Okay- I'm sorry to everybody for the super mean cliff-hanger. Ryan's evilness is taking over me!!!!!!!! Now lets just hope I don't set off the metal detectors... (he wore tripp pants on a field trip and we went to like 5 different meuseums and set off every single flippin metal detector!)
JPOV
It was love in the form of Ryley Addison. She had grown out her short hair and it now hung in soft curls to her waist. Her high cheek bones had become more prominent, and her eyes were outlined in think, curly eyelashes. Her copper skin seemed to glow, and her smile made me want to melt.
It took me a while to figure out how all of this feeling could have come to me so strongly; it was the work of imprinting. Everything that Quil and Sam had ever told me about it had come true at that moment. Yet, despite all of the love felt, I couldn't help but want to scream.
I loved Bella, and I wanted to spend the rest of my life with her. I wanted to hold her, to hug her. Now I not only wanted that from Ryley, I needed it.
I looked into Ryleys eyes for a moment, then took off. "I'll explain everything later", I called over my shoulder. That was one of the hardest thigs I had to do, just walk away from her. It was like a magnetic force, attracting me to her. But I had to stop thinking about her, then maybe the feeling would go away. Everything would go back to normal.
I avoided phasing, even though it would make me run faster. I didn't need the pack to know what had just happened, that would only make it worse. I wonder if she know what just happened, that I just fell in love. It was obvious in Quil and Sam's eyes, so maybe it was in mine too. She knew the legands, but not that they were real- now we'd have to tell her.
When I reached my house I ran inside and shut myself in my room. I paced back and forth, trying to stop thinking about Ryley. I didn't want to love her, I wanted to love Bella. How could I just give all of that up.
I had to try about a million different things to get Ryley off my mind. I counted all of the tiles in the kitchen(4250) , cleaned the entire house, worked on another car, and tried to sleep. No matter what I did She was all I could think about
The clock finally struck midnight, and I let out a sigh of relief.
I had survived the first day of hell.
Yes- it's short-
but i have like no time to write- im grounded so i have to update this quick then write another chappy l8tr. REVIEW!!!!!!
