A/N: Hey guys! Just to tell you that this chapter will be in Foxy's point of view! Enjoy! AND MAKE SURE TO HEAR THIS SONG WHILE YOU'RE READING! watch?v=EsRNA9IOFVc (Lost Time Memory Chorus Ver) on YouTube. It was uploaded by 'sora gura'.


Chapter Four

Lost Time Memory

I layed in the darkness of my cove. Not a single sound was heard. I couldn't tell what time it was because there wasn't a clock in here. But I could tell that it was probably noon already. I had been laying here for hours. I let the darkness consume me. I slowly closed my eyes to take a rest.

...My mistake...

Years ran by as I had been entertaining these innocent children. But was always living in the shadows of the main attractions. I felt as if though no one wanted to come and take a visit with me anymore. Not in my cove. I sat alone as I draw away my throughts in my mind. I felt so empty. I looked outside, the sun was setting. A hazy shape of a little boy and an animatronic fox. The rays shone towards my robotic eyes. "Ye best be getting' back to yer mother," I said, brushing the hand that held my hand.

"I won't leave you!" You were firmly yelling, grabbing back to my hand that you held.

"I don't want do worry yer mother," I moved away to walk back to my cove. Never looking back as I left you. Was it the real me that you knew? I guess not. Lesson learned, you never had to turn the page.

My life goes on, entertaining other children. But you were never there. So I stayed less to entertain. So I'd just rot away here in my cove. It was my fault.

A time machine turning back to that day would be nice.

I said to myself. Years flew by but I was never deactivated. I was always afraid of that. But sometimes drawing out hope of "Maybe someday". Though I knew that I was never going to see you again. I guess that's why I kept wanting to be deactivated. Wanted to be deactivated forever. I grabbed my own hook with my robotic hand, cursing it to hell as I sat in my cove. Until you suddenly came back few months later. I thought you hated me. I was wrong. But you came up to me and said I was stupid looking.

Then something inside of me snapped.

My voice, getting lower. It slowly turned into a growl. Your mother was talking to the security guard, arguing as my jaw was wide open. I was towering over you. Then I felt like I couldn't control myself. I couldn't do a thing. I bit your head. Blood sprayed everywhere. Screams filled the pizzeria.

I'm sorry...

I wanted to say, but nothing came out and you were unconscious. Freddy walked up to me and yelling at me. In this midsummer dream. Back in the days where I had hid in the haze but slowly running ablaze and burning red in my brain. A child no more, now trapped in an animatronic suit forever. Waiting for you to come back. Or maybe fall from somwhere and into my hands. Remembering the figures blurring in the Summer in a heart beat. Fight away the darkness? I laughed at myself.

A smile from ear to ear, it resounds. "Why don't we play a game?" I heard you say. Another round as you go around.

"You okay?" A worried kind of wail.

Things like you wouldn't ever get me.

"You act like so sad, but it's all just an act in the end," was what I heard. But that was never true.

Today's a haze, better become apathetic. Keep up the pace, because I don't want your heat to ever leave, like you did. "If I can never think of you in my dream, it's like never dreaming in a dream." I said to myself. I'd rather hold the past than let it go. But what's the point of that? Never wake or I'll break from the shaking world outside that tried to reject me.

"But you can't see the daybreak again without tomorrow," I looked towards the windows outside my cove.

As if I would care in the slightest.

Running by all these arid days that I'd kill just so thay'd go away. I'd rather be all alone! It's been years, and kind no longer. I cried to god, but I couldn't get any stronger. Reaching out my robotic hand to hold such a pretty smile I couldn't take. Fighting darkness in such a small space.

"Oh god, why can't you free me somehow!?" I yelled out.

Suddenly, every sigh I tried to breathe in was stopping.

No, I can't go back.

...That summer day...

It hurts so bad.

...Don't ever touch...

Or it might break.

A voice was calling out "Can you hear me?" Disappearing.

Somehow, now clear. So that's the reason... Midsummer night dreams and I reach out through the haze.

Suddenly, everything was starting to reverse itself.

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Foxy!

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A cheerful voice of a little boy called out my name.

My eyes went wide. A cry to god, a boy, now in an animatronic suit. But did a bad thing to a young boy. Killing security guards. And in those days I stood, no falter. A summer smile I won't remember. No, wrong, it stays forever.

"Guess I died. And I'm so sorry,"

A goodbye is too sad, and way too lonely. Wait, are you leaving me? No, don't say that you're leaving me. Don't leave me! I finally know those hazy figures.

Were just looking for this 'me'.

I shot up from my sleeping position, wide awake. I couldn't believe what I had just seen. I was as scared as I could ever had been before. I looked around, everything seemed to be normal. Nothing out of place. I peeked out of the curtains of my cove that hid me from everyone else in the daylight. It was night time and I could see a car coming this way. "It must be Mike... But I thought he didn't have t' work on Sunday nights. The lad's boss probably told him t' work this night. But why?" I asked myself. After a few minutes of thinking, I heard the door open. Mike had came in. I quickly ran to him. "I'm sorry Mike... I know what I had done now... I remember the incident," I said.

...It was a lost time memory I never wanted to remember...