Crimson Tears

Episode, wait what?, 4

A/N I know I know, I've taken WAYYYYYY too long of a break and I'm sorry :( but I'm back now! Yeah? No? Just get on with the story? Sasuke and Naruto: YES YOU CRAZY BITCH! xXxYaoi-GODDESSxXx: Ok ok fine! Jeez, crazy mother fuckers! If you've seen Lena Katina's youtube October Video Blog then you'd understand.

I woke up in my room the next day after me and Sasuke talked things over. He was going to be leaving soon and he said I could go with him if I wanted, but then Gaara showed up and said some crazy crap like, "You've been too side-tracked by this little bitch" And I was all like, "Hey I'm not a bitch" And then he was all like, "Yes you are" And I was all like, "No I'm not!"

And Sasuke was all like, "Shut up both of you! Naruto let Gaara finish." And so Gaara was all like, "Is that any way to yell at your bitch?" And Sasuke got mad and threw him out of the house but I think Gaara was referring to me but you never know.

Any way like I was saying, I woke up in my room and I was strangely cold. Ok I know what your thinking, Vampires can't be cold, they're dead! WTH's wrong with this crazy little bitch! Well let me tell you, I don't know! So I wanted to go see Sasuke but I ended up in the kitchen with Kiba and Ino, god I hate her, talking about Sasuke's work. Yeah, BORING~!

"Ok so let me get this straight, Sasuke is, like, the Alpha or something right?" I asked Kiba.

He nodded, "Yep you hit it right on the nose, Sasuke is the leader, or the head, of our clan. Sasuke leads us in everything we do, from fighting wars to signing treaties with neighboring covens." Kiba confirmed as Ino huffed.

"Why are we talking about Sasuke-Kun's work? I'm sure you'd much rather hear about Sasuke-Kun's personal affairs." Ino offered me.

"Uh, no thanks. Last time we talked about this Sasuke told me some... interesting things so I'd really rather not talk about this stuff without him around."

"Without who around?" Sasuke's voice startled me so much I jumped. Sasuke put his hands on my shoulders in a soothing gesture and rubbed up and down.

"Sorry, you scared me." I apologized.

"I know, I felt it. You were talking about me, if I'm correct?" Sasuke asked me as he moved his hands to my back and rubbed.

I tilted my head back, exposing my neck to Kiba and Ino, and smiled at him, "Yeah, Kiba was telling me about your work." I told him.

"Oh? So what was the thing you didn't want to talk about unless I was around?" Sasuke asked.

I hesitated at this, "..."

"Naruto..." Sasuke said in a warning voice.

I swallowed, hard, "Um... She was going to tell me about your..." "About your personal affairs." I finished in my head.

Sasuke nodded thoughtfully, "I see, Ino may I speak with you for a moment." Sasuke asked her.

I smirked triumphantly and she glared daggers at my forehead before she followed Sasuke.

"What do you think he's going to talk to her about?" I asked.

"Every one." Kiba sighed.

"Wha... What?" I stuttered.

"Every. Single. Freaking. One." Kiba hissed angrily.

"Kiba what are you talking about!" I demanded.

"Calm down Naruto I'm sure your over reacting to whatever Kiba said." Sasuke said in my head.

"You don't understand Sasuke he said every one. What does he mean by every one?" I asked him but I felt Sasuke block his mind from me. I sighed and went back to listening to Kiba.

"Every one of you humans Sasuke brings home just to feed on he ends up growing attached to. Sai, you heard of him from Ino, he was one of the humans Sasuke grew attached to..."

"Naruto don't listen to a word he says he's..." I tune out the of what Sasuke says and listen to Kiba.

"He committed suicide! Because Sasuke scared him so much! Naruto I don't know how you feel about Sasuke but I can tell you this, he doesn't feel the same."

"What are you talking about of course he does! He... he told me he loves me last night!" I protested, I could feel Sasuke trying to break the wall I put up in my mind.

"You don't think he hasn't told all the others that as well? Do you truly believe that Sasuke loves you? He's a vampire and he may have turned you but he turned half of the people here! You are no different then anyone else he's brought home. So get out! Get out before it's too late!" Kiba started to push me but then all the forces stopped and I was being held by someone.

"Kiba I do not want you telling people about my personal life or my past." Sasuke enunciated each word.

I stopped breathing, my body tensed up, I felt my heart quickening in my chest, my muscles ached with the need to run, and I started panicking. In my mind I started going over everything Sasuke and I had done together since I'd gotten here but I couldn't seem to remember anything.

I tugged on Sasuke's sleeve, suddenly feeling very small and week, "Wanna talk to you." I said in a hoarse voice.

Sasuke nodded and led me to his bedroom. When we entered he closed the door right behind me, the door brushing my butt. "Naruto if this is about..."

"Sasuke how do you really feel about me?" I cut him off.

"Wha-what?" Sasuke asked surprised.

"How do you feel about me?" I repeated.

"I love you Naruto, why?"

"Lie."

"What? Naruto it's not a lie." Sasuke argued.

"Lie." I repeated.

"Naruto what's wrong, why are you saying that?" Sasuke asked.

"Kiba told me, about Sai. He said Sai killed himself, why'd he do that Sasuke? Kiba told me you told ever human you brought home you loved them. He said more than one, how many were there Sasuke?" I asked.

"No..." Sasuke whispered, but not in a way that he was worried that he was caught but in a reassuring way. "No, there were many humans I brought home Naruto, to feed off of. I refused to drink from you, you remember that? That was the hardest thing I've ever had to do. Naruto, our coven drinks from humans but not the way other vampires do. We drink from them when they're drunk and we never kill them.

When I was still a young vampire I had brought home many humans, Sai was the last human I had brought home. And he did kill himself, but not the way you're thinking. You think he probably jumped from a bridge or slit his wrists, no Sai told me to drink from him and to kill him.

He wanted to die and so I killed him and felt no guilt because he had told me to, do you understand now Naruto? I never hurt anyone without having a reason to and I have never loved nor will I ever love anyone as much as I love you." Sasuke explained.

"... I love you too." I replied softly, I moved closer to him. I pressed my forearms to my chest and then felt Sasuke's arms wrap around me.

"Naruto come with me when I leave to go to the neighboring coven." Sasuke offered again.

"No, I shouldn't. Gaara said I was too much of a distraction." I shook my head slightly against his chest. I tilted my head up to kiss his exposed chest from his black v-neck short sleeved shirt.

"Hum..." Sasuke hummed in response and kissed the top of my head.

I sighed, "Do you really want me to go?" I asked in defeat.

"I do, I don't trust you here with everyone, not everybody will like, I'm sorry about that." Sasuke replied softly.

"Mm, nah it's fine, you can't control everybody right?" I asked in a hopeful voice.

"I should be able to, you're tired." Sasuke noted to himself.

"Yeah, kinda. Sleep with me?" I asked.

Sasuke smiled and picked me up bridal style. He carried me to my room and set me down on the bed. Sasuke sat down next to me and then kicked off his shoes. "Of course." Sasuke laid down next to me and I wrapped my arms around his stomach pulling myself close to him.

I fell asleep quickly and I had a beautiful dream about Sasuke and me in a meadow. Everything was perfect until someone who looked like the older version of Sasuke showed up and killed me...

A/N OMG! LOL cliffy! I wonder how Sasuke will react? Hm? Oh well sorry this is soooo short I actually hate myself for leaving off like this but I wanted to give you guys an early Christmas present.

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