being a major douche-bag yesterday that didn't come when you told me to,but-"
"You broke my best friend's heart. She was devastated. She actually thought you two were going to meet again."
"I know. And I'm really sorry for doing that. I've been caught up in work-no. You know what,I have no excuses. But I really,really,need your help now. Because I need to see her. Maybe you could tell me where she is,or I don't know. Somehow I could communicate with her."
"Really? So you expect to give you her address for you to say you're sorry? After being a complete utter dick to her?" Sabrina questions.
"Yes. As her best friend I think you should do that. Because you even said so yourself. She can't stop thinking about me either. I was a douche-bag,a dick,a bastard. But all I'm asking,is to see her one time. To try to make things right."
She sighs, "You really like her don't you?"
"More than I thought was possible."
"She doesn't live to far from here." She says going behind the counter and getting a piece of paper to write on, "Here's her address. She's in apartment 7B. I'm positive she's home. Now,go." She hands the piece of paper to Logan, "Before I regret this. And before the rain gets worse."
"Thank you so much." Logan says analyzing the paper,and going back outside to his car.
He puts the key and turns the ignition on. Which cuts short. "No,no,no,no,no..." Logan says turning the key again. It wouldn't turn on. "Shit!"
Well. Only one thing left to do.
Logan gets out of the car,and runs. Runs as if he's running out of time.
He replays the address in his mind. Over and over again. The rain's soaking his hair as it starts to pour. His shoes make the water splatter across his pants as he runs. And by the time he gets to the 'Palm Woods' He's soaking wet.
He runs inside ignoring the look a man behind a counter gives him. He rushes to the elevator and presses the requested button.
As what seems like forever,he enters a hallway and slowly makes his way to 7B.
He's still trying to catch his breath as he knocks slowly on the door.
But right when the door creaks open,his breath goes back to as it was when he was running.
There she was. Standing there. Puzzled look on her face as she takes in the face in front of her, "Logan?" She questions.
Logan smiles for the first time in days, "Hey." He says softly.
"What are you doing here?" She asks once again.
He's panting,breath finally normalizing. "I'm Logan. And I'm wierd. Ever since I saw you,I couldn't get you out my mind. I was helpless. The day I saw your friend Sabrina at Macy's,after she told me to come back,I was so happy. But I couldn't come. I was caught up with work. But now,I had time. The time I'm treasuring right now. I went back to Macy's,and begged Sabrina to give me your address to see you one more time. I even apologized for not coming back the other day. But as soon as I got your address,I ran here. Because I needed to see you. I know I'm sounding pathetic,and cheesy but,I only act this way around girls who are absolutely amazing. So...I'm sorry. I know you may hate me for 'breaking your heart' as Sabrina said,but I jus-"
"I'm Nicole." She cuts Logan off, "And I'm wierd too." She finishes closing the distance between them by placing her lips on his.
And it felt perfect.
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