Title: All the Love That We Shared

Author: Carlykinz

Pairing: Megan/ Tommy

Rating: K

Summary: We can fight it. We can try to run, but sometimes, certain people come into our lives, make footprints on our hearts, and we are never the same again. What if she had a secret? What if Megan did not leave Tommy or New York for just one reason? What if she had a secret? Only to turn to the one person she did not want to turn to.

Disclaimer: All television shows, books, movies, songs, and other copyrighted material referred to in this work and the characters, events, and settings thereof are the properties of their respective owners. As this work is an interpretation of the original material and not for profit, it constitutes fair use. Reference to real persons, places, or events are made in a fictional context and are not intended to be libellous, defamatory, or in any way factual.

AN: This is my first Megan and Tommy fan fiction so please be kind. I got the idea after watching the show from season 1 -3 and the most important thing is that you will like it and I apologise for any spelling errors and incorrect grammar, which I shall sort out as soon as possible, well enjoy!

Ok, so in this story Megan and Tommy's relationship had been on and off for 6 years whilst Megan was a resident at New York General and Tommy was a rookie in the police force but, once Megan's residency was over and one of Tommy's stupid mistakes slowly ended anything they had left.

So Megan moved back to Philadelphia feeling alone and vulnerable with a secret that she could no longer keep and her only option was to go to the one person she did not want to turn to.

I will delete this story if no one likes it but I hope you will.

I am looking for a Beta reader for this story so please PM me if you are interested, thank you.

Chapter 4 – First day

Since the day that Joan comforted Megan, all Megan had done was tried to avoid her mother or said as little to her as possible. but Joan wasn't not having any of it and when she saw Megan she would always try to make conversation but Megan would walk away and stormed off to her room or just out of the house knowing that if she stayed talking to Joan. They would end up talking about the one thing Megan was trying so hard to avoid.

Since that Megan ended it with Tommy, he had kept calling her every day trying to get Megan back. Every time Megan would see Tommy's name on the caller Id she would just ignore the call. Several times when Megan was in the shower her phone would ring and Joan would see Tommy is number on the screen but just ignore the call and never told Megan that Tommy had called that day.

Today on this cold, miserable and rainy day was Megan's first day as a Neurosurgeon and to be honest she was actually looking for to it knowing that it would get her away from her broken life and help others who clearly needed her. Megan woke up and looked outside to see the rain drizzling down the windowpane but nothing was going to ruin her first day at her dream job. Megan got out of bed stretched and yawn glancing at clock, which read 6:30am. Megan got up and walked down the hall and down the stairs and into the kitchen, poured herself a large black coffee only to turn her nose up at smell because it was making her feel sick which wasn't like her at all because she usually lived on coffee throughout the day but today she felt rather sick. Megan out the coffee back and grabbed a piece of fruit only to take a small bite when she felt the nausea rising in her body, which made her feel dizzy and rather sick. Megan clasped on to the side to keep her balance and closed her eyes taking deep breaths. Once she was sure, the nausea had gone she took another bite of fruit only to feel the nausea come flooding back but this time she could not hold out any longer.

Megan rushed upstairs with her hand over her mouth passing her mother on the stairs who frowned at Megan who shoved her way passed and rushed into the restroom. Joan stood on the stairs only to hear Megan being violently sick in the restroom. Joan shuddered and then carried on down the stairs and went into the kitchen.

Megan sat on the floor next to the toilet and leant against the tub feeling clammy and rather dizzy and light-headed. She shut her eyes and kept doing her deep breaths which seemed to help a little but once again she felt the nausea wave coming back and within minutes she was back puking but there was nothing left for her to bring up other than stomach acid which burned her throat and made her gag even more.

"Oh please let it stop" Megan said pleading.

10 minutes later Megan left the restroom, walked down stairs and back into the kitchen looking pale, and covered in sweat. Joan looked up from the kitchen table placing her newspaper on the table.

"Maybe you shouldn't go in today Megan, your obviously not well darling" Joan said tenderly.

"I'm fine thank you mother" Megan knew she looked rough but just put it down to being nervous for her first day.

"Megan darling, stay home today and I am sure they will understand that you're not well"

"Mom , will you just drop it, I'm going in" Megan grabbed her piece of fruit and started finishing off her fruit turning her back to her mother and walking back up stairs and heading into the shower.

Joan knew something was clearly happening to Megan and she had an idea but pushed that thought to the back of her mind decided it could be a stomach bug but her instinct was telling her that it was simply more than a stomach bug.

Megan had a long and much needed shower letting the warm water wash over her and made her feel refreshed and ready for the big day ahead of her.

Soon enough it was time for Megan to leave and start her first day at North-East General. Megan left the house and got into her car and headed towards the hospital to see that she had her own parking spot reserved for her and her only which read Reserved for Dr Megan Hunt , North-East General . Megan smiled and pinched herself to make sure this dream was real. Megan got out of her parking space and locked the car and stood looking up at the large white and rather new and revamped building, which will be her new home for many years to come. Megan walked towards the double doors and entered the building, which smelt of disinfectant and was rather spotless. However, the strong smell was starting to get to her and she soon founding over powering and made her feel rather sick. "what the hell is wrong with me, ever thing I smell is making me feel Ill" Megan mumbled to herself only to put a bright and very false smile upon her face seeing a nurse frown at her and who clearly heard her mumble to herself.

"You, where is the Neurological ward?" Megan asked bluntly to the receptionist

"First of all you don't get my attention with that greeting, let's try again," the receptionist asked bluntly.

"Can I help you Ma'am?" the small rather round nurse who was clearly in her 50's who had clearly been hear a while said to her smiling sweetly.

"I'm Dr Hunt, I'm actually a neurosurgeon at this hospital," Megan said looking at the nurse's badge for her name.

"Nurse Bennett, your new here aren't you? I don't think I have seen your face here before"

"Yes, I'm new at this hospital. Where is the neurological ward please Nurse Bennett?" Megan New better than to anger this nurse who clearly ran a tight ship.

"It's on the 4th floor my love, it's very well sign posted and you can't miss it actually as soon as step out of the elevator" Megan nodded her thank you to the nurse and headed towards the elevator.

"Who, does she think she is ordering people round like that? the bloody queen of England?" the receptionist asked Nurse Bennett who shrugged her shoulders.

"It's pretty much the same with majority of surgeons who think they are gods in this hospital, so just don't let it get to you my love" the nurse grabbed her papers, went through the double doors, and disappeared.

I hope you know where this story is going and I hope that you lovely readers will like it and want to read more and doesn't put you off.