Rating: R
Warnings: Course language, violence, sexual situations, uncomfortable settings, anal, oral sex, rimming, use of alcohol, male/male, character death
Parings: DOMINANT/SUBMISSIVE— Seamus/Colin (Colin/Seamus), Devon/Dennis (Dennis/Devon), OC/Colin, Seamus/Noah (Noah, Seamus), Sand/Alex (Alex/Sand), Seamus/Colin/Noah, Mitchell/Colin
. . . Story Begins . . .
Seamus held his breath and knocked on the door, Colin slightly behind him. The object opened and Sand stood there, 6'5", Mohawk spiked and a pissed off expression. The blonde gulped and stepped further behind the brunette.
"Be quick." He stepped aside to let them in, glaring at Colin. The younger flinched and bit his lip. He had been to jail and seen some pretty scary shit but this guy was terrifying! They walked into a plain, neat living room, black leather couches and white walls, a redhead seated in an armchair, Noah on the couch with his knees to his chest. The redhead stood catching his brother's attention and shoved past Seamus, ramming into him on the way, the door closing to the room.
"Noah." He gave a small smile. The younger looked up; red rimmed eyes and shot him a nasty look, turning away. "Noh please?" He walked over and sat on the couch next to him, the smaller's lip trembling and eyes watering. He slipped the elephant under the smallest boy's arms and Noah grabbed it tight. Colin flinched as he watched them interact.
"Go away Seamus." It was quiet and hoarse. He hadn't slept and it was beyond obvious.
"Have you eaten?" The brunette automatically switched into boyfriend mode, worrying over the younger. Noah shook his head and locked eyes with Colin, a tear falling.
"Just say what you came to say and leave me alone." He sniffed, continuing to hold the older blonde's gaze.
"I-I didn't know." Colin whispered. "I-it just happened I didn't know he moved on, I'm sorry." Noah seemed to analyze the smaller carefully.
"You swear?"
"Yes." Colin nodded and the younger relaxed his shoulders, looking away.
"Then I can't really be mad at you can I?"
"I'm Sorry Noh."
"Shut up." Seamus' eyes widened when the sandy blonde hissed at him, eyes hard. "You made me think you move on! You made me think you loved me and then threw me away!" He tossed a pillow at the older making sure to be careful of his stuffed elephant, Ignatius, or Iggy for short.
"Noah! I'm sorry! I do love you I just didn't plan on falling in love with you! It wasn't supposed to happen!"
"The fuck?" Noah kicked him, the taller hissing as the younger stood holding the orange item by one of its feet. "Great! So I'm a fucking accident? I'm a mistake?"
"Noah no you're blowing this out of proportion!" He stood up and the younger moved away.
"No I'm not Seamus! You cheated on me! You said you moved on! I moved in!" he grabbed the next closest thing and threw it. Seamus ducked and eeped, a lamp smashing somewhere behind him.
"Shit Noah!" He gaped at the younger; tears staining the shorter's face. The smaller let the bear drop and another item was tossed at the brunette and he ducked.
"Go away!" he barked, lip trembling again.
"Noah." Seamus walked over, the smaller grabbing a random ornament. "No!" the brunette grabbed the smaller's wrist and pried the item out of his hand, the smaller yelling and struggling against him. "Stop it Noah!" he pulled the smaller to his chest, fists attempting to break free and hit the older. "NOAH!"
The younger froze and let a loud sob leave him, his legs giving way. Seamus quickly wrapped an arm around the smaller's middle holding him back up. He pulled the petite frame to him, leaned down and carefully picked up Iggy, and walked over to the couch. He sat down, the smaller, rolled in a ball on his lap, weeping into his shoulder.
"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry Noah." He rocked the smaller and looked up at the red rimmed Colin. "Cols? Come here for a moment, sit." The middle aged one let out a sob of his own and crawled next to him, burying his head in the unoccupied neck. The orange elephant was seated in the youngest's lap. The taller wrapped an arm around both, his own tears falling. He cleared his throat and took a few deep breaths; the other's sobs subsiding, hiccups leaving them.
"I love you both so much. I don't think I can choose. I-I wish I could have both of you, you mean the world to me!" he kissed Colin's forehead followed by Noah's, rubbing their backs. "But I can't. I can't choose. I can't pick either of you so I have to pick neither." Another sob left the smaller's' and they clung to him.
"I'm s-sorry you t-t-two." The older bit his lip, body shaking. "I love you so damn much." Colin and Noah locked red rimmed eyes over the broad chest. Blue met blue and they seemed to exchange unspoken words. The two sat up and pressed their wet lips to the taller's cheeks.
The two's eyes widened when a loud sob left the brunette pulling both tight against him. They were saying goodbye weren't they? Colin pulled his head towards him and pressed their lips together, Noah pulling Seamus' head towards him, mouths connecting. He hiccupped a pain shooting through his body and snapping at his heart. He lost them. He lost both. Colin and Noah looked at each other and the older bit his lip. The last thing he needed was a fight right in front of him.
The older's blue eyes widened and he gapped, heart stopping when Noah pulled his old lover over, pressing their lips together. Colin pulled back from Noah and gave him a shy smile, both turning to Seamus. He looked between them bewildered.
"We don't wanna lose you either Shay." Colin whispered.
"I can't lose you and if sharing is the only way I can have you, then I'll share." Noah mumbled giving a small smile. Seamus looked between them confused. Fresh silent tears fell and the younger's wiped them away.
"We can try it Shay, the three of us, but know that if one thing gets outta hand, it won't work." Colin stated sternly. The brunette just nodded dumbfounded.
"I'll be right back, Shay meet me in my old room? Take Cols too." Noah kissed his cheek and stood, leaning down and hesitantly pecking the other blonde's, iggy in hand. Seamus nodded and stood, the middle aged boy following him close behind, up the stairs and around a corner. "Alex?" The door opened and said man stepped in, pulling his brother into a hug. "We came to an agreement."
"Alright." The redhead locked eyes with his brother hesitantly.
"Remember when it was you Sand and Mitchell?" Alex stiffened.
"Please tell me you're kidding." He sighed and rubbed the bridge of his nose. "Well I wish you luck and by god if he hurts you-"
"Alex." Said man looked over his shoulder at his fiancé, nodding, arms wrapping around his waist. "Calm yourself alright? Noah's nineteen and this is his decision. Let him make it."
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Seamus led the smaller into the dark room pulling off his t-shirt, the younger following his example, pants hitting the ground next. He climbed into the bed and motioned for the blonde to take the side next to the wall.
"Are we really gonna nap? It's like eleven in the morning Shay." Colin whispered settling against him.
"I know but I also know that you two become physically exhausted after crying or getting worked up." He smiled when the younger snuggled closer, head in the crook of his neck, hand on his abdomen. The door opened and Noah shuffled in, closing the wooden object and pulling his shirt and bottoms off also, crawling in on the other side. Seamus turned to him and pressed their lips together.
"Thank you so much Noah." He wrapped one arm around the middle aged one's waist, pulling the youngest to him. The sandy blonde plopped his head down on the broad chest, bear under his arm and reached over, linking his fingers with the mostly awake Creevey. Seamus put his hand on Noah's shoulder and smiled, pulling both his boys close. Life couldn't get any better.
Colin's breath was the first to even out, the youngest following soon after. The door creaked open and Alex poked his head in sighing heavily.
"Please don't hurt him."
"I don't plan to." Seamus whispered rubbing both pale backs.
"Good because he needs you."
"I know." The teller nodded and walked out. He closed the door and shut his eyes, leaning heavily against the wooden object. Lips pressed to his and he smiled.
"Mmm do me a favour?"
"Depends." Sand muttered voice rumbling in the shorter's chest.
"Distract me for a good while?"
"Sounds magnificent to me." He pulled the green eyed man away from the occupied room and to their own, closing the door and attaching their mouths.
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Brilliant blue eyes opened and looked around, snuggling closer to the broad chest in the chilly room. He sat up and lightly shook the older.
"Seamus?" brown brows furrowed and said man's eyes blinked open. He smiled up at the shorter and reached out, cupping the sitting boy's face, stroking his thumb over it.
"You alright love?"
"Yea, but I'm a bit cold."
"Alright." He stretched and shifted, shaking Colin. "Wake up lil one, we need to move under the covers alright?"
"Kay." Colin yawned and kicked the blankets out from under him. Seamus raised his brow and shrugged, sitting up, much to the blonde's annoyance, and grabbing the comforter and sheet, tapping his chest for the youngest to snuggle back under. Noah grinned and shuffled over, pulling the warm material up and over his shoulder, pressing up to the warm body.
"Fuck you're freezing Noh!" Seamus wrapped an arm around the shivering boy, pulling him closer. The sandy blonde gave him a shy smile. "Don't you give me that innocent look! You're gonna catch a damn cold!" The youngest had a week immune system. He didn't get sick often because he took care of himself, but when stressful things would take him away from his routine then he would become careless and lose track of himself.
He had only ever seen the blonde sick once before and it was not a pretty sight. He became sickly pale and violently ill. He, Sand and Alex had to bring him to a hospital for a week. He had caught pneumonia. The brunette was frightened for the younger.
"Between, now." He grumbled getting the petite boy to steam roll him, landing between Seamus and Colin. The latter cracked an eye open confused. "Help me keep him warm alright?" The blonde just nodded and snuggled up to the cold boy like it was nothing. The older sighed and moved closer as well, leaning as close as he could, trying to keep him warm. Usually when the smallest got cold he would indulge in heated activities to bring his temperature up, but he didn't feel like doing that and leaving Colin out. That wouldn't be fair to the middle aged boy.
Noah shivered and moved closer to the Irishman, locking eyes, teeth chattering.
"You want me to grab some clothes for you?" The taller offered quietly, Colin passed out again. Noah bit his lip and shook his head no. Seamus sighed and leaned in, pressing their lips together, the younger responding feverishly, wrapping an arm around the thick neck. Seamus subconsciously rolled on top of the younger, nestling between his legs and aligning their members.
Noah whimpered and bucked against him, biting his lip. The brunette looked over at the sleeping Colin and flushed.
"We really shouldn't."
"Please? Please." The youngest whispered into the pale ear, nipping the spot right behind it. Seamus' eyes rolled and he panted, slowly moving his hips forwards against the smaller's, keeping an eye on Colin. Noah's legs wrapped around his waist and he forgot what he was supposed to be doing. He locked eyes with the youngest and moved a bit faster, reaching between them to pull down the shorter's boxers just enough to pull his member out before doing likewise to himself.
The taller lowered his hips again and moaned deep in his chest, the younger gasping and shivering. Colin tended to like things a bit rough and out there, the harder the better. Noah on the other hand didn't care. He was very adaptable. There were times when he'd ride the older, crying out and forcing himself down hard and fast. Other times he would let out quiet gasps as they rocked together slowly. He would take any style Seamus through at him, one of the younger's favourites being straddling the older, sitting on him or on his hands and knees.
Noah was also a fucking tease just like Colin was; only he wouldn't give in. There would be times when he'd get the older so close to finishing then literally walk off to go do the laundry or cook dinner! Other times he'd stop right before, wait a bit and start again before stopping! He'd bring the older close up to five times In the same day before the taller would snap and flip the younger onto his stomach and pound into him.
He wondered if Colin could take that amount of teasing. Noah bucked against him and wrapped his arms around his shoulders, biting into one and he shivered, moaning. Noah was not a quiet person and usually never tried to be. The taller rocked down against him harder and jumped when a hand ran do his side. He looked over and locked eyes with Colin.
The blonde's eyes were glazed and lidded, his lip pulled between his teeth. Seamus stopped his movements much to the youngest boy's disagreement. Now what? How was he supposed to please the two of them and himself without sleeping together? He moved his hips and leaned over, pressing the middle aged boy's lips to his and reaching down, grasping the stiff organ.
Colin moaned and opened his mouth, Noah bucking up against him, his moans escalading in volume.
"Shh! Alex is in the next room remember?" Seamus whispered moving faster. Noah brought a hand over his mouth and nodded, eyes squeezed shut as he whimpered, eyes rolling every so often. The other pushed the brunette's hand off his member, confused blue orbs looking at the blonde. Colin yawned and gave a sheepish smile, crawling under the covers and closing his eyes. He turned his back to the two rutting boys and settled down.
"Ah!" Noah arched and Seamus turned to him, watching the mouth drop, eyes squeeze shut and his body convulse, a sticky substance coating their stomachs. He groaned and welcomed the burn, sighing when his climax came. He rolled off Noah and kissed his cheek.
Colin bit his lips, eyes watering. He couldn't do this. Who was he kidding? Seamus was already choosing the other over him and it had only been a few hours! He squeezed his eyes shut, silent tears falling. He felt his lip split but ignored it, Seamus wouldn't notice anyways.
The brunette looked to the other side of him at his sleeping lover. Noah let out a quiet sound that he made whenever he fell asleep. The oldest noticed his old lover's shoulder shake and his eyes widened.
"Colin?" The shoulders shook harder and a quiet sob left his lips.
"I-I can't Shay." He buried his face in the pillow. Seamus reached over and tried to turn him. "No! Please just . . . I shouldn't have come back."
"Don't say that!" The brunette hissed spooning up behind the other.
"Why? You're perfectly happy with Noah! Why should I matter?"
"Colin don't!" Seamus held him closer and pressed his lips to the pale cheek.
"I can't do this Seamus, I'm sorry." He sat, crawling over the others and off the bed.
"Colin!" The brunette sat up but the blonde shook his head.
"It's not f-fair for me to come in years later and take something a-away that you gave to s-s-someone else." His lip trembled, a small amount of blood under it.
"Please Colin!"
"Don't come after me shay." Colin closed the door and Seamus jumped up trying to find his pants. Noah groaned and opened his eyes, the older opening the door. "I'll be right back." He practically slammed the door.
Alex opened his and raised a brow.
"Fuck! Where'd he go?" The brunette ran to the front door and threw it open, and then it clicked in. He looked over at the fireplace and his lip trembled. A loud sob left him and his knees gave way. No matter what he did it was the wrong choice.