A/N: Just so everyone knows, I'm no loon, , in the third book Eclipse (spoiler), the author talks about a bond greater then soul mates' and that's what Jasper and Jacob have here. That's why Jacob is able to love someone other then Bella, same with Jasper and Alice. So that's what's up, thank you all for reading. (This involved some math).

Jasper's skin glistened like diamonds in the sun. He stood in a patch of sunlight shining through the hole in the tree's shade. He felt slightly warm and it reminded him of Jacob, Jacob who was coming soon. He was only too excited about what Jacob wanted, though he didn't show it.

A cracking sound from the twigs behind him triggered Jasper's reflex to turn. It was Jacob approaching in the shadows of the leaf patterns. Jasper's excitement was not matched by Jacob's, in fact Jacob was grimacing. Jasper held his arms out to embrace Jacob, but Jacob hesitated and just stopped a few feet in front of Jasper.

A cloud covered the sun, and Jasper ceased to shimmer. Jacob seemed to be finding the words to start with.

"Jasper…I don't want to do this." He waited, but Jasper didn't say anything, so he went on, " Because, the second I phase into a werewolf, the pack will see everything, and its because I'm always thinking of you. Also, I'm still confused about Bella, she is marrying Edward soon, and I just can't take it, so I'm leaving…" Jacob's voice was shaking.

"Leaving?" Jasper choked out.

"I have to…go. I don't know where. But once I phase for the last time, they will see everything, and I wont face that." Jacob said.

"How would they know?" Jasper asked.

"As werewolves, we can read each others' minds." He said.

"Don't phase again…" Jasper suggested.

"No Jasper, I don't want to stay, I hate myself for loving you, I cant stand Bella marrying him, I don't want this anymore."

"You just want to give us up…everything we could have been, because you're a coward?" Jasper said hurt.

"All we were and ever would have been was a lie." Jacob said growling.

Jasper punched the near by tree all most all the way through. It started to fall, but Jasper was already running, tears were impossible but he would have been crying. All he could do now was express his rage in violence. He smashed every tree in his path.

Then he came to an abrupt stop, and turned around going back in Jacob's direction. Jacob was only just turning when Jasper approached at 204 miles per hour. Jacob's head turned just in time to make direct contact with Jasper's fist. An enormous crack sounded on impact. Jacob went flying until he went threw a tree and hit another.

Jasper sprinted through the woods, he ran through several highways, and he eventually reached the beach. He ran like arrow fast across the beach spraying sand everywhere, and hit the water, which didn't stop him until after ten seconds. He floated in the water and tried to calm down.

Suddenly he felt a hand on his shoulder, he looked around and Alice was smiling back at him. She pointed up. Once they reached the surface, Alice began to talk.

"I saw you floating in an ocean, thought I'd see why." She said. Her high voice was every bit concerned.

"It's nothing, just a fit." Jasper answered, looking at the water.

"That's the thing, I couldn't see you before your fit. Why?" she said. A sudden wave of panic flourished through Jasper's body. He could have told anyone else the truth, any one else but Alice.

"One of the dogs confronted me while I was hunting for a snack it turned into a small fight, but I lost and I got mad, that's all. BUT DON'T tell Carlisle!"

Alice looked furious, "I wont, I've already seen what would have happened, and it's too dangerous. Did he hurt you?" She felt Jasper for any sign of a wound.

"No." Jasper said. She held his head in her hands and kissed him softy. Her kiss was nothing like Jacob's, not warm, he felt no passion.

Two days had passed, and Jacob had lingered in the back of Jasper's head for the majority of the time. It was almost time for Edward's bachelor party and Jasper had to fake his feelings…