A/N: Sorry guys, it's gonna get worse before it gets better.
Arizona's words were ringing in Callie's head all week. Had she really not given up on her? Was Callie really the one giving up?
She knew it was over between them and that was Arizona's fault, but she was the one giving up. Arizona was still fighting for her. She cornered her every chance she got and begged her. She left notes and flowers and Callie's favorite foods and chocolates. Arizona had even gotten Sofia involved by dressing her in homemade little t-shirts that said, "Mommy is sorry" and "Mommy loves Mama."
And then there were all those times when Arizona would finally lose it cause Sofia would be throwing a fit and begging her not to go. She would just look at Callie and say, "Ask your Mama why I can't stay. If she let me, I would never leave."
All of these events are what led Callie to her usual spot at Joe's bar crying into her beer. Except this time, there was no beautiful blonde to follow her into the bathroom and cheer her up.
Callie had blown most people off after the debacle with Jenna. But tonight, she decided she was gonna go for it. She was going to get laid and be no strings attached.
"Let me buy you a drink," came a soft, sexy voice. Callie turned to see a gorgeous brunette with green eyes and tan skin. Yes, she thought. She looks nothing like Arizona, so it won't remind me of her all night.
"Tequila is the drink of choice."
"Girl after my own heart," the woman said ordering two.
"I'm Caroline."
"Callie."
"So Callie, what bring you here. You look sad."
"It has been a long few months."
"Wanna talk about it?" Caroline said sincerely.
"Nope, I want to drink."
"Sounds good. Drinking it is."
Around their 4th drink, they were getting along great and Callie had figured out she would have no problem taking Caroline home. She was halfway there as she moved closer, practically between her legs and Caroline easily ran her hand up and down Callie's arm.
The problem arose when Arizona showed up and stalked right up to her pissed to all hell that Callie was with someone else.
"Excuse me," Arizona started sweetly, "But I would really appreciate it if you took your hands of my wife. You know, before I go all Arizona on the playground on your ass."
"Your married?" Caroline questioned looking at Callie.
"No, not anymore."
"Oh, gotcha. Ex-wife."
"We are still married in my eyes Calliope."
"How many fucking times do I have to tell you to stop calling me that and leave me the hell alone?" Callie screamed starting to get really angry. She just wanted to get laid and not think about Arizona for one minute.
"It doesn't matter how many times you say it. I love you and I want to be with you forever. Stop wasting your time and just be with me."
"Arizona, you fucked someone else. You can't storm in everytime I have someone else and stake your claim. You don't have a claim anymore."
Arizona leaned in close, "I will always have a claim. I know I still have a piece of your heart."
"You know what," Callie said turning completely towards her and standing up to tower over Arizona, "no you don't. You once held a piece of my heart, but you lost that the moment you betrayed out marriage."
"Even if you are mad at me and hurt, you can't say we don't hold each other's heart."
"Whatever heart you hold ended up stomped on on the ground. So maybe I don't have a heart anymore, but you sure as hell don't have it."
"Say whatever you want Calliope."
"Ugh. You know what Arizona. I don't love you. I don't want anything to do with you. In fact, I hate you."
Arizona felt like she had been punched in the gut. How could Callie say she didn't love her? She had never said that before.
"You, you don't mean that," Arizona stuttered.
"Yes, I do. I honestly feel nothing but regret when it comes to you."
"Regret?"
"I wish I never met you. I regret everyday that I even asked you out all those years ago. All I need it Sofia and I didn't need you for that."
Callie had just cut Arizona down where it hurt and she knew it. In fact, it hurt her to even say it because Arizona did hold her heart. She loved her with everything she had and she couldn't raise Sofia without her.
"I don't know what to say."
"Then just go away."
Their screaming had attracted a lot of attention and Joe came up calmly.
"Ladies, I usually love having you in here, but I think its time you both called it a night."
"Great, you got us kicked out Calliope."
"Whatever. Come on let's go," Callie said grabbing a very stunned brunette's hand.
Arizona followed them out and as they were walking home she turned around to Arizona, "don't you dare follow me Arizona!"
Arizona just slowed her pace, but she had every intention of still following her.
After about 20 minutes, she let herself into the apartment building and pulled out her key. Here goes nothing, she thought as she entered the apartment.
What she saw hurt a lot. Callie was straddling the woman in her bra on their couch. The couch they had bought together and made love on countless times.
"What the fuck?" the woman screamed when she saw Arizona over Callie's shoulder. Her fingers were literally inside of Callie still.
"Arizona, I told you not to follow me. Get out!" Callie screamed.
"No, I won't."
"You are impossible. I'm going to call the cops on you."
"Not until she leaves," Arizona said pointing at the woman.
"Nope, she can stay. I have some things I want to do with her."
"Please don't" Arizona begged even though Callie was already in the throws of it.
Arizona sat their pleading so Callie decided she would give her a show.
"Fine, you won't leave, then you can watch."
She turned to the woman and started kissing her again. At first Caroline was totally against it, but then she gave in because ex-wife in the room or not, Callie was irresistible.
Arizona couldn't believe she was still staring. This was literally the worst moment of her life to date.
"Oh fuck, yes, yes," Callie moaned as she bounced on Caroline's fingers.
"Mmm Callie, you are so hot."
"Yes, Caroline. Oh my god," she screamed as she turned to look at Arizona.
"Callie I can feel you clenching around me."
"I'm so close. God you are so good." Callie was enjoying herself yes and this woman had skills, but she was definitely putting on a show because she knew Arizona was still here.
Arizona watched as Callie came undone, then flipped Caroline over and gave her multiple orgasms. She should have left, but she felt like once she had stayed this long, she needed to prove a point. As they lay there on the coach Arizona just stared hoping Caroline would leave.
"Wow Callie, that was amazing. We should do that again sometime."
"You got it. I can't get enough of you."
Arizona's eyes snapped up because Callie always said that to her.
Caroline instantly felt guilty when she finally made eye contact with Arizona. She had forgotten she was there, so this was really awkward.
"Well Callie, you have my number, I should go."
"Don't go. She can go. I could definitely go another round. Maybe in the bed."
"Okay, enough Calliope. You don't get to fuck her in our bed."
"It's not our bed anymore Arizona."
"Alright, that's really my cue to leave. Bye Callie," Caroline said pecking her and rushing out.
"Yes, it is still our bed and the only person who gets to sleep with you in it is me."
"False, I fucked Jenna in that bed and I fucked a few other women in the past two weeks in that bed."
"What? You slept with two other people?"
"Well three if you count Caroline just now. And if you count the orgasms its much higher."
"God Callie, are you done hurting me yet?"
"Not even close."
"Can you imagine what this feels like for me? I just saw you sleep with another woman."
"Now you know what I felt like picturing you with Lauren over and over."
"I'm sorry Calliope. I truly am."
"Well sorry doesn't matter. I don't love you anymore. Do you really think I would fuck someone in front of you if I still loved you?"
Arizona thought about it and realized Callie wasn't just messing around.
"Wow."
"Yeah, I feel nothing. All I'm thinking about is getting into bed with anyone I can because I don't give a shit."
"Fine Calliope. Fine, you got what you want. You have hurt me as badly as I hurt you and I'm done. I give up, I'm done fighting. Don't worry, you don't have to deal with me anymore."
"Good," Callie said as she turned and walked to her bedroom. She turned around just in time to see Arizona sitting in a chair weeping. Wow, she couldn't believe she had just done that to her. Who was she and what happened to Callie Torres?
