Disclaimer: Unfortunately, I do not own Twilight or any of its characters. All belongs to Stephanie Meyer.

A/N: Sorry I havent posted any new chapters lately, I have been caught up with coursework and stuff.

Thank you JaydaSalvatore (Natalie in the story), ChloeBieber (Danielle in the story) and Eclipsia Black

PLEASE READ FOR YOUR BENEFIT:

Before I start the story, I just want to say a few things so you do not get confused along the way. The story is set after Edward has left Bella (New Moon) and she is about to start 'recovering' from her depression with Jacob and the motorbikes. But theres an nterference…dun dun duuuuuuunn =]

This chapter is in Bella's POV because I want the story to continue while Nicole is on her way to forks high. Yes I know its too soon. Nicole is going to live right next to Bella…..wonderful…..muwahahahahahaha. Oh and she is in her junior year while bella is in her senior year…Ok on with the story…

Bella's POV:

Day 183, Monday 15 march. Maybe today Edward might comeback. Maybe its just a nightmare and maybe he never left. Yet I cant ignore that little voice in my head telling me otherwise. I cant ignore the whole huge whole in my chest, that no one will ever be able to fill but him.

I just woke up from yet another blank dream. It was another dark empty dream. I felt as if the dark was going to suck me whole. I just hope Edward comes back and takes the pain away. I miss him. I miss his golden tousled hair, which I love to run my hands through. I miss his beautiful, deep, golden eyes. So deep, I could get lost in them. I miss his soft velvety skin. Yet so cold, yet so comforting.

I look at the time and realise that if I don't get up now, I am going to be late for school. I get and jump in the bathroom for a quick shower. Then I get dressed. I enter the kitchen and I see Charlie drinking coffee and reading a paper. im sure he is supposed to be at the station….

"Morning bells, sleep well?" Charlie said

"Yeah I did", I replied. if only he knew. I pick up a apple and I exit the kitchen to go to school.

"Bells! Wait!"

Ahh what now?

"Yes dad?"

Charlie sighed. That's not a good thing.

"Bells, I cant keep up with this…this behaviour anymore. He's not coming back Bells." thanks for the heads up…

"Yes I know that dad"

"…I know you do, which I was I think its best if you go live with your mother in Jacksonville. It will do you some good. You will see your old friends and you may even make new friends-"

"I like my old friends", I replied. Well I do like them, its just that I don't know if the feelings mutual. I havn't spoken to any of them for quite a while now. I kind of miss them now

"Bella, you hardly go out with them anymore."

"Yes I do, I'm going out with Jessica, for a girls night."

"right, girls night. Sounds fun" Charlie replied with every ounce of sarcasm.

"mmhmm"

"oh and before i forget, when you get home . You and me are going to greet the neighbours, when you come back from school."

Great, meeting new people..

I walk away to my beautiful truck and drive to school. Dreading the day that is about to unfold...

Nicole's POV

Me and mum have finally reached Forks. It wasn't what I was expecting. In matter of fact, it was not what II was expecting at all. Sorry if i sound snobby, but its small and by the looks of it it. It looks like it just rains. Just like London. Home. Maybe the rain may wash the pain away...

I mustn't let the past get to me. i need to move on and live my life. All I need to do is get a good education, few friends here and there and if I'm ready, I'll just go back home. My simple plan. not too difficult.

I finish packing my clothes into my wardrobe and put the outfit that I'm going to wear tomorrow. Hmmm tomorrow. I don't know if I should be excited or terrified. I'm moving to a new school and I have no friends what so ever. Hopefully, everything will go well and I'm content with it. Just like our new home. Me and my mother now live in a 3 bedroom house. I don't see no point in having a 3 bedroom, with en-suite, house, when I know for a fact that we are not having any guests in this house. Not that I don't want anyone staying over. It's just that we do not know anyone here. The house also includes a living room, kitchen and an entertainment room. The entertainment room included a plasma TV and two games consoles.

I walk up to my laptop, situated next to my window which is opposite my be, and check my emails. None. Well maybe they are not missing me as much as i thought they would. I switch off my laptop and change into my Victoria secret Fireside Long Jane pajamas.

I walk downstairs to see my mother and see if she was okay. She has been awfully quiet since we arrived here. that is very unusual of my mother. I walk into the living room and see her sitting on the couch, staring into space.

"Mum are you ok? You seem very quiet, in fact too quiet. Whats wrong?"i said in a worried voice.

"Nothing sweetheart. I was just...thinking. Thinking of how life has turned out. Especially for you. I cant help but feel that it was my fault that that happenened to you. That it happened to my sweet little angel. I feel that I didnt fufill my role as a loving and caring mother. if i did my job properly, you would be at home talking to Natalie or having a laugh with your father. If i was there for you, you would still be innocent and happy. Not depressed...I'm a bad mother-" i cut her off, not realising that there were tears streaming down her face.

"Stop right there! youre not a bad mother. You are the most wonderful mother a child could ever wished for. you gave up your life TWICE for me! you were there for me when i needed you and you still are. You always love and care me. Never ever think that youre an unworthy mother, because i love you and always will!" now it was my turn to start to start sobbing.

"I love you too angel...Oh! look at the time! Bedtime for you missy!"

Great way to ruin the moment mum!

"mum im 18! im practically an adult!"

"While your are under my roof, you will obey my rules and command. You are still a child if you live under this roof! Now get your butt upstairs young lady!"

"Ugh! Do whatever makes you feel better!"

I make my way upstairs and land in my queen sized bed. I didnt realise how tired i was until then. I fell into a deep and peaceful slumber...

Bella's POV

I arrived at the car park and parked across from where he would park his car. Just thinking of him hurts. The constant reminder of him not being here, his last words. I need to forget about him.

A black Cadillac 2011 CTS-V Coupe drives into his spot. All of a sudden a rush of anger filled through my veins. How dare they park in his spot? Who do they think they are? While i was rambling on in my head, i didnt notice Justin, Angela, Mike and Jessica make their way past me and towards the female who just stepped out of the car.

Why do I feel she is going to cause a problem for me?

A/N: Yes i know its short but im very sorry...i have no excuse but i promise, as a christmas present i will post a longer chapter =]

Thank You JaydaSalvotore && Eclipsia Black for your comments