Author: Chelbell
Spoilers: The end of S6 and possible spoilers for S7
Summary: Spike thinks of Buffy on his way home.
Rating: PG-13- let me know if I should change the rating.
Genre: Angst/Drama
The road taken… once again.
"It scares me. It bloody well does. I haven't been alive for over 120 bloody years. I wasn't going to start again now. It wasn't supposed to end up like this. I knew. I knew that she deserved the best of anything. Everything. But me? I still doubt that she deserves me of all the pulse having gits out there.
I mean what am I going to say when I get there. To her. To Dawn. To all the other scobbies. " Hi guys! I'm alive now! I know I almost raped Buffy but I would like some respect around here." They'd kill me within a bloody instant.
Dawn. Oh bloody hell. Dawn must hate me. Can you blame her? I can't."
AirPort: "Flight 547 is now landing in Sunnydale, California."
That's me. God, I can't breath. What if Buffy spits in my face; Kills me without having a second thought? I walk out of the airport and into a rental car. What am I going to do when I get there? Will everything be the same?
I drive down the road I know so well. The road where I've got my heart broken and the hearts of others broken also. I park in the lot across from the house, 1660 Revello Drive. I walked down the side walk and my whole body seems to shake and my breathing becomes unsteady. I knock on the door once. Twice. I pause to hear footsteps inside the house. Then the door opens. A small gasp then tow lil' arms wrapped around me."
"Hi, Nibblet."
Then another voice. "Dawn? Who is it?"
I stop breathing just to hear her voice clearer.
It's going to be a long day.
TBC…?
A/N: I came up with a plot driven sequel to this, and I will write it and post it if I get enough feedback. The sequel will be about Spike telling the Scoobies, Spike leaving unknown gifts for Buffy, and Buffy and Spike finally living out one of Buffy's Dreams! It could just be that story and then a sequel to the one I talking about right now and then a squel to the series can be Buffy being pregnant!! You knows? Plz REVIEW!
Spoilers: The end of S6 and possible spoilers for S7
Summary: Spike thinks of Buffy on his way home.
Rating: PG-13- let me know if I should change the rating.
Genre: Angst/Drama
The road taken… once again.
"It scares me. It bloody well does. I haven't been alive for over 120 bloody years. I wasn't going to start again now. It wasn't supposed to end up like this. I knew. I knew that she deserved the best of anything. Everything. But me? I still doubt that she deserves me of all the pulse having gits out there.
I mean what am I going to say when I get there. To her. To Dawn. To all the other scobbies. " Hi guys! I'm alive now! I know I almost raped Buffy but I would like some respect around here." They'd kill me within a bloody instant.
Dawn. Oh bloody hell. Dawn must hate me. Can you blame her? I can't."
AirPort: "Flight 547 is now landing in Sunnydale, California."
That's me. God, I can't breath. What if Buffy spits in my face; Kills me without having a second thought? I walk out of the airport and into a rental car. What am I going to do when I get there? Will everything be the same?
I drive down the road I know so well. The road where I've got my heart broken and the hearts of others broken also. I park in the lot across from the house, 1660 Revello Drive. I walked down the side walk and my whole body seems to shake and my breathing becomes unsteady. I knock on the door once. Twice. I pause to hear footsteps inside the house. Then the door opens. A small gasp then tow lil' arms wrapped around me."
"Hi, Nibblet."
Then another voice. "Dawn? Who is it?"
I stop breathing just to hear her voice clearer.
It's going to be a long day.
TBC…?
A/N: I came up with a plot driven sequel to this, and I will write it and post it if I get enough feedback. The sequel will be about Spike telling the Scoobies, Spike leaving unknown gifts for Buffy, and Buffy and Spike finally living out one of Buffy's Dreams! It could just be that story and then a sequel to the one I talking about right now and then a squel to the series can be Buffy being pregnant!! You knows? Plz REVIEW!