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Dating A Poster Boy

Chapter 3

I watched her from a far, she was sat ring side tieing her shoe laces, I think she was going to get in some ring time today, I was tired no end late night flight and up early, the life of a poster boy ay?

I walked down the steps from the stands and ended up on the floor seating a few rows back looking at her.

"How come you lied?" mickie looked over her shoulder at me, my stare was stern, I was fully aware of that, I then noticed how nervous she looked, I softened my eyes with a blink. So this is why the diva's get so protective, as strong as she likes to make out herself to be, she really wasn't. Maybe that's why she chose wrestling give out the persona that she was strong when she wasn't, I mean emotionally, but sometimes the two go together.

My phone beeped I sighed and dug in my pocket reading the message from tish that made me smile, that women has a way with words, but I got that weird sensation in my stomach that wasn't quite right, I looked up and mickie was pale, she was sweating, her eyes were rolling.

"Orton" I shouted going to mickie's side, I put my hand up and he knew the drill he through me a bottle of water, I handed it to her as Randy returned to his conversation. I saw her as she tried to stop her unsteady hands from spilling the water everywhere. Good lord I thought, she looked a mess, sounds harsh but she did. "What's going on?" I asked softly leaning forward trying to see her face as she lowered her body.

I sore a glimpse of her face and sore it was tear stained, I reached out to comfort her but she shrank away from my touch, I withdrew my arms away to my side. Maintaining a distance I squatted in front of her "Mickie, I have to go read my lines in the ring, will you be alright if I leave you alone for a little while? I will be back, I'll call one of the girls over to sit with you"

"no.. I'll be all right" I stood up, I sore the tears falling down her cheeks, she wiped them away with the back of her hand, I better excuse myself from the script reading. She wasn't my problem and my show of concern had not been wanted, so I asked myself as to why was I still worried about her? A minute seemed to have passed and she said "Please, just go"

Mickie was sat in the stands in a corner along side the stage she looked like she was just thinking with her feet up on the chair in front of her, I came towards her and sat beside her, i wanted her to go over my lines with me. Her conversation remained limited to work. Her speech was soft and her manner professional. I found myself listening to the tone of her voice. I found myself watching her hands as she made notes or amendments on the script to make it easier for me to say, flow easier as i said it. It was only when i found myself mentally putting us in a room and me slowly undressing her as she looked into my eyes with that nervous glint, that was when I brought myself back to reality. Mickie was not my type. Hell! If she wasn't working for the same company I probably would never have even given her a second glance. What was happening to me? She had been working for WWE for all these years and i was used to her, so why had I suddenly become more aware of her and her movements? Maybe it was because she seemed to not want to bother with me any more?

"Just the person I've been looking for."

Both I and Mickie looked towards the end of the row. I knew who would be standing there for a mysterious voice had announced his arrival. It would be mystery man from the night before. I found this guy's presence strangely irritating.

"I was just passing by and wondered if Ms James would like to join me for lunch?" His eyes were focused on mickie, it was like I wasn't even here.

"Hi Alex" I spoke, he glanced at me

"yeah, hi"

Mickie's reply was polite but it was a no, I was relieved when she declined I still hadn't brought up why she had been so emotional over the past few days towards me.

Diary of Mickie James

I was nervous when I sore John today, especially after he seemed to know I ditched his party to hang out with Alex, I don't know why but I just cried, I think everything's got on top of me.

The feelings, being rejected by him, I guess I should just except we'll always just be friends, I sore that blonde today, she had a massive ring on her finger. He's engaged, I can't believe he's engaged and never bothered to tell me.

He goes on about how I lied, he's also lied, but I don't think I'm meant to know about it so I can't ever bring that up. I think I'll just go back to never thinking about my feelings and just burying them we got on a lot better when I did that.