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Epov

She was right there close enough to touch and how much did I want to touch her. I keep seeing her sitting on that dogs lap then buy drugs this isn't my Bella...Oh God what I have I done to her. "Hello Edward" she said coldly staring only at me. I studied her face, her beautiful eyes, her sexy lips, then her soft neck thinking how I use to make her shiver in pleasure with each kiss. I traveled to her collarbone noticing the chain that held my mother's ring and how she gripped it when she sang.

"Oh.Mygodbellathatwassogreatwhydidntyousayyoucansing" Alice rushed in one breath. Bella laughed but maintained eye contact with me...Oh how I miss that laugh..."Nice to see you to Alice...and thank you".

Emmet spoke up "So why didn't you tell us you could sing" Bella answered but never broke her icy stare with me "You never seem to stay around long enough...So why bother".

I saw Jasper hunched over in pain out of the corner of my eye...Edward she has so much hate, all I feel is pain like none other Jasper thought to me.

Bella looked at our table and an evil smile broke across her angelic face "Something wrong with the drinks?" she asked innocently, but didn't give us a chance to respond. "Oh that's right I almost forgot...Not your cup of tea I guess...Here let me help it's the least I could" she hissed least in a cold tone. She brought her right leg up and set her foot on the table as she slowly ran her hands up her black knee high boots. I watched her erotic moves and wished I was that boot slowly pulling out a butterfly blade. Everyone looked confused until she ran the end of the blade across her palm. The fresh blood made my mouth water but not as much as the beautiful woman in front of me.

I know all our eyes were pitch black (good thing we feed before we came) but I couldn't take my eyes off of her. She leaned over and put the blade between two of her finger removing the excess blood into the drink that set in front of me. She wiped her blade on my shirt then put it back in her boot. I saw Emmett holding Rain back "Eddie who is this bitch?" she spat at Bella. Leah came up behind Bella shaking slightly "If YOU ever call my sister a bitch again...treaty or no treaty I will kill YOU leech" as she pointed straight to Rain. Leah grabbed Bella by her hand and started to pull her away. Bella turned back around and said "Enjoy your drink...Eddie" with so much venom in her voice I winced. My eyes still glued to Bella as Sam scolded her like a two year old and the others were starting to shake wildly. Bella then thanked Sam with a kiss on the cheek after he wrapped her hand then with just as much acid in her voice when she spoke to us she spoke to those dogs "You will behave!...We will not have a war! Now Get Control!". Sam eyes showed only love and respect as she passed him making her way to the bar. My eyes never leaving her. I heard my family speak.

"Jasper are you OK honey?" Alice asked her husband. He just shook his head no "Pain..so much pain...it's worse than when I went through the change" I grimaced at the thought of My Bella in pain. My family gasped and began to all watch Bella as she had three more shots sat in front of her. She was bending over the top of the bar her skirt hiked up that the bottom of her ass was showing and you could see the red lacy underware she wore underneath. I growled as a man started fondling her butt cheeks, I went to get up but Alice stopped me narrowing her eyes at Rain. I knew I had to stay put or else Rain would do something stupid but if he went over the line I would be there. We all listened to what was being said and you could easily pick up the threat in Bella's words "Move your hands or I will move them for you". The bartender simply sat back with his arms crossed against his chest highly amused.

I was furious...Why wasn't anyone helping her? The dirty slime ball just laughed "I like em' fiesty" and squeezed her ass tighter as she took two shots then slammed them on the bar. Bella elbowed the bastered in his gut, he staggered back gasping for air. She grabbed the back of his head by the hair and slammed his head into the metal side of the bar five times before she let go and the scum slid to the floor unconscious and bleeding. She smiled sweetly at the bartender and asked "What?" as she took her last shot. The bartender just shook his head with silent laughter as he cleared the glasses away. She stepped over the man on the floor giving him a few good kicks to his ribs when I heard a cracking sound, I knew she had broken a few of his ribs. Emmet grinned pretending to wipe a tear from his eye "My little sis...I'm so proud". Rose smacked him in the back of his head which he murmured an "OW" but she was broadcasting a brilliant smile showing she was just as proud of Bella. In fact everyone was except for Rain who was throwing daggers from her eyes toward Bella. I growled deep in my throat at her and felt my eyes turn coal black and Rain sunk down in her seat.

BPOV

I walked back my family in great spirits. A good fight is just what I needed I thought. Leah was clutching her sides from laughing so hard. Sam pulled me into his chest and kissed the top of my head "That's my sis" he mumbled against my hair. I smiled at him then looked to Leah who was under control now wiping tears from her eyes "Well I had a good teacher" I winked at her. Leah jumped up and pounded fists with me then in her best Star wars voice said "You learn well young Sky-walker". Everyone laughed at that one and now we had to get back on stage. As we went behind the curtain I told the guys that I had a change of heart for the first song and they quickly agreed to my new choice.

As we walked back on stage loud cheers and hoots were made I think I even heard a 'take it off' and a loud growl but I brushed it aside. Grabbing the mike I shouted "Hey did ya miss us" the crowd roared but I was able to hear a booming voice yell 'Hell Ya'. I chanced a look at the Cullen's table and saw Emmet beaming with pride holding two thumbs up gesturing to the jerk still unconscious on the floor. I couldn't help but smile and laugh back at him I always loved Emmet and could never stay mad at him or any of them except one. He was..is the one I will never forgive and I need that anger right now for this song. "Well Alrighty then...this is another one of our songs and I want to send it out to a very special someone who took my soul" the crowd erupted in 'Boo's' with a couple of 'I'm hear for you baby'. I pulled my necklace out and held the ring as I nodded to Sam to let him know I was ready. I took a deep breathe then exhaled as the music started and I locked eyes with Edward. This song was for him and he knew it.

Quote (Orignally by Evans Blue)

Quote you are my soul unquote
Now does that sound familiar?
You kissed the girl and make her feel this way

Quote well this is me unquote
And You have been so ugly you're entire life
So I changed now

Is this how you wanna go down, right before my eyes
You're the saddest sight i know
You're quiet you never make a sound
But here inside my mind you are the loudest one I know

Quote we never talk unquote
And that's when I don't answer
Don't you dare ask why
Because you don't want to know,

Quote Well whoa is me unquote
How different I've become
And no one understands, my dear, no one really cares

Is this how you wanna go down
Right before my eyes, you are the saddest sight, I know
And you're quiet you never make a sound, but here inside my mind you are the loudest one I know

And you were right, right from the start
It took everything you had, but you finally broke my...

And know the old flames will pass away
I saw your life once
Did you see mine
But not all things will pass away
You turned your light off
So I turned mine, away from your sadness, away from the nothingness you feel for me

Is this how you wanna go down
Right before my eyes, you are the saddest sight, I know
You're so quiet and you never make a sound
But here inside my mind you are the loudest one, I know
And you were right, right from the start, it took everything you had, but you finally broke my ...

Quote, hey listen cause ill only say this once
I finally found the words
That mean enough to me
Good bye my soul, unquote

Edward looked close to tears..well as close as he can get I reminded myself. For a split second I wanted to go to him wrap my arms around him and kiss his pale lips, crushing myself to his hard cold body...What the Hell...Get a hold of your self woman! I mentally slapped myself. I put the necklace back to wear it was hiding and we sang the rest of our songs. We were a big hit "Thank you for such a great night..and ladies just to let you know Leo the bartender is single" I winked at Leo as him glared at me. He hates when I do that but hey what are friends for right. We made our way off stage as the guys loaded up the equipment which really didn't take that long considering the size of them. I took two more X-pills cause tonight was a major backslide and the hits just kept coming. I made my way over to the bar where Leo had my usual nightcap waiting, I sucked down my three shots "Night Leo don't do anything I wouldn't do" I laughed. He gave me a kiss on my cheek "Bella there's nothing you wouldn't do" as he pulled away. I faked mock hurt then smiled and said "True" which earned me a hearty laugh and another shot...Score!.I felt two strong warm hands grip my hips and thrust me back to his. I didn't need to look back to know who it was "Hey there Embry ready for our sleepover". I felt his was breath tickle my skin when his lips reached my ear as his husky voice replied "You have no idea". I giggled feeling the full effects of my pills and alcohol. He lead me outside where Emily was waiting behind the wheel of my truck with Leah in the middle. Embry helped me in then kissed my neck. He slammed the door running towards the van with the boys.

The three of us girls eyed each other then broke into a fit of laughter as Emily managed to say "Well someone looks anxious". Leah was practically in the floorboard as she tried to say "That's..(laugh)...an...(snort)...understatement...(choke/cough/laugh). We pulled out after the boys I looked out my window facing the dazzling topaz eyes of Edward staring at me with a pained look across his beautiful face. I cursed him under my breath for looking that good even when he was clearly upset and disappointed in me. My heart ached to touch him but that's when reality came crashing back as the new slut wrapped around Edward and kissed him passionately. As we turned the corner I flip Edward the finger and smiled ever so nicely. We reached the apartment and unloaded the equipment (OK the guys unloaded) as the girls went on up. I hopped in the shower quickly trying to get the club smell off and the hot water felt so good on my sore tense muscles I lost track of time. I slowly got out towel dried my hair and slipped into my black lace bra and panty set. I opened the door to my room about to put on my shorts and tank top when I heard a sharp intake of breathe. I froze glancing up cautiously to see a stunned Embry sitting on my bed. I smirked walking slowing towards him like he was my pray "Like what you see" all he could do was nod while roaming my body with his eyes.