Sitting on my bed I looked at my window waiting for that asshole to make his appearance. I only had to wait for about 5 minutes. Jacob jumped through my window like a spider-monkey in nothing but cut off shorts. I felt my mouth water but I tried to hide it before he saw.

" Like what you see? " he said with a cocky smirk on his face

" Not really. I was just hoping you would have broken your neck on the way up. " I said smiling when I seen that cocky look wipe off from his face.

Laying down on my bed looking at the ceiling I waited to him to speak the reason for his being in my room. He was just standing there and it was about to bring my beast mode out. I was about to cuss but he spoke before I could.

" You getting smart just gives me a hard dick Bells. " Jacob said coming close to me.

Feeling my face heat up I scooted back on the bed trying to put as much space between us as possible. That damn cocky smirk was back and it just made me want to punch him in the damn face.

" Thats good. Its makes it easier to cut of when its standing up like that don't you think. " I said with what I hoped looked like a glare on my face.

Feeling him back away I felt out a soft breath of relief. Looking at him I seen the look of pain cross his face. Feeling bad I was about to say sorry in till he opened his mouth once again.

" I don't need your shit. I can get any girl I want. " He said. But the way he way saying it made it seem like he was trying to tell himself that instead of me.

" You know what? Fuck you! I'm tired of your shit! I hope that blond whore gives you some type of STD. " I say sitting up on my bed.

Oh now im pissed off! Take over beast mode The inner Bella jokes

" You think you can just come in here and im suppose to be all over you? Your fucked up in the head! You get no fucking love from me Jacob! Dont come around me with that bullshit you call your voice and try to tell me what IM suppose to do and say! You don't even fucking like me so why are you even here? " I say standing up and yelling at this point.

" Bella calm-" he tried to say but I cut him off

" Jacob kill your self! I'm living again and you wont fuck my life up like he did! " I said before I could control my words.

Shit I thought . I seen Jacob face go from shock to anger.

" Who hurt you? " he asked in a growl and slily shaking.

" Why do you give a flying fuck? You don't care about me!" I say stabbing a finger in his chest.

Feeling tears run down my face I got more angry.

" FUCK YOU JAKE! You wont break me or take my fucking pride! Where were you when I was in pain and needed help? YOU WERE WITH THAT BLOND BI-" I was cut off by Jacob cupping my face and pressing his lips to mine.

When he did that it felt like the flood gates had opened and I began to cry harder. Jacob whispering caring words and sorry against my lips while picking me up and wrapping my legs around him.

" I'm so sorry Bells. Love I didn't know you cared. I'm sorry. " I heard him say as my back hit my bed.

" Humph" I said as I felt him lay on top of me between my legs rubbing my sides as he kissed down my neck.

When he got to my shoulder I felt his teeth sink into my skin and I gasped in pain and pleaser.

"..Jacob. " I said as I felt him start to suck on the spot where he bit.

Feeling him lean up I looked up in his face and seen a look of something I didn't know.

Is... is that a look of love I asked myself. Before I could figure out it was gone.

" Shit Bells your dad is coming. " He said before me moved faster that my eyes could follow.

Hearing my door open I looked to see my dad who had a look of concern. I guess I still had tears on my face.

" Bella are you okay? " he asked still in the door way.

" Yeah dad. Just a bad dream. Go back to bed. " I said waving a hand.

" Okay kiddo. Love ya. " he said closing the door behind him as he left.

Feeling my bed dip I turned on my side. When I felt Jacob's arms wrap around me I felt myself relax and I leaned into him.

" Can you tell me who hurt you Bells? " he asked softly placing his face in my hair.

FLASH BACK

" Bella get the fuck out the way! " my boyfriend Brandon yelled from his seat on the couch with his friends.

Hurrying out the way I went into the kitchen to get him a beer before he can yell and demand for another one. Feeling a body behind me I turned to see one of Brandon's friends standing there.

" Could you get me a beer Bella? " he asked

Not liking the way he was looking at me I slid past him and to the fridge to get what he asked. When I bent over to get the beer I felt a hand on my back holding me in place and another on my ass.

" What the fuck? Let me go! " I said trying to get loose from Brandon friend's grip. Hearing him laugh I felt my trout start to burn, the sign I was about to cry.

" Please. What ever I did im sorry. Just let me go. " I said feeling my whole body shake in fear.

" Shut up whore, you're going to like it. " I heard him say as he started to pull down my grey sweat pants. I began to sob and tried to fight harder.

" WHAT THE FUCK? " I heard Brandon roar from what I assumed was the kitchen door way.

Feeling the body behind me move I turned to my back was in the fridge and let out a sob.

" Brandon dude she tried to come on to me. " his friend say.

" WHAT? that's a lie Brandon! " I say crying harder.

" BELLA SHUT THE FUCK UP! " Brandon yelled walking towards me. Not even having time to put my hands up to protect my face I felt him back hand me hard enuf for my head to snap back and hit the object behind me.

" YOU THINK YOU CAN TRY TO COME ON TO MY FRIENDS? HUH? ANSWER ME DAMN IT! " Brandon yelled out as he continued to smack me.

" Stop it! Get off mommy Bella! " I hear a voice yell from behind Brandon.

His little boy ran towards us trying to get his father Brandon to stop hitting me. Matthew was like a son to me.

" No ( Smack ) baby go ( Smack ) to your room ( Punch ). " I say between the hits trying not to get Matthew hurt.

Hearing the little pitter patter of feet I was happy at least one of us could get away. Seeing stars and hints of black I felt the darkness come closer and closer. Before I blacked out I heard Matthew's wonderful baby voice.

" There he is! Help my mommy! "

Then everything went black.

END FLASH BACK

After I finished the story I felt Jacob shaking behind me.

" Calm down Jake. " I said rubbing his arm that wa around mt waist.

After a few moments the shaking stopped.

" What happened to the little boy? " I heard him ask through gritted teeth.

Smiling at the thought of Matthew I felt my whole body warm.

" He lives with my Mom. I wish I could see him soon or something. I really miss him. " I say remembering the blond-haired boy who's smile could light up a room.

" What happened to that asshole Brandon? " Jacob asked in a growl as he tightened his hold on me.

" He is in jail. He called asking for a picture the other day. " I said feeling myself falling asleep.

" Baby whats your mothers number? " I hear him ask

I pointed to my phone lazily before the dream land took over.

Feeling a finger poke my face I swatted at the hand. Hearing a laugh I rolled over. Feeling a pull at my hair I started to wake up.

" Stop it Jake. " I said in a sleepy voice.

" Who Jake? " I heard a baby voice call out.

Baby voice? Who the hell is that? I say to myself. Waking up fully I turned towards the voice. My heart jumped out of my chest at the person in front if me.

" MATTHEW! " I yelled before pulling him up on the bed and into a bone crushing hug. Hearing his laugh ring out through the air I felt tears of happiness run down my face.

" Hi Mommy Bella. " He said between laughs.

" Why you cry? " he asked looking sad with his lip poked out.

" Mommy is just happy to see you hansom that's all. " I said throwing him in the air and catching him again and again loving the sound of happiness he made when I did it.

" Am I interrupting something? " I hear a voice say from the door.

Turning I see Jacob standing there with a smirk on his face.

" Jacob you did this? " I asked pointing to Matthew

When I seen him nod his head I placed Mathew on my hip and walked to Jacob and gave him a kiss that earned a growl. Pulling back smiling I kissed him one more time before stepping back a little.

" Thank you. " I said while bouncing Mathew on my hip.

" No prob babe. Starting fresh right? " he asked. I nodded my head to his question.

Hearing Mathew gasp I looked at him. " AHHHH! IT A PUPPY! DOWN DOWN! " He yelled when cocoa walked threw the door. Placing him on the ground I watched as he ran to the wolf pup and pulled his tail. Laughing I got on my knees and un-wrapped Matthew's little fat fingers from the wolf's tail and told him how to play and pet the wolf correctly.

Looking up Jacob I seen him looking at me with that same look he gave me last night.

" What" I asked sliding a piece of hair behind my ear.

" Your really good at that. " He said as his eyes got darker.

" At what? " I ask feeling a little rush go through my stomach at his eye color change.

" Taking care of children. Your going to need all the practice you need. " He said looking down at his shoes with a smirk.

" And why is that ? " I said crossing my arms in front of me.

Holding his head up I seen his eyes where almost a yellowish color. Hearing myself gasp I seen the same look as before.

" Because we're going to have about 6. " he said with that same cocky smirk