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Chapter 4 BPOV
When we settled in the car I took out my drawing notebook and started drawing a Volvo. When I finished the Volvo Edward decided to do something other than looking on my face.
"Why are you drawing a Volvo?" he asked. Have I mentioned how hot he is? "Why?" he asked again.
"That's for me to know and you to find out." I said and he laughed. I like that; it will be my catch phrase.
I started to draw Edward's face into the Volvo and couple minutes later I showed him. "That's why I drew the Volvo" I told him.
"Why are you always drawing me and my family?" he asked.
"Well… Alice was the first to talk to me. Emmett's cool and fun. Rosalie's… Rosalie. Jasper's… I really don't know because I've never talked to him. And you…" I stopped.
"And I'm what?" he asked.
"To tell you the truth. I don't know… I mean… I don't know you, truth be told, I don't know anybody. I guess to me you're very interesting to talk to," I finally got out the truth, not the part that I like him just why I like him (if that made any sense at all).
"Where are your parents?" I asked.
"They died many years ago…and don't say you're sorry, saying that, I'll just feel bad." He said.
"Okay. How did they die?" I asked
"Disease. Spanish Influenza"
"That's a crappy Spanish thing right?" I asked and he nodded. "They should call it Espanol Influenzo for the fucking hurt it causes. Plus it's a crappy name for a crappy disease." I said and he laughed.
"Am I missing out on a joke here? I wasn't that funny" I stated.
"Oh, I know you have no sense of humor at all. It was just how you face looked when you said it. Do you always swear or is it just in my company?" he said. Then he reached over and grabbed my keys and turned the car on then proceeded to turned on the car's CD player.
"What are you doing?" I asked
"Can I not see what music you listen to?" he asked
"Why the fuck do you want to know—?" I started
"Paramore?" he asked as 'For A Pessimist I'm Pretty Optimistic' came on.
"A guy like you know Paramore?"
"A guy like what" he asked
"You," I exclaimed waving my hand in the air indicating I was talking about his fuckhot body, "I have to know Paramore, it's one of my sister's favorite bands," Edward said.
"It's one of mine too," I told him.
We started talking about every music, bands and singers we liked, surprisingly we had a lot in common.
I showed him my small collection in my car, him telling me of the massive collection he had on his wall.
"Are you going to answer my question?"
"What the fuck are you talking about?"
He smiled, "that. Do you always swear or is it just in my company?"
"Anyone's company. Just not adults."
He laughed and changed the songs to 'Miracle'.
" My sister always plays this song, it kinda got stuck on me," he told me.
"Yeah. I know, it's hard not to love it." I said and even though I'm going against started singing
I've gone for too long living like I'm not alive
So I'm gonna to start over tonight
Beginning with you and I
When this memory fades
I'm gonna make sure it's replaced
With chances taken
Hope embraced
And have I told you?
I'm not going
Cause I've been waiting for a miracle
And I'm not leaving
I won't let you
Let you give up on a miracle
When it might save you
I stopped at the end of the chorus to look at Edward, only to see him grinning from ear to ear. "What?" I asked.
He started singing.
We've learned to run from
Anything uncomfortable
We've tied our pain below and no one ever has to know
That inside we're broken
I try to patch things up again
To calm my tears and kill these fears
But have I told you, have I?
He sang. He had the most amazing voice I had ever heard. I stared at him open-mouthed. He looks back at me.
"What?" he asked. I shook my head 'nothing'. He got this glint in his eyes, a teasing glint.
"You might want to close your mouth. You don't wanna catch flies do you? Not that there any flies in your car, but you got the idea" he said teasingly. I quickly closed my mouth "it's just that you have an amazing voice" I said in awe.
"You have a pretty amazing voice too" he said. I blushed. I quickly turned it to 'Misery Business.'
"This" I said "is my other favorite song. Sing with me?" I asked.
"Sorry. That song is about girls fighting over guys—well not literally—and I'm a guy, not a girl" he said. I nodded and sang along with the music
I'm in the business of misery,
Let's take it from the top.
She's got a body like an hourglass, it's ticking like a clock.
It's a matter of time before we all run out,
When I thought he was mine she caught him by the mouth.
I waited eight long months,
She finally set him free.
I told him I couldn't lie he was the only one for me.
Two weeks and we caught on fire,
She's got it out for me,
But I wear the biggest smile.
Whoa, I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now.
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now.
But God does it feel so good,
Cause I got him where I want him now.
And if you could then you know you would.
Cause God it just feels so…
It just feels so good.
Second chances they don't ever matter, people never change.
What's a whore you're nothing more, I'm sorry, that'll never change.
And about forgiveness, we're both supposed to have exchanged.
I'm sorry honey, but I passed it up, now look this way.
Well there's a million other girls who do it just like you.
Looking as innocent as possible to get to who,
They want and what they like it's easy if you do it right.
Well I refuse, I refuse, I refuse!
Whoa, I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now.
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now.
But God does it feel so good,
Cause I got him where I want him right now.
And if you could then you know you would.
Cause God it just feels so…
It just feels so good.
I watched his wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving you
Just watch my wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving…
Whoa, I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now.
Whoa, I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now.
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now.
But God does it feel so good,
Cause I got him where I want him now.
And if you could then you know you would.
Cause God it just feels so…
It just feels so good.
Occasionally he nodded his head and hum along. All the songs played out and stop next thing I knew we were staring into each others eyes. His eyes were a lovely shade of gold. I was mesmerized.
Literally tongue tied.
Next thing, we were leaning to each other. At the point where our noses were touching, my heart sped off like helicopter blades.
As he was about to brush his lips against mine, I spoke…
A/N: Bella & Edward will have their moment. It's just not now.
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