I'm am so sorry guys I have been having the HUGEST HUMONGO writers block, can you ever forgive me……

I'm am so sorry guys I have been having the HUGEST HUMONGO writers block, can you ever forgive me……

Disclaimer I don't own Twilight or do I Looks to see if she owns Twilight that's what I thought I don't cause my name aint Stephenie Meyer.

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Jack stood there a sly smile on his face, I couldn't move he grabbed for me I snapped back to reality. My hand curled into a fist and with as much force as I could I punched him. He fell back his hand covering his red cheek. "Damn you" he yelled but I was already scrambling towards the trees, I ran. My arms where out in front of me I was running like a blind man it was dark the trees blocked the sun.

I could hear footsteps behind me the only thing I could hope was that I was fast enough… And that I wouldn't trip. My arms burned and branches dug into my skin I kept running and running not realizing where I was going. Something clattered beneath me, and then the ground was gone I was falling before I realized that I was, I hit the ground and the pain shook through my entire body. I slowly lifted myself up with my arms.

My head swirled but I knew now was not the time to pass out. I got to my legs and saw Jack walking towards me "Stupid girl" he sneered "You can't escape me" my knees buckled at his words I fell back to the ground. "Stay away" I warned, he laughed "Or what your vampire hubby will come and save you, Ha!" he spat out. I started to cry

"Leave me alone" I whispered trying to stand up. "Please" I begged "Please" he smiled and walked toward me.

"PLEASE JUST LEAVE ME ALONE" and then fire surrounded us. "What did you do" he accused I shook my head "N-Nothing" I stuttered. And then the fire was gone and it was pitch black.

"Jack" a sweet serene voice cooed "Jack Sweetie I'm back…" A figure emerged from the trees. The figure glowed against the black forest. Her hair was black and wavy her face was more of a model then any one I've seen. She looked like she could be a twin of Rosalie.

"Vanessa" was all Jack could say, she nodded "Yes Jack" "But I thought you where dead…" he trailed off, "yes Jack I know you where hoping that but surprise it has to take more then burning down a house while I'm still in it to kill me"

A lump rose in my throat, I felt sick.

"I didn't hurt you" he said bewildered she laughed. "You fool I knew you loved me only for my money, do you really think I would tell you how to kill me"

He'd been lying he tried to kill her. A sheen clammy sweat broke across my forehead.

"And now I have found you, after so long I have found you. To get my revenge" She ran at him with full force "Baby I'm sorry" "Don't call me that" she screamed and I heard a cracking noise. Jacks neck wasn't twisting the way it should have been. He dropped dead to the floor.

I screamed my scream echoed through the forest. And that's when she noticed me her eyes wide with horror "I'm sorry" she said "I didn't think I was just wanted to see him suffer after what he put me through I'm so sorry I didn't want anyone else witnessing this"

Tears streamed down my face, not for Jack no of course not but for what I believed what he said I just couldn't take it. Her eyes still filled with terror turned and ran the opposite way. She was gone in a matter of seconds.

It started to rain I sat there not thinking just sat there while the rain tapped quietly against my skin…

Pain, Black, Numb I floated it was so dark. I was 90 sure that I was dreaming but how could I know. My world had been so dark lately; I wrapped my arms around myself.

I thought or dreamt while I was there content in my own little world. I wondered what would be happening right now if I hadn't been kidnapped. I would probably be with Edward I imagined myself with him watching a movie or him playing with my hair as I strained to work a problem out. Him humming my lullaby, Oh I missed him so much I tighten my arms around me trying to hold myself together.

"Honey its ok don't cry" my head snapped up to see… Nothing no one was there just my imagination.

It was getting darker now the sun setting over the horizon. My body to tired to do much of anything drifted into uncosionouss.

In my dream it was so bright. "Bella" a nervous voice called to me it was Toby the way he called out to me it sounded more of an I found her instead of there you are. I was depressed in my own way. Because Edward wasn't in this dream with me…

"Oh no Bella, we have to go" he pulled me up but I was so comfortable where I was I didn't budge "No I have to wait for Edward" I mumbled "Bella" he begged "Please" "No" I said sternly. He sighed walked over to me and picked me up off of the ground. "No wait" I screeched, he ignored my clawing. Where was my Adonis why wasn't he here with me. My body shook with sobs and Toby carried me through the forest.

His shirt was stained wet with my tears he was so warm but I missed the cold… I screamed into his shirt, I screamed myself to sleep.

When I woke up we where still in the forest, it was still dark but Toby was asleep, I knew I couldn't stay here so I stood up and started to wander in a random direction.

I wandered for hours the sun was starting to rise I was tired. I heard waves but I didn't know which way they where coming from. The wind blew through my hair I couldn't see in front of me my hair covered my face.

And then just like before I fell.

I screamed as loud as I could as I fell closer to the dark water below. I heard the splash and then I felt the cold water surrounding me.

No not again I thought I fought against the waves that where throwing me left and right. This brought back such horrid memories. But I had to fight; I had to fight for Edward.

My arms went numb then my legs I couldn't help it there was no feeling. I couldn't swim, I went under.

Goodbye, I love you was my last thought

(That always seems to be her last thought doesn't it. Ok so guys I think the next chapter might be the last cause I'm sort of getting sick of writing stories that have to be about this one thing. So I'm going to finish this and Bella's secret, then I'm just going to start writing random Cullen stories. Cause I like to write stories that make people laugh)