Hello and thanks for all the reviews, alerts and etc - I love you guys! :D *hugs everyone who is reading* I had alot of trouble trying to figure out what to do with this chapter but thanks to Kerwin, we're back on track. *big applause to Kerwin*
I'm also sorry for the late update but I got very distracted xD But here you go, Chapter 4! :D Exams is also coming up and I may not be able to update frequently.
There's a lot of texting at the beginning - hope you don't mind. :)
Note: Kurt doesn't know Sebastian's gay but Sebastian knows that Kurt is gay because Finn had told him stories about Kurt before they met.
Glad You Came - Chapter 4
Kurt has been avoiding Sebastian ever since he blackmailed him. He knew it was just him doing some exercises but he saw some pretty embarrassing things in that video. It's been four days and the only thing Kurt did was glance at him and turn away angrily. He didn't speak to him ever since.
He sighed, lying down on his bed, texting Mercedes about Rachel, wondering if she would ever get a boyfriend so quickly.
From: Mercedes (Saturday, 3.45PM)
Do you think she can even do that? I mean, she's been trying to get Finn's attention for the past few years with no luck. I don't wanna be mean but... I don't think she's the type of girl that guys like.
From: Kurt (Saturday, 3.47PM)
I'm not sure if she can do it either, Mercedes. I mean, Finn would be hers right now.
From: Mercedes (Saturday, 3.48PM)
I know. Well, I'll text you later, I have to go visit my grandma. Talk to you later.
From: Kurt (Saturday, 3.48PM)
See you later.
He sighed again, placing his phone aside, his thoughts wandering off from Rachel to Blaine then to Sebastian again. He found himself wondering what Sebastian would be doing right now - what is he doing right now? What could he be thinking of? Then he remembered Blaine saying that Sebastian loved going to Scandals and he had a lot of 'relationships' with the girls he met.
Kurt scowled at the thought of Sebastian with someone else. He pictured an image of Sebastian kissing some random girl in the bar and he groaned in disgust. He shook his head. Why did he care? It's not like he cared about him anyway. So why bother if Sebastian ran off, kissing another girl and then-
Stop it, his mind screamed, as if it hurt too much to think about it. Stop. It.
He immediately blocked out the thoughts of Sebastian. Why was he even thinking about him? He was the single most irritating person he has ever know in the entire world and he didn't want to have a flashback of all those insults Sebastian threw at him - but yet again, he was, after all, very hot...
Kurt groaned and his cellphone alerted him that he had a message. He picked up his cellphone and read the message.
From: Karofsky (Saturday, 3.57PM)
Kurt, I need your help. Right now.
Kurt blinked slowly before texting back.
From: Kurt (Saturday, 3.58PM)
Why? Did something happen?
Kurt waited for about five minutes before knowing that Karofsky must be hesitating to tell him something, which is odd because he always told Kurt everything. So he guessed that, for now, he had to wait to see if Karofsky would tell him. So he slumped back onto his bed and began texting to Blaine.
From: Kurt (Saturday, 4.06PM)
Hi there, Blaine! I was just wondering if we could go to a movie tonight. :)
From: Blaine (Saturday, 4.09PM)
Of course. :D I'll buy the movie tickets and the popcorn, alright? So tonight at 9.30?
From: Kurt (Saturday, 4.12PM)
Alright but I'M buying the snacks. You can't buy everything, Blaine.
From: Blaine (Saturday, 4.13PM)
Fine, fine. See you tonight, okay?
From: Kurt (Saturday, 4.13PM)
See you there. :)
Before Kurt could even put his phone down, he saw another message - this time, it was from Karofsky.
From: Karofsky (Saturday, 4.14PM)
I'm gay.
Kurt was holding Karofsky in his arms, telling him that everything was going to be alright, trying to stop his poor friend from crying. He didn't blame him, however because he could remember how he reacted when he found out he was gay. He had cried for hours in his room, wishing that he was dead. He almost wanted to kill himself that night but luckily, he managed to tell himself that as long as he didn't tell anyone.
It was an extremely rough childhood for him. Some kids began calling him "fag" and it he cried upon realizing what the word meant. Eventually, when he was a sophomore, he finally told his father that he was gay and he was so relieved to find out that his father loved him no matter who he was. He began to feel that all his troubles were over.
Then he had a crush on Finn. He fell for him because Finn was always protecting him and he just couldn't help himself. Eventually, he regretted it because Finn revealed his true colours into a person who hated him just because he had a crush on him.
He even started calling him "faggy" and he began treating him like trash. He even made Kurt cry when he was asked to stay with Kurt in his room. Luckily, Burt chased him out. It was the first time he ever hated Finn. However, Finn apologized and came to the rescue when Azimio tried and beat him up because of the Lady Gaga costume he wore. Kurt was very thankful but he never had a crush on Finn ever since.
"It's alright, Dave," Kurt whispered. "I'm here to help."
After a few minutes, Kurt managed to calm him down and passed a tissue box to him. While Karofsky blew his nose, Kurt looked around at the walls of Karofsky's room, sad at the sight of the torn posters and destroyed photo frames hung on the wall - stuff Karofsky destroyed in his moment of stress. Kurt didn't blame him. He knew that Karofsky was probably hating himself so much right now.
"I don't know what to do, Kurt," Karofsky sniffled miserably. "I hate myself for doing this to me."
"It'll be alright, Dave," Kurt said softly, patting his back gently. "But you have to be sure you're gay first, Dave. You have to be really, really sure about it first. Have you ever been in love with a guy before? That's the only way to be very, very sure that you're gay."
Karofsky paused. "Yes. I'm in love with a guy."
Kurt smiled. A part of him was anxious to know who this special guy was but he knew he probably shouldn't be intruding someone else's personal life. "I'm a little confused, though. I heard you say that you liked girls and how hot Santana looked. Are you sure you're not bisexual or pansexual or something?"
Karofsky shook his head. "I was lying."
"How long did you know that you're gay?" Kurt asked, slightly confused. "Why did you lie about having the hots for Santana? You even dated her - that's funny, I thought she was a lesbian."
"I was really suspicious at first... ever since my friend brought me to Scandals because I kept on staring at all of them and then I eventually found out that I'm gay when I met that guy I like," he said miserably. "I lied about liking Santana because there were rumours about me 'eye-fucking'," he said, making air quotes with his fingers, "some of the football players and I had to throw them off. Me and Santana became each other's beards."
"Oh, so no wonder you two were dating," Kurt said. He turned to look at Karofsky and he noticed that he was staring at him. He felt uneasy but Karofsky wouldn't stop staring at him; part of him continued to question who exactly was this "guy I like". Fortunately, his cellphone rang and he answered it quickly.
"Hello?" he said.
"Hi, Kurt - it's Finn here. I was just wondering... I really need to talk to you in private now so you mind if you come home?" Finn asked. Kurt felt extremely worried because Finn sounded very upset and sad. "It's okay if you don't want to."
"Don't worry, I'm coming home now," Kurt ensured. "See you later, Finn."
"Okay, thanks," Finn said. "Bye."
Kurt ended the call and turned to Karofsky, who had returned to wiping away his tears with a tissue. Kurt still felt awkward after what happened before Finn called but he brushed it aside. "I have to go now, Karofsky. Finn needs my help... for some reason," he said, patting Karofsky's back. "If you need any help, call me okay? I'll be there; I promise."
"Thanks," Karofsky said, blowing his nose. Kurt left him to think about everything that just happened, still wondering who exactly did Karofsky like - whoever it was, he had a feeling in his gut that it was going to play a big role in his life.
Finn, apparently, had a crush on Rachel (like Kurt suspected) and he seemed jealous about something related to her, Kurt couldn't exactly hear what he was saying when he had a pillow against his face. "I just can't believe it, Kurt. I thought she liked me..." Finn said sadly. "Why is she treating me like this?"
Kurt sighed. "In case you haven't noticed, Finn, you're breaking her heart. She's not the one walking around with a boyfriend and makes out with him every time you're near her and she's definitely not the one with a boyfriend. You're with Quinn, Finn, as much as I hate to say it and you're supposed to be talking about her, not Rachel." Kurt stared at his stepbrother suspiciously. "Are you even in love with Quinn?"
Finn opened his mouth but no words came out at first. "I- She's... I love her but... part of me feels like I forced myself to do that. But it's different with Rachel; I never wanted to love her but I just did. Now I feel so upset because she's dating Sam Evans-"
Kurt's jaw dropped and he almost tripped on Finn's dirty clothes lying on the floor. "What?"
"Rachel's dating Sam Evans," Finn said miserably.
She did it; she actually found a boyfriend! he thought, terrified and happy at the same time - happy because Rachel finally has someone that will keep her happy, terrified because of the fear that Rachel might be blackmailing Sam so he would date her. How did she do that? he thought again before turning around to see Finn looking as miserable as ever.
"I feel so sorry for you, Finn," Kurt said softly, patting his brother's shoulder.
"Can you go now?" Finn asked, his voice breaking. "I want to be alone."
Kurt nodded and left silently. But the moment he was out of the door, he already had Mercedes on the phone. "Mercedes, Mercedes!" he practically screamed into the phone. "Did you hear the news about Rachel or not? Did you?"
"Yes, I did," Mercedes said, sounding insulted. "Can we talk about something else?"
Kurt frowned. "Why are you so upset? You should be happy. Rachel got her first boyfriend!"
"Yes, and it's Sam Evans," Mercedes snapped.
"So what? He's cute."
"I know! I just... I don't know why do I feel so angry."
Finn exited his room, his eyes red and Kurt whispered to Mercedes that he had to leave. "Hey Kurt, I was wondering if you wanted to follow me while I just drive around. I need to take my mind off of things." Kurt nodded. "And... can I bring Sebastian along?"
"What? Why?" Kurt whined, feeling raged at the mention of his name.
"I want you two to get to know each other, okay?" Finn said. "Just.. do this for me okay?"
Kurt stared into his eyes and sighed. He grabbed Finn's phone and searched for Sebastian's name in the contacts. "Sebastian?" Kurt said.
"Kurt?"
"Finn's feeling down - care to join us on a drive?"
It's short and it sucks but I'm kinda busy. I'm sorry ;_;