Chapter Four:

I'm soooo sorry it took me so long to update. School work has been crazy lately. I really hope this chapter makes up for that. Okay, bye!

Logan walked through the big building, with a half smile plastered across his face. It was beautiful, and lively, and smelled of fresh school materials, yes, but Logan couldn't figure out the emotion he was feeling inside. He was confused. He had just had his first kiss ever. And it had been with a guy. Logan didn't exactly hate it either. It was different and made his stomach twirl and do back flips. It was a strange new feeling, but it felt good. Logan glanced upward, admiring the hallway as he walked though. There were many portraits along both sides. The portraits were of old dead guys, who Logan had remembered reading about on the school's website. There were chandeliers along the ceiling, with shinny, sparkly light hanging down. The floor was pearled with a beautiful blend of dark colors. Logan heart skipped a beat as he ran into someone's chest, falling completely. He dropped his book bag, and his number two pencils spilled everywhere. If someone else in this hallway, which was packed with many people, were to fall, it would definitely be because of Logan's pencils all over the floor. Logan sighed in frustration. He really needed to work on his clumsiness. As Logan was freaking out, trying to collect all 30 number two pencils, he noticed that no one was down on the floor helping him. But he could still see the frame of the person he had ran into. They were standing over him, only watching. Logan paused for a second and looked up, ready to apologize. Logan face fell when he saw that it was Kendall. Logan tripped over his own foot before he stood completely. Kendall only stared. His face was hard to read. There was a bit a shock there. There was also anger. There was a long moment of staring. Logan thought that Kendall was going to say something, but there was only silence. Kendall finally pushed past Logan with unnecessary force. Kendall couldn't help the anger he was feeling inside. He was ashamed of himself from that morning. Logan was on the floor again. He gasped at how much the floor hurt this time. Kendall walked away before Logan could even see what direction he went. Just like before, no one stopped to help Logan. The large crowd of college students only continued on their way. Some giggled a bit, and kept walking. Logan sighed and stood for the second time. As much as he wanted to just lie on the floor for a while, he had to get up, gather himself, and be in class on time. Logan began walking, in search for his classroom. Logan's first class was HA Physics. He loved Physics and he was more than excited for this class. In his high school years, he had taken Physics I-III. He felt he was ready for a higher level of Physics. He knew that this would be one of his favorite classes here.

Logan searched until he found room 212.

"Right on time," He beamed to himself. Logan walked into the double door room and was amazed with what he saw on the inside. The room was huge. It was shaped like a dome. The ceiling was almost completely covered with stars and constellations. The floor went up in levels. There were three long desk tables on each level that fit six people for each desk table. On the desks, there were handle tools that weren't unfamiliar to Logan. He smiled and breathed in the scent of science. The floors were pearls like the ones in the outer hallways, but a different color. They were an ocean bluish color. Down at the lowest level of the room was the desk of the professor. She wasn't down there, but Logan knew that her name was Professor Wilson. Logan looked on the board behind her desk and read 'Professor Wilson'. Logan couldn't stop smiling. He loved the excitement in the other student's faces in the room, as they waited for Professor Wilson to arrive. It made Logan feel as if he wasn't the only one who loved science.

Professor Wilson walked in a couple minutes late, holding a cup of coffee. She was smiling. Everyone stopped their chitter-chatter.

"Man, the traffic out there is tragic. I would've gotten here faster if I tried par shooting here on Kim Kardashian's ass." Professor Wilson said. This earned a few giggles from the class. Logan smiled. He didn't know if it was because he thought it was funny or if he was just glad not to have another strict Physics teacher. Professor Wilson sat her coffee down and threw her jacket around her chair.

"Well, welcome to Highly Advanced Physics. I'm your professor. You can call me Professor Wilson, but I really prefer you call me Alana." She continued to speak.

"I don't know if you guys know what you're getting yourselves into or not, but this stuff gets pretty hard. I'll give you a free chance to run before we get into this. Hm, no one? Okay, let's do this."

The students giggled again. Logan was just happy to be there. These students weren't the kind of students that Logan had expected to take this class. These students were bright, open and had different colorful personalities. Logan didn't feel like a nerd here. He felt like another student doing what he loved. Logan looked from right to left, seeing who sat at his desk table. There were two guys and a girl on one side of him and on the other side of him were two girls. They all looked just as happy as he was.

There wasn't really any learning or teaching going on in the first day. Professor Wilson was pretty much just explaining how the class was going to be and the different things she would be teaching. She also wanted to make sure that everyone knew and liked her. Logan wasn't at all worried about this class.

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The rest of the day went by pretty quickly. Logan had gone to his next class, which really wasn't actually a class. It was just a room full of college freshman, where the dean had a long conversation with them. He talked about the different things that Cleveland had to offer and how much they would enjoy their selves there. Logan was kind of glad to get out of there. It was a bit boring.

When the conversation was over, everyone flooded out quickly. Logan figured he wasn't the only one who was bored. As Logan left, he wondered why he didn't see Kendall in there. It was a pretty big room, but the lights were on and everyone's face was visible. Surely Kendall hadn't skipped this freshman assembly. Logan shook it off, not knowing exactly why he even cared if Kendall skipped and missed out on things. Kendall wasn't Logan's problem. Logan guessed that he just didn't see him.

Logan looked out the window and saw that is was pouring rain all over campus. He sighed. He forgot to grab his umbrella. Logan took a deep breath before stepping outside. He was pounded with rain. The fact that it was foggy and a bit dark didn't help his situation. He barely knew his way around campus. He took off his backpack and put it over his head. He began walking.

"Logan!" a voice called from behind him. Logan quickly turned around and saw Trey yelling out his car window. Logan didn't think twice before running towards his car. He was more than thankful that he didn't slip and fall. Logan hadn't exactly conquered his clumsiness yet. Logan got into the car, wet and soaking. His breathing was heavy from the running. Trey couldn't help but smile when he looked down at Logan. He was adorable. He reminded Trey of one of those lost puppies you see on the commercials, dripping wet in the rain. He just wanted to hold Logan. Logan looked up when he realized that the car wasn't moving. He saw Trey staring at him.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" Logan asked, becoming self-conscious of his appearance.

"Like what?" Trey teased. Logan blushed.

"Never mind," Trey giggled and leaned over to kiss Logan. Logan gasped. He was frozen. This kiss was different. It was longer and Logan couldn't feel Trey move his lips against his. Logan didn't know how to react, but he let it happen. Trey pulled back and was met with little shocked Logan. His eyes were pretty much bugging out of his head. Trey smiled in satisfaction and began driving. Logan could feel a bubbly feeling at the pit of his stomach again. He knew he was still blushing, but he hoped that Trey couldn't tell. Even though Trey could definitely tell, he pretended like he couldn't. There was small talk until they arrived at Logan's dorm. Trey's phone began to ring and he motioned to Logan that he would be up in a minute. It must have been an important call. Logan understood and he got out the car, heading up to his dorm. It was still pouring outside. Logan's backpack wasn't doing a very good job at keeping the wet off of him.

He saw Kendall's car. Kendall always beat him everywhere. Logan ran up the stairs until he got to his door. His fished around for his key.

When he opened the door, he was quiet and cautious. He didn't want to be alone with Kendall; not without Trey. Logan creaked open the door a bit, so Trey could get in whenever he came up. Logan paused when he heard a sound he had never heard before. He heard the strumming of a guitar and singing. Logan's shock and interest lead him to the door of the bedroom he shared with Kendall. He listened to the beautiful sound of Kendall singing and playing.

A tornado flew around my room before you came

Excuse the mess it made

It usually doesn't rain in

Southern California, much like Arizona

My eyes don't shed tears but boy they ball

When I'm thinking bout you ooh no, no, no

I been thinking bout you. You know, know, know

I been thinking bout you. Do you think about me still do ya? Do ya?

Or do you not think so far ahead?

Cause I been thinking bout forever ooh.

Or do you not think so far ahead?

Cause I been thinking bout forever ooh-

The sound suddenly stopped when Trey walked in, slamming the door a bit too loudly. The weird feeling inside was replaced by fear. The slamming of the door had made Logan jump. He felt like a little kid who just got caught doing something he knew was wrong. Kendall walked out of the room, placing his guitar against the wall. Kendall felt anger swell inside of him.

"What the hell are you doing here? Get out of my apartment." Kendall spat.

"Uhm, last time I checked, Logan lived here too." Trey spat back.

"Bullshit. Logan is nothing here. He's like a pet that no one pays attention to. Fuck him." The words were out of Kendall's mouth before he could control them. He knew he didn't mean any word of that, but from the look on Logan's face, he had taken every word personally. Logan had never been so disrespected from anyone. Kendall was cold and hard and Logan could feel his eyes stinging from tears. Kendall was the only person in the world that could make Logan feel like he was absolutely nothing. Kendall bit his tongue, regret and guilt filling his soul. Trey grabbed Logan and held his wet form in his arms.

"What the fuck is wrong with you?" Trey asked Kendall.

"Nothing is wrong with me. Fuck this shit. I'm going to sleep."

"No, you're not going to sleep. You're gonna apologize to Logan, then stay away from him."

"I don't know who you think' you're talking to, but you might wanna shut your ass up, before you piss me off." Kendall said in a bitter laugh.

"What reason do you have to be pissed? Is it because Logan will never even like you? Because you can't have him?"

Kendall charged over to Trey and punched him in the nose. Trey grunted and fell to the floor. Kendall was a lot stronger than Trey had thought. Trey got up from the floor and tackled Kendall into the wall. Logan ran to a corner and was hugging his knees on the floor. He didn't understand. He didn't understand any of this. He was scared and he knew he couldn't do anything to break this up. He wondered how Kendall could go from such sweet and calm singing to a monster. There was a different side of Kendall when he played his guitar and Logan liked that side much better than the violent abusive Kendall. Trey finally got up from the fight and pushed Kendall off of him, heading towards the door.

"Oh yeah, ask Logan how my lips taste!" Trey said before slamming the door. Trey ran to his car and drove off. Kendall kicked a kitchen chair over.

"I'm gonna fuck him up!" Kendall said to himself. He put his face in his hands. He looked up when he heard hard breathing. He searched the room with his eyes and found Logan crouched down in the corner of the living room couch. Kendall's heart instantly dropped. He could literally feel Logan's fear. Kendall walked over to the corner and stood over Logan. Kendall was trying his hardest to hold a stern and angry facial expression, but it became one of the most difficult things Kendall had to do when Logan looked up at him with those puppy dog eyes, puffed up from tears, fear and sadness. Kendall's face fell. He grabbed Logan by his shoulders and pulled him up to look at him. Logan was still shorter than Kendall, but at least he was on his feet. Kendall's jealousy reached it's climax when Trey had said he kissed Logan. Kendall's guts twisted in knots and his anger touched the roof. Logan could only look at Kendall in fear. He didn't know how to move. Kendall pressed Logan's back against the wall and placed his lips against Logan's. Logan's eyes bugged out as the kiss became heated. Kendall snaked his arms around Logan's waist and squeezed him tight. Logan gasped and lightly began kissing Kendall back. He didn't know why, but he did it anyway. This was all Kendall needed. The little force he felt from Logan was all he needed to let loose. He began forcefully kissing Logan. He was letting out all he had been holding back over the years. He felt Logan whimper into his mouth and pulled back and bit his lip, only to start kissing him again. Logan's arms wrapped around Kendall's neck and his hands unintentionally pulled at Kendall's hair. Kendall groaned into Logan's mouth and began sliding his hands down Logan's lower back. Kendall just knew that he was already hard as ever. He could feel it. Logan stopped himself and pushed himself away from Kendall. When he looked into Kendall's eyes, he saw a look that he had never seen before. He saw the most desperate and longing look in his eyes. Kendall's eyes were sorrow filled. This really shocked Logan. Had he made Kendall like this? Both boys were breathing hard and both boys' members were hard as well. They were both still close to each other's face. Logan looked down at his feet.

"Uhm, I gotta- I'm gonna go to bed. I-I got another class tomorrow-"Logan said, slipping away from Kendall. He avoided eye contact as he ran to the bathroom and locked the door. Kendall grunted in frustration. He didn't know what was happening or why Logan had stopped. He wanted him so badly. It was ridiculous how much Kendall wanted to touch Logan. And now, he wanted him more than ever. Now that he had gotten a little taste of Logan, he knew he wouldn't be able to stop. Logan could quickly become Kendall's addiction. Kendall got up and went to the bedroom. He sat down on the bed and waited for Logan to come out of the bathroom. He didn't want to masturbate. He wanted Logan. He had heard the shower come on, but still he was going to try to wait it out, being painfully hard.

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Logan stood under the shower head, touching himself. He wasn't used to doing this, but he had to rid himself of hardness. He couldn't let Kendall see him like this. He knew Kendall had probably already noticed when they were touching, but still. Logan couldn't explain his emotions. Why would Kendall kiss him? Kendall hated him and bullied him for years. Kendall wasn't gay.

'Or does this mean he is gay?" Logan couldn't process his thoughts. His mind was all over the place. He didn't want to stop with Kendall when they were in the living room. He wouldn't admit to that, but he definitely wanted it to continue, and from the look on Kendall's face, he wanted it to continue as well. The thought aroused Logan. He liked being wanted by Kendall. He didn't know why he left. He continued to stroke himself until he came hard. He couldn't control the moan the escaped his lips. When he was done, he washed himself up in the shower.

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Kendall couldn't take it anymore. He had to touch himself, so he did. He loved cuming to the view of Logan, even if it was only in his mind.

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Logan purposely waited until Kendall was asleep before he came out of the bathroom. He has stayed in there for almost two hours. He couldn't help but feel a bit guilty. He felt like he was cheating on Trey. Logan couldn't even guess what tomorrow would be like. He was nervous and scared, but he managed to fall asleep. This was certainly a day of events.