Hikaru P.O.V

The whole host club members are now in my room

"I don't really know how to put this to words but…Kaoru and I..mhm..he left the house." All of their eyes were staring at me so I continued "He is..gay..and got a boyfriend " they are not surprised ..actually Kaoru always seemed feminine and cute , the type any guy would want to have .

"YAAY I AM HAPPY FOR KAO-CHAN " honey said in a happy tone but I really didn't give a shit about him..

"So Hikaru ..if his boyfriend makes him happy then what's your problem ?" Tono asked me and he looked a little bet serious "are you an idiot? He doesn't make him happy! He is using my kaoru for his own happiness ! " seriously that's what I thought about ," why'd a guy appear all of a sudden to make kaoru happy ! it doesn't make any sense to me! " haruhi nodded ..I was dating her for 3 months now "well Hikaru I know you want to protect your little brother but..umm let him go through this by his own , that would help him growing up . plus , if kaoru likes him then this is his own choice right " she put her hand on my shoulder and continued " just face it… his world is getting bigger ..and ..we are dating…kaoru got the right to do so too.." she could confines me as well..I mean she speaks logic ."ahh I guess I am over protecting him.."Kayoya walked to me " so you gonna start a new act with Haruhi at the host club while Kaoru will start a new act with Kai ? " the thought scared me ! Kaoru between that son of a bitch hands ! "NO! I'll keep doing the act with kaoru " I screamed "Kaoru told me that he wants to quit the brotherly love act." I gave him a glance"..seriously..kaoru " haruhi gave me a hug " look to the Brightside , you have me , we'll make a better act . actually it'll be all real not acting haha would be cool Hikaru " yes sure" I nodded … it's obvious yet they don't get it… how do they expect me to let someone uses kaoru! Fuck the growing up thing if it'd harm him … I already messed with his feelings before , I won't let it happen again.

I saw them leaving..I thought maybe I should call Kaoru and check on him..even if he is mad at me..even if he hated me..

"Ohayo..Kaoru.." I heard his breath ..he sighed and said " yes Hikaru ? " tears came to my eyes "..I..I miss you…" I waited for a moment but he said nothing "..Kaoru..I am sorry" I looked to the floor as tears ran down my eyes "it's too late to apologize Hika..but ..fine.. I accept it..and I am sorry too..you shouldn't see me doing that…"I sniffed "..huh! Hika are you crying?" I sniffed again "don't worry am fine it's just … I am worried about you…"then I heard Kai's voice asking kaoru with whom he's talking and kaoru said it's me and then all I heard was "Hika I'll speak to you later , bye"…kaoru…I can't imagine what kind of things they would do tonight !… the image of Kaoru getting fucked and stuff made me blush … that's…awkward right…I mean I am sure I am straight …but maybe it's a twin thing..if kaoru is gay..may there is a chance for me to be bisexual "… kaoru…" the jealousy will kill me..I need to get him back ..I need him and I want him ..I want him more than Kai does. He is my twin..Completely mine and belongs to me. Those feeling toward kaoru all of a sudden ..just because I realized that somebody else would put his hands on him…he was always there that I never thought I'd ever go back and never find him , and now when such thing happened, I realized my feelings to Kaoru..I ..I LOVE HIM and I want to make love with him and be there with him forever…screw Haruhi..screw the host club and all the fangirls..I'll get my twin back to me…and we'll be together again.

Kaoru P.O.V

I was speaking to my twin in the phone when suddenly my boyfriend entered the room and I had to end the call.

"Kaoru my lovely angel .." as he gave me a hug from the back " I'd need you to stop speaking to Hikaru…I don't want anyone to share you with me " I moaned as he left a kiss on my nick "hmm Kai I love you but..I don't feel like making out right now.." so Kai stopped "mhm ..OH I wanted to tell you that the school is making a party tonight and I want you to come with me …and I want you to wear a dress ..." I blushed .. "oh..okay..I am..fine with that

"and we'll tell everybody that we are dating…and that you are mine Kaoru" would everybody accept it..our fangirls may collapse and the host club members probably would support me whatever it is..and Hikaru…how would Hikaru act to this..I really don't know …I can't guess .. he cried when we spoke on the phone..and last night when he catched us making out..he was broken …I could tell it on his eyes…awww Hikaru… if he knew how much I love him…NO..I have to stop thinking about Hikaru in that way ! ..I love Kai and this is it !.

Third person P.O.V

The school lights were shining . classic music was playing as all the ladies and gentlemen were dancing . everybody seemed to have fun .

Hikaru was sitting around the table with the host club members , and it seemed that he isn't enjoying his time at all .

" I don't even know why am i here ! ahhh "

"shut up Hikaru .. you are here because you are a member of the host club ! clear ? now enjoy your time "

"kiss my ass tono"

Suddenly the hall door got open as the music stopped and everybody was looking at the couples that entered the room .

"…Hikaru you gotta see this .." haruhi whispered as Hikaru turned his face .

Kai and …kaoru wearing a caramel dress..both side to side …hand to arm.. ! the girls were crying out of happiness as the couple entered the huge hall .

"aww Kao-chan is too beautiful ! " honey said as his eyes were shining happily

As they stood in the middle of a huge group of girls , Kai took the mic from the singer "Hello ladies and gentlemen . I hope you're enjoying your time .. I have a confession to make ..Me , Kai Cazoku is in LOVE with Kaoru Hitachiin as I always will be ." then everybody was clapping , girls were screaming ! all kaoru could hear were "AWWWW SO LOVELY ! " " COOONGRAAATS KAAAORU ! WE LOVE YOU " "YOU LOOK FABULOUS IN THIS DRESS ! " " KAI SAMA YOU ARE AWESOME " then the music played again as Kai took Kaoru's hand and kissed it ,Kaoru got shy as well , then Kai leaded him to the dance floor . while dancing Kaoru kept searching his eyes for Hikaru but he couldn't see him ! .


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