Do NOT steal the song in this chapter it is my OWN creation

[Chapter Four]

Raven smiled when we got home. "Not the girl she used to be?"

Nick shook his head, still in shock.

I smiled, "I'm nothing like you once knew me. The only thing me and the old Chloe Lucas have in common are we both like Nick Jonas."

Nick smiled, "At least they have one thing in common." He grabbed me and pulled me into a hug.

"What are you gonna do now?" I said, looking into his eyes.

He smiled, "This," and kissed me.

I grabbed the sides of his face, smiling. He smiled through the kiss and hugged me tight in the sunlight. I thought of a new song, pulled away, and rushed up to my room.

I love you

Dancing in the moonlight, kissing in the sunlight. Through it all, you've become my only hall. My heart pounding in my chest as if there was no eternal rest. I love you, more than the light that fills this empty room. Your brown curly curls that seems to describe you chocolate eyes.

I stopped, jumping because I heard Nick and he startled me.

"What are you writing, Chloe?"

"A song…for the band."

He got eager, "Can I see?"

I looked at the sheet of music, then up at him. "Sure."

He was smiling as he was reading it. Obviously, when he got to "brown curly curls," he blushed, knowing who I was talking bout. He set it down on the table where it was before. "I love it," compassion filled his eyes, "and you."

I smirked, "I love you more."

"Now, that.." He pointed to me, "is impossible."

"No, it's possible with how cute you are."

"I don't think so."

"You never thought so."

He nodded, "True."

I mumbled, "but it is true."

He laughed, "No it's not."

"Believe what you believe and I will believe what I will."

"I don't agree."

"Why not?"

"I love you more."

I heard Raven gagged in the background and laughed. "We are creeping Raven out."

"So?" He got even closer to me.

I pushed him away, "Stop. If she 'gags,' we have gone too far."

"Okay, I have to go."

"Why?"

"I have to leave tonight."

"Again, why?"

"Another concert, I'm sorry."

I looked down, sad, knowing there was nothing I could do. "Okay, I'll miss you." I hugged him and he was gone.

Raven looked at me, "He's your Alexander, isn't he?"

I looked her in the eyes, "Yes."

"Then why are you letting him go?"

"Sometimes, if you are truly in love- you have to let them go."

"True, but sometimes you need to run after them."

"What about you? I can't leave you."

She shook her head, smiling. "I'll be fine. You need him, go get him."

I smiled. "Thanks," I ran out the door, not looking back. I turned the corner of our music stadium and saw Nick about to enter his bus. "NIIIIIICCCCCKKKKKKK!!!!!!" I tackled him before he got on the bus. "Hi," I smiled.

He pushed me off, got up, and dusted himself off. "What are you doing here?"

"I'm not being left in the dust, I need you. Wherever you go, I am too. Yes, I'll miss Raven, but I need you."

He smiled, "I can't make you leave everything that you love."

"You think I love this place? I don't. What I love is being with you. I need you Nick as much as you need me."

"I don't need you." He looked me in the eyes, trying to convince me so that I would stay.

"Nick, stop lying. Both of us know that isn't true."

He sighed in defeat, "I know. It's-it's just you can't come with me."

"Why not?"

He mumbled something about Miley, his ex, and I soon understood why I couldn't go. "Don't tell me she's with you."

He looked away, the way as anyone could tell what I was saying was true.

"Nick!" I whined. "You know how I feel about her!"

"I know, but she's my best friend."

"I'm your GIRLFRIEND! How would you feel if I hung out with one of my ex's?"

"I know you wouldn't do that."

"But what if I did?"

"I would be hurt," he said, hurt.

"That's how I feel every time I see a tabloid with you and Miley together or if I just hear you two are together."

"B-but you can't control my life."

"I know, I'm just telling you how I feel every time you two are together in any way." I turned around, then back towards him. "Just know one thing…I love you and I just want this to work this time." I kissed his cheek and ran away to my house, as I was running away, I felt Nick's eyes on me drooping. I heard the engine start up and take off. I turned around and saw Nick in the back seat, blowing me a kiss, and waving good-bye. I waved good-bye back.

I walked into my house and saw Raven staring back at me wide-eyed. "What are you doing here?"

"His ex, Miley, is on tour with him."

"Oh yeah. Sorry."

"You knew?!?!"

"Yeah, they sang that one song 'Before The Storm' together."

"You stayed?"

"No, Alexander stayed and told me what happened."

"Oh. Why are you still in my house?"

"Sorry. I was about to leave."

"It's ok, I was just wondering why."

"So are you going to go after him?"

"Nick?" She nodded. "Later."

"Yea, that's probably the best."

"Yep, I just wish sometimes he wasn't such an idiot."

"I know how you feel."

"Really?" I said, hopeful.

"No, I'm sorry."

"It's okay."

I felt my phone vibrating in my pocket, I looked at it, saw it was Nick, and answered. "Hi Nick."

I heard Miley's voice. "Hello Chloe."

"What do you want?"

"It's not what I want- it's what Nick wants."

I looked at the phone. "What are you talking about?"

"Do you want what's best for Nick?"

"Is that even a question? Of course I do."

"If you don't want him to die, break up with him."

"What?"

"Do you want him to live or not?"

"Of course, put him on."

I then heard his comforting voice. "Hi baby."

"Please don't call me that."

"Why not? You are my baby."

"Nick, answer this question truthfully. Is Miley hurting you in any way?"

"Other than this knife on my throat-no."

"I'm sorry, but we have to break up." I said, crying.

I heard Trevor's taunting voice in my head. "Haha! You are a loser again! Haha!"

"Alyson, please don't cry."

I cried even harder, "I have to go." I hung up on him.

Raven stared at me with disbelief all over her face. "Why did you do that?"

"She was g-gonna kill him."

"Who?"

"Miley."

"Why?"

"She wanted what I had."

She picked up the song I wrote just hours earlier and smiled. "Just realize one thing- you need him."

I looked at the song as a tear joined the words. "I know, Raven, I know."