Chapter 4: Meeting of Me

When I got to my room I walked up to my mirror quickly. "I hope this works." I said a little scared. I picked up the mirror and looked into it and was sucked in. I landed on my feet, lucky, when I got to the ground. I looked around and found an extremely large and round table. I then saw all of my emotions appear, seemingly, out of nowhere. There was happy, sad, love, lust, anger, jealousy, bravery, intelligence, knowledge, confusion and all my other emotions. "Well, I know that this is the first ever time I've been in here but, I think that Raven's holding a secret from me and I came in here to get you all to come with me and find a portal somewhere in here to get to her mind and let her come out with it." I said in a leadership voice. They looked at me like they had no choice, I'm sure that they didn't since they are my emotions, and so we found a portal and came into Raven's mind.

It looked like she was having a conference of her own. "Raven!" I yelled while running at her with a small smile on my face. When I got up to her I saw all of our emotions react to each other. the Jealousies were being jealous of each other and everyone else, the sadnesses were apologizing to each other, the angers were yelling at each other, the Braveries were doing all kinds of dangerous and stupid stunts, the Confusions were just kind of staring at each other, the happinesses were skipping and hoping together, the Loves were kissing each other, the Lusts were kissing and holding each other, also they were…well I think you know what they were trying to do. "You guys break it up! You know what we're really here for!" All of my emotions split up with their partner and ran back behind me.

I looked at the ground with my eyes closed and shook my head quickly, in embarrassment and then shot my head back up to Raven. I looked dead in her eyes and asked her, "Raven, why does it seem like your hiding something from me, concealing it so no one would know?" It was obvious the way she avoided my gaze that she was trying to hide her secret from me.

She turned around, showing nothing but her back, and spoke, "I'm not hiding anything from anyone. Why would I?" she said to me sounding a bit nervous. "Come on Raven spill it, you have something to tell to me and you know you want to." I said smiling as I walked over to her, put my hand on her shoulder, and turned her around to face me. "No I really don't." she said pulling her shoulder from my arm and continued, "We may have unleashed absolute destruction on this planet!" she said almost absolutely terrified. I thought for a moment of what she meant then said, "What do you mean, when we…" I stood there for a moment and blushed very lightly and tried to hide it from her.

I then finished my sentence, "How would we unleash some unspeakable horror on the world from fooling around?" I asked her shrugging my shoulders. "your baby…" she whispered and I barely caught it. "What did you say?" I said a bit nervous and excited. "Your baby…" she repeated louder. I just stood in my place for a few minutes confirming what she just said. I finally regained my self and walked over to her and put my hand on her shoulder and spun her around again making her face me. I put on a small smile and said, "Hey, we're gonna get through this together." She looked up to me and put on a smile of her own through her tears. She rested her head on my chest and I put my hands on her back and we just stood there for what seemed an eternity and I was fine with that.

When she was done she pushed away from me and stared at me with happiness in her eyes. I smiled lightly back at her and walked away, my emotions following me right behind.

When we got back to my mind I exited it and landed in Raven's room, right on my ass. I got up and questioned how I could have ended up here. "How the hell did I get here?" I said as a shadowy figure approached me. I shot up onto my feet and threatened it, "What are you doing here?" It walked up to me and answered, "Well it is my room." It said, as I realized it was Raven. I looked at her like I knew it the whole time. "Did you bring me here?" I asked her as she moved past me and sat on her bed. "I wanted to ask you a few questions." She told me. I sat down on the floor leaning on the front of her bed.

"You seemed to be happy yet so afraid at the same time. Explain." She said seriously confused. "Well I am kind of excited for a child but, then again you also said that it would lead to the destruction of the world." I told her. She understood and continued, "Have you kept up with your meditation?" I nodded my head at her telling the truth. "I go up to the roof sometimes; it's so peaceful and quiet up there." I answered looking up at the ceiling. "And finally," she said taking a short pause, "Do you love me?" she continued while sliding off of the bed and sitting in front of me, staring in my eyes, almost as if staring into my soul. I looked right back at her and said, "Of course, I wouldn't put anybody through that and not actually love them." She didn't smile but you could tell that she was happy.

She started to crawl and then lay in my lap. I wrapped my arms around her and pulled her closer to me. She turned her body around to look at me and leaned into me and we shared a very deep and passionate kiss. After we pulled away she said, "Promise me you won't ever leave me." "I promise." And then she fell asleep and I slowly got up and put her in her bed then finally went to my room but not until saying, "I love you Raven, I really do." And went to bed.