OKIES! I got some dedications for you! To all the rewievers that are leaving me them by chapter! You guys absolutly ROCK!!! :D you've made me so happy that you all get a dedication!
So Heres to: SuikaChan555, RockerGirl0709, Real Heros Never Die, ImmortalButterfly459, and Purple Ducks! :D you guys are the best people ever!! So heres a chapter for you! Thank you all so much!
And Shout out to PaigeySama for putting me in her dedications! I felt very happy! :D Thank you all!Kaoru's POV
As I stared her down I gulped. I have to admit I was nervous. This bitch better not mess with me. I was in no mood.
"What do you want Haruhi?" I spat at her and she smirked walking over to me slowly.
"For you to stay away from my boyfriend."
"You and I both know I can't do that, he's my twin and I love him." I smiled at her. She was trapped, but to my surprise she laughed in my face which took me back a few steps.
"I know for a fact that you can. You may love him Kaoru, but he loves me and that little stunt you pulled trying to kiss him like that? I'm glad I caught it in time. He is mine not yours. nor will he ever be yours. Accept that Kaoru. What you feel for him is sick. You're so sickening for thinking that way about your own brother! A disgusting little pervert is what you are. And it's time that you came to realize that. You're a freak. " She hissed.
Tears were threatening to spill down my face. She was right all along. I'm sick. A… A freak… What I felt for him was.. Not right. She was right, and when I looked up at her she smirked at me. She knew she had gotten to me. Hell, I knew she had gotten to me.
"Why don't you fu-" I was cut off by the door clicking open and Tamaki walking in. He saw me near tears and rushed over to me cupping my face gently.
"Are you alright!?" He asked concerned, and my eyes looked over at Haruhi who held a finger to her lips in a 'Shh' pose. I nodded at Tamaki who followed my gaze over to Haruhi. He saw what she was doing right before she jumped to put her finger down before he looked. He saw her. He saw her!
"What was that Haruhi?" He asked narrowing his eyes. "What have you done?"
"Nothing sempai." She said innocently but I could tell Tamaki wasn't buying it. He looked down at me and I stared into his big violet eyes and he smiled at me. I felt myself blush horribly.
That smile.. It made my heart leap uncontrollably. It was like.. He understood me. He actually understood. He looked away from me to Haruhi still smiling.
"Listen to me Haruhi. If you ever make Kaoru feel the way just like you have tonight. I will make it my personal duty to make you life a living hell." He giggled a bit and smirked at her. She stared at him wide eyed and shocked that he would say such a thing. I was shocked that he would say such a thing. I thought he liked her…
She ran out of the room with a slam of the door and her lip quivering as Tamaki turned around and came and laid down next to me. I couldn't help but feel so safe in his arms. It made me feel welcome and happy.
I felt him sigh and kiss the top of my head. I blushed ten times more then before and he saw it. I couldn't help myself. I had to ask.
"Tono, I thought you liked Haruhi.. Why would you say those things to her if you liked her?" I looked over at him and he was blushing this time.
"Well uh.. It's nothing Kaoru." He looked away and stood to get up but I immediately grabbed his hand tightly not wanting him to leave me alone. "Please.. Stay.." I whispered. "Hikaru.. Won't be back I guarantee and Tamaki you're my best friend.. So Please…?" I looked up at him and he smiled brushing my cheek with his fingertips.
"Of course." He said gently coming back to lay next to me wrapping his arms protectively around me. I felt so tired and nuzzled my head onto Tono's chest yawning. He smiled and held onto me tighter.
"Would you like me to sing you to sleep?" He asked quietly and I nodded already dozing off.
I have (I have) you breathing down my neck (breathing down my neck)I don't (don't know) what you could possibly expect under this condition so
I'll wait (I'll wait) for the ambulance to come (ambulance to come) Pick us up off the floor What did you possibly expect under this condition so
Slow down.. this night's a perfect shade of Dark blue (dark blue)
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room when I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning (burning) down
Dark blue (dark blue)Have you ever been alone in a crowded room well I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning 'til there's nothing but dark blue..Just dark blue
This flood (this flood) is slowly rising up swallowing the ground Beneath my feet, Tell me how anybody thinks under this condition so
I'll swim (I'll swim) as the water rises up, the sun is sinking down And now all I can see are the planets in a row Suggesting it's best that I slow down
This night's a perfect shade of Dark blue (dark blue) Have you ever been alone in a crowded room when I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning (burning) down Dark blue (dark blue) Have you ever been alone in a crowded room well I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning dark blue
We were boxing We were boxing the stars We were boxing (we were boxing)
You were swinging for Mars And then the water reached the West Coast
And took the power lines (the power lines)
And it was me and you (this could last forever)
And the whole town under water
There was nothing we could do
It was dark blue Dark blue (dark blue)
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room well I'm here with youI said the world could be burning (burning) down
Dark blue Have you ever been alone in a crowded room well I'm here with youI said the world could be burning now there's nothing but dark blue
If you've ever been alone in the dark blue
If you've ever been alone you'll know (you'll know)...
I sniffed my tears away from that beautiful song.. Tono loves me… I just know it.. I closed my eyes a drifted off to sleep in Tamaki's arms feeling loved and protected.
Tamaki's POV
"I love you Kaoru…" I whispered only loud enough for the both of us to hear, but I already knew he was asleep. I looked down at him and smiled. He was beautiful.. His golden eyes so soft and gentle… His face was angelic.
It was a risk. Trying to love Kaoru was a big risk for me.. He loved his brother no doubt but I am going to make him happy even though it will never fully satisfy him. As long as he can love me as much as he can even if it's not as much as he loves Hikaru. It will be enough for me.
Any love that he can give me will always be enough. I loved him. Truly loved him.
I closed my eyes and hoped that my love would be enough to heal him. I kissed his forehead gently drifted off to a very peaceful sleep with the man I loved the most in my arms.
Protected.