*AN* WARNING THIS STORY IS NOT FOR ANYONE UNDER THE AGE OF 18, OR A WEAK STOMACH. This story is in progress and may contain Rape, strong violence and other adult themes. You have been warned.**** Keep in mind that there is a chance that none of the above could happen, that is just a warning that I may add it. However do not hate me for writing such a story. I do not believe that any of the guys would commit any of these crimes. I also have nothing against any character I may put in a specific situation. I think this story through as I go so the summary may be a bit vague/repetitive.

ANY DEPICTION OF BTR IN THIS STORY IS PURELY FICTIONAL AND IN NO WAY RELATED TO ANYTHING, ANY OF THE GUYS HAVE SAID, DONE OR SUGGESTED. i love the guys and they are full of talent as well sweet gentlemen. Remember these stories are FICTION- meaning from the IMAGINATION. It is NOT REAL. Like Twilight. :)

There is suggested rape in this chapter. I failed to mention it before but with an overwhelming number of emails about fellow fan-fic lovers adding story alerts/favorites I think I should mention that the 'rape' I may detail is 'boy rapes girl' not boy rapes boy. I do not make stories that are specific shippings. I may hint at several pairings but I dont purposefully make kogan/cargan/kames etc based stories. At least not yet.

Also, being in college makes writing difficult. I do try to add a chapter every other day if not every day but sometimes it doesnt end up that way. I may go a few months between stories but not chapters. I will try to tell you ahead of time if a chapter may be late but I can not always do this for obvious reasons.

James ran as fast and as far as he could before he reached an alley. He had no idea how far he had gone or even where he was. He didn't look back, he just dodged and turned to avoid collisions. He slowed down into the alley and braced himself against the brick wall as he walked through trying to catch his breath. He eventually reached a dead end and turned his back against the wall. He looked up at the sky, it was a little cloudy but it was mostly sunny. The weather was taunting him. He felt anything but sunny. He felt like shit, he couldn't begin to wonder what possessed him to turn into such a monster that he would rape his best friend. He slid down to the ground, head in his hands and cried for what seemed like hours.
Back on the bus, Kendall saw James leave and turned to Katie and Logan. Logan was at her side, trying to calm her down as he wrapped her blanket around her and untied her. She just cried through Logan's words and wouldn't look at either of them. Logan looked up at Kendall, concerned and disheartened. They didn't need to exchange words. Kendall turned abruptly and headed out of the room. Logan chased him down real quick.
"Kendall, where are you going?" he asked calmly already knowing the answer.
"I'm going to find that bastard and beat the living daylights out of him." Kendall responded
"Do you really think violence is going to solve anything?" Logan tried to talk him out of it.
"It doesn't matter if it does or doesn't. What he did was is unforgivable!" Kendall came back. Logan stood silent as Kendall made his way out. He stopped before leaving and with out turning to his friend, "She could really use a friend right now, Logan. I believe you could help her. I'm too pissed off right now."
"Alright. I'm going to take her to the emergency room. Just to make sure everything is alright. I'll call you when I get there, they might want DNA samples to test against. They aren't going to take our word for it." Logan said
"Sure." Kendall replied before leaving. Logan sighed before heading back to Katie's room. She was still sitting on the bed, curled up slightly. She had stopped crying but didn't move.
"Katie?" Logan said softly. "I'm here for you, ok?". He walked over to her bed and sat next to her on the bed. He went to put his arms around her and she flinched. He quickly backed up. He didn't want to make her any more uncomfortable. Although he was hurt that she was scared of him, he completely understood. "I know you'd probably want to be left alone, but that is not going to happen. I'm not leaving you alone, you could use someone to talk to and I'm going to be that person. I'm going to stay here just for you. I know you probably don't trust anyone, especially me but just know I'm here." Katie just sat motionless. Logan got up and took out his phone. He scrolled through his contacts and contacted Carlos.
"Hey Logan what's up?" Carlos answered
"Dude, you got to come back to the buses." Logan said sternly
"Why what's wrong? Is everything alright?" Carlos asked
"I cant really say over the phone. Its kind of a big deal but the worst is over. Come back to the buses as soon as you can and look for James on your way back." Logan explained.
"Dude, what the hell is going on?" Carlos demanded
"I'll explain when you get here, I don't want this getting out." Logan said before disconnecting. Carlos, just looked at his phone confused but concerned that something was seriously wrong. He looked around as he thought for a moment before tugging on both dogs' leashes and jogging back to the busses. Fox, being still so tiny and young quickly ran out of steam. Carlos picked him up and continued on without missing a beat.
He made in back in just a few minutes; he hadn't gone that far to begin with. He headed straight to the BTR tour bus but it was empty. He called out Logan and Kendall's names a few times as he unclipped the dogs from their leashes and harnesses. He gave the bus a quick sweep but when he found no one, headed back outside, phone in hand. He wandered to the front of the bus and began to text Logan, when he came out of Katie's bus.
"Carlos, there you are. You came back quick."
"Yeah, I came back as fast as I could, I was worried something was really wrong. What's up?" Carlos asked, calmly. It was quiet around the buses so he figured there really wasn't that big of an emergency.
"First things first, do you know where either of the driver's are?" Logan asked
"No." Carlos replied confused
"Ok. Did you see James or Kendall?" Logan said.
"No… Dude, what the hell is going on?" Carlos asked getting concerned again. Logan looked around real quick before grabbing his arm and pulling him onto the bus. "Logan!" Carlos called out as he tried to stable himself.
"Carlos, hear me out. This is serious but you need to listen to everything I have to say first. Can you do that?" Logan said sternly, hands on Carlos's shoulders.
"Sure, Logan. What is it?" He said as he looked into Logan's eyes. He knew this was a serious matter and could sense the tension in Logan's voice. Logan sighed and released his friend.
"Katie was raped. It happened a little while ago. We need to get her to the hospital to get her checked out." Logan began. Carlos was about to interrupt when Logan continued "However, as expected, she's scared. She won't look at me or Kendall and she won't talk. She's not crying anymore which is good. It's best if she isn't left alone but I don't want to terrorize her more by sitting with her alone in the room she just got assaulted in. having both of us in there won't help either, but like I said she won't move. We need to find her driver or find some other female she knows. We need to be careful who we get, we don't need this getting out."
Carlos stayed silent for a minute as he processed everything Logan told him. He couldn't tell if he was mad, guilty, or depressed. He had so many emotions surging through him and so many thoughts he didn't know where to start. Finally he looked to Katie's room then to Logan, tears starting to form. He sniffled and rubbed his nose before talking.
"Do you know who it was?" he asked in a small, shaky voice. Logan didn't respond, he wasn't sure if he should tell Carlos. Maybe Carlos thought that James and Kendall were out looking for the guy. He hoped so, that way he wouldn't have to break the news that it was his best friend. "Logan?"
"Huh?" Logan said, snapping out of his thoughts.
"Do you know who it was or where the guy went?"
"Oh…um…"
"Logan, what are you trying to hide? Who was it? Was it someone we know?" Carlos began to drill for answers. Logan remained silent to think of an answer but before he could say or think of anything Carlos spoke again. "Was it our bus driver, Todd?"
Logan looked at Carlos stunned. He was surprised at the conclusion he came too. Granted, Todd was new and the guys didn't know much about him but Carlos wasn't one to judge people like that. This was getting serious and Logan was running out of options.
"No."
"Then who was it? Do you who it was or not?" Carlos said louder.
"It….It was James…." Logan finally managed to say. He looked at his friends emotionless face and turned away out of guilt.

*AN* I chose James for the rape. I dont really have an extended reason why other than that he is the tallest/most muscular. I would picture him hard to fight off. I have NOTHING against James or ANY guy of BTR. I love them all, they are sweet gentlemen and talented. Do not hate me/bash my story/bash my writing skills based on the characters/situations I use.

This story is still in progress. I may make a more detailed rape scene as a separate story or alternate ending depending on the reviews/response I receive. As for right now I'm just going to 'suggest' rape. Also its to protect me in case i can not post such a story.