Here is my new revised chapter 4 I hope u like it. I made it better. Please review me I like to see how I am doing. Thank you to the people who have reviewed me. It has made me want to write more

Rin had been by herself for a while now. She was heading for the castle but she took her time doing so. She needed just a little bit more time to think to herself. She was only a day away from the castle and stopped for the night. It was a beautiful night with a clear sky and a beautiful full moon. It made her think of Sesshomaru and she knew she loved him and hoped what Kagome said was true. That he really loved her back. She was just looking up at the stars when she felt really weird all over. She felt a tingling feeling all over her body and felt like howling to the moon. She couldn't hold it in any more. She gave out a large howl. What is happening to me? Help. I want Sesshomaru. I bet he would know what to do. AHHH! With that yell her body started changing. It started glowing and then her whole body changed into a large white dog! "What has happened to me? Why am I a dog? Why?" Rin had become a white dog demon that looked like Sesshomaru's true form but purple strips on her face and silver eyes.

"Oh my gods, what has happened to me? Why do I feel like I need to show how strong I am? I don't want to fight. Not any more. I am sick of fighting! But I can't help this feeling" So Rin simply ran. She ran as fast as she could, but suddenly something caught her eye and she stopped. Rin stopped to see what was there. She had to know.

Who is that? What do they want? I have an urge to know who it is and fight who ever it is. I must! Rin yelled in a strong voice "Who's there? Come out and be a demon if you have the guts!" All of a sudden this large dog demon walked out. It wasn't a white dog demon though it was a black dog demon and it was circling around Rin with the scent of arousal evading her nostrils.

"What is a beautiful white dog demon like you out here alone with no one to protect you from all the big bad demons out here?"

"Leave me be. I am fine on my own. I can protect myself" Rin started to growl. She didn't like this demon at all.

"I think it is safe to say that you don't even have a mate to protect you. I can see that you aren't marked. And I really like you. You got some fire to you. I am Ninsei and who may you be?" Ninsei gave a sly smile and didn't stop starring at Rin.

"I am Rin and I don't need a mate to protect me. Especially from you"

"Then let me be your mate. I love your fire Rin. And such a beautiful name"

"You will not touch me. Even though I may not have a mate I am promised to someone. And that isn't you"

"Well, I say to bad for him" With a devious smirk "I think I could be a better mate. I wouldn't leave you unprotected. Because I will simply make you mine" With that Ninsei tried to pounce on Rin but she moved out of the way.

Ninsei kept attacking Rin. Rin dodged one attack after another. She didn't want to fight. She had the urge to but she knew she shouldn't, she couldn't, she knew she would lose. It was only her first full moon. She wouldn't be able to handle the emeses power. "Why don't you leave me alone? I don't want you and you can't have me. Only one demon can have me and that is NOT you!" Rin couldn't stand it anymore. She had to fight back. She threw her claws at Ninsei and never quit.

"NO! Be mine or be no ones! I have never wanted anything more then I want you."

"You seem to want things that you can't have."

They kept attacking each other. Rin was starting to get tired. She needed to end this soon. She was sick of fighting. She concentrated all her demon energy on her claws and acid started to drip from them again like they did when she was mad at the bear demon. "You have pushed me too far and you have now paid the consequences." Then Rin gave her final blow at Ninsei's throat. She hit it and Ninsei fell to the ground trying to break. She looked at what she had done and walked away. She didn't need to see anyone else die. She didn't want to kill the dog demon but she knew she had to. That had been the second time another demon instead of Sesshomaru that had wanted her. The only thing she could do to save herself was kill for Sesshomaru and her to love to live on. She wished she didn't have to but she had to show them, she was only Sesshomaru's Rin. No one else will touch me ever. Only one man do I want to touch me and that is Lord Sesshomaru. I want you so bad Sesshomaru. You couldn't imagine. Do you want me this much as well? Rin stared up at the stars.

"I want to be in human form. This form is uncomfortable. Well at least now I know why Sesshomaru always left the castle at full moons, because he didn't want to hurt anyone. This urge to fight is so powerful. I think he would have killed me and everyone else in the castle. I should do the same if I go back to the castle. I think I will run some more. I have so much energy tonight."

Rin ran free till she was in the last place she wanted to be; the castle. I wonder what Sesshomaru is doing right now. Is he thinking of me as much as I am thinking of him? While she was thinking this her friend from the castle came out. It was Sayo, Rin's fox demon friend. "Sayo over here!" barked Rin. Sayo ran over immediately with a surprised but happy smile. "Where have you been Rin? I have been so worried about you. You are worrying everyone Rin. Sesshomaru is worrying the most. He is constantly going out to look for you. So the rumors are true. He did turn you into a demon. Then I am guessing the other part is true to."

"What are you talking about Sayo? What have you heard?"

"That Sesshomaru has finally decided on a mate. It has been decades of us waiting to see who the new lady of the west would be."

Rin looked down at her feet. "Oh so he found someone else to be his mate"

Sayo just started laughing "What are you talking about Rin. I meant that you are the one he wants to be his mate. That has to be the reason why he turned you. He loves you. He would do anything for you. And just wants you to live forever with him"

"What do you mean?"

"Humans live very short lives compared to demons and he wants to spend eternity with you. Now do you want to finally come home or do you want some time still?"

Rin thought for a minute. She wasn't ready to talk to Sesshomaru. She still didn't know what she was going to say to him "I think I just need a little bit more time. Before the next moon I should come home. I should not be worrying Sesshomaru this much"

"Fair enough; but don't let me see you here again unless you want me to tell Sesshomaru. I think he is out looking for you. He will probably be back soon. He said he was only going to be gone for a few days."

Suddenly something funny happened to her again. "Sayo what is happening to me."

"You are turning back into your human state. Just relax it will be over soon."

With that Rin turned back into her human form. "Wow that is annoying, does the transformation happen every full moon?"

"It only happens every 4 moon cycles. Oh Rin, you look beautiful as a demon. I see why Lord Sesshomaru wants you more then ever before. Now you should go. Before Sesshomaru comes back and finds you. Just hurry up and come home soon."

"Yes, thank you so much Sayo. I will probably be back soon. Bye for now. And thank you so much. I will repay you when I come back."

Rin gave Sayo a hug then ran off as fast as she could in the other direction. It was true she wanted to be alone just for a bit longer. That is why she took so long to go to the castle. I will go to the castle soon enough.