Summary: After seeing Tommy kiss Sadie at her 18th birthday Jude leaves. But not before saying goodbye to him one last time.
Disclaimer: I don't own Instant Star or Make this go on forever by snow patrol
Just so you know this is an alternate version of chapter 3 (lost count)
Please don't let this turn into something it's not
I can only give you everything I've got
I can't be as sorry as you think I should
But I still love you more than anyone else could
"I'll um.. go get Jude." She said quickly disappearing around a corner. "Hey Harrison, door for you."
"Chinese?" I heard Jude ask skeptically.
"Well go and see." Kat said back flatly. I heard Jude's heels clacking against the tiles until she was finally standing in front of me.
"Tom. What are you doing here?"
The coldness in her tone knocked the wind right out of me.
All that I keep thinking throughout this whole flight
Is it could take my whole damn life to make this right
The splintered mast I'm holding won't save me long
Because I know fine well that what I did was wrong
"I had to see you." As soon as the words left my lips she scoffed.
"From what I read, you don't need to see me you need a... Jude Harrison look alike."
"Jude..."
"You know when i left i thought maybe you did love me as much as you said you did. Then, not even a week after i leave you sleep with someone else. What is that Tom? And don't say you were lonely or drunk, i'm sick of hearing that."
And with those words all hope of me ever getting Jude to come home seemed to float out the window.
The last girl and the last reason to make this last for as long as I could
The first kiss and the first time that I felt connected to anything
The weight of water the way you taught me
To look past everything I had ever learned
The final word in the final sentence you ever uttered to me was love
"You know the sad thing Tom, i actually thought of staying, you had almost convinced me to stay. Now i'm glad i left, at least i didn't have to see you with her..."
We have got through so much worse than this before
What's so different this time that you can't ignore?
You say it is much more than just my last mistake
And we should spend some time apart for both our sakes
"Jude..."
"I think you need to leave. now."
The last girl and the last reason to make this last for as long as I could
The first kiss and the first time that I felt connected to anything
The weight of water the way you taught me
To look past everything I had ever learned
The final word in the final sentence you ever uttered to me was love
GOD there was no way to get through to this girl, she was just like me, too damn stubborn for her own good.
The last girl and the last reason to make this last for as long as I could
The first kiss and the first time that I felt connected to anything
The weight of water the way you taught me
To look past everything I had ever learned
The final word in the final sentence you ever uttered to me was love
I kept my feet firmly planted where they were, there was no way she was getting rid of me that easily. Not after i had tracked her down out of the country.
And I don't know where to look
My words just break and melt
Please just save me from this darkness
Please just save me from this darkness
"she meant nothing Jude." I said quitely. She shook her head
"i'm sorry is that supposed to make me feel better? That you didn't come looking for me but you had a meaningless one night stand with a girl instead."
"Jude..."
And I don't know where to look
My words just break and melt
Please just save me from this darkness
Please just save me from this darkness
"What's her name?"
"What?"
"The article, the only thing it doesn't mention is her name, what is it?"
"I.. i don't know Jude."
"So, you didn't come looking for me, the girl you're supposed to love but you had some meaningless sex with a nameless girl? I think you need to go. Now."
"Jude..." She held up her hand to silence me.
"Just don't Tom. I think you've done more than enough."
"Just... promise me that in the morning you'll call so that I can... we can't leave things like this."
"Fine. If i think that you deserve my time te nyes, in the morning i'll call you. until then, stay the hell away from me."