Author's note: So this might be the last chapter for a while (aka a week or so) because I'm kind of busy, but I hope you like this chapter!
This is set after Relationships & Red Carpets (pretty much right after, remember when Ally picked up her songbook at the very end and left Sonic Boom with Austin?)
I don't own Austin & Ally, Better Together, You Can Come to Me, or anything else other than this story.
Dear Diary,
I can't believe I'm on a bus for my first tour! This is so surreal, and everything that's happened in the last 24 hours has just been absolutely crazy!
I know I should be super excited for my first tour, which I definitely am, but I'm also really sad because Austin can't perform. Jimmy told us that we couldn't be a couple, or else he would forbid Austin from making music for 10 years. We were super sad about that, and after a lot of commotion, Austin ended up announcing that he loves me, at the WMAs.
My head was just a whirlwind of emotions, and all I could think was that I love him too. Now, I'm just really overwhelmed with what has just happened, and I'm taking the time to write this to sort everything out.
Starting with my tour. I'm really excited about this tour, and the first song I'm going to be performing tomorrow is Finally Me. I guess that's a great way to open the Finally Me tour! I have a bunch of new songs to perform, and my favorite is the one I'm going to be performing when we're back in Miami at the end of this tour. It's called No Place Like Home (see page 119), and I think it's an awesome song to wrap up my tour.
Next is Dez. He's not on tour with us, because he went to LA so that he could be with Carrie. Of course, we're all sad, but I support his decision entirely. I remember when Austin was on his first tour, and I couldn't go with him because I had to record with Ronnie Ramone. I know that it was a tough decision for Dez, but as he said, "Without love, what's the point of any of this?" I know that sometimes Dez can be silly and immature, but it's things like these that remind me that he's one of the wisest people I know.
And then we have Jimmy. He's never been my best friend, you know? And he definitely did not want me with Austin. So basically, if it wasn't for me, Austin could still perform. But it's also partially Jimmy's fault, and that's what makes me blame myself less. I mean, Jimmy's a great guy, but sometimes he's just too busy worrying about profits and whatnot and he doesn't even notice Austin. But everyone has their faults, and I know we'll sort things out soon.
And then there's Austin. My best friend, partner, boyfriend, everything I've ever needed. Without him, nothing I've done these past 3 years would ever have been done. I know that he says that I'm more important to him than he is to me, but I don't think so. I mean, he was always a good singer, and any songwriter would've been able to get the job done. I needed someone that could help me conquer my stage fright and discover what I'm worth, and I needed someone special for that. Trish was always my best friend, but she's not really the motivational type. Austin always stayed by my side, and he always believed in me.
Hey, I will always stay by your side forever
'Cause we're better together
Hey, there's no other way we'll make it through whatever
'Cause we're better together
-xoxo Austin
Sorry about that. Austin just walked in and wrote that down. Normally, I would be mad if he even touched my book, but it was just so sweet that I just let him do it.
Anyway, where was I? Right, Austin always believes in me. I know that he's always here for me and that I can always go to him whenever I need anything.
Anything you need that's what I'll be
You can come to me
-Love, Austin
Turns out Austin was behind me the whole time, so I just gave up on trying to get him to leave. I just told him that he could stay, as long as he didn't write in my book anymore.
I'm going to have to end this diary entry, because it's late and I have a big day ahead of me tomorrow! It's going to be great!
Author's note: I hope you liked it! I'll say it again for the last time this week, if you didn't, constructive criticism is always appreciated, and ideas for new chapters are always appreciated! :)