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So seriously what's going on?jung was looking at the book all this while,peeking occasionally at his lover from the corner of his eye,he hadn't looked him in the eyes till now coz then his lover would be all over him in no time,but if he knew it was going to get this stretched,he would have exchanged looks with him maybe even a kiss,and now he wasn't even sure what was he kept staring at his book mostly cause he had no idea what to was the last thing he could do now,first it was only the apprehension of getting ravaged but now to add to that he was trying to figure out his shrewd,cunning,perverted,hot ,amazing,with lips soo…he shocked himself out of his thoughts,this situation sucked!
he started feeling unsure,n allowed himself a sideways glance at his lover,who was leaning back on the counch facing towards him,his one arm sprawled on the couchsupport,the hand of which was dangling down just inches away fr4m ewon's shoulder,just a flick n little bit reaching out n it would be on his shoulders,massaging him into pleasure..focus ewon told himself! And of course he was looking at him,straight in his face,doing nothing else but sipping his wine from time to time from the other hand .
this was awkward,and beginning to make ewon could feel Eun's gaze on his face,he realized he was sweating a little,he hadn't even cleaned up or changed his clothes since his return,he couldn't remember the last time he had fixed his looks,he must look like a mess,is that how eun was feeling too,dammit he should have taken a shower,he would have been less uncomfortable now n maybe his lover would have kissed him n held him and..focus!
it had to slip his mind !it wasn't ever a big deal before ,even when eun had started if ewon asked he would let him go to bathroom for a quick fixup or anything(though it had to be quick,that was one of the first conditions on which eun allowed him to leave at the onset of their sex),eun hardly cared but since it mattered to ewon he had to let him go,n willingly too whatever made his fox more ready for sex with himself preferred ewon's natural scents n sweat just made it more soap ,deodorant or any strong scented thing was off-limits to ewon,esp. in his pre-sex in morning shower he had to make do with mild soaps,n shampoo or eun would make him sweat more to get off those 'hideous smell marring his foxie n burying his own pheromone laced smell(which was a great turn on for eun)'.mookyul would register his protests vocally too,n when eun demanded something ewon just had to comply,esp. in sex, safety,n eun's jealousy related issues.
having set these smell-related restrictions eun thought it a to be a bit too much to not let ewon pay a small visit to bathroom before stripping infront of he never could understand why jung cared,if it was about coming off better then eun liked him better with his natural scent laced with his any case ewon should know better by now than to think his lover would get disenchanted with him by something so trivial as body odour.