Ohhkay people. So I didn't get any reviews on the last chapter. Which, normally wouldn't bug me, but I got a ton of subscriptions and faves and stuff, so it just kind of irritated me.
So please REVIEW! They make me happy and want to write more!
Also, I still need ideas of secrets that Blaine may have.
And, one of the reasons I'm even making this multichapter is because of the REVIEWS I got for the first three chapters. ;) I hope you guys are picking up on my little subtle hints about REVIEWING.
Okay, so this chapter I didn't really have any ideas in mind, so It's kind of just made up as I go along. Ok? Mmkay.
Kurt was bored and lonely. Blaine had gone home for the weekend, and Wes and David went to some amusement park. But Kurt wasn't upset about those two being gone, just Blaine.
He heard a knock on his door. "Who is it?" He called. No one he knew was still at Dalton, so he really had no idea who could be knocking on his door.
"Bri and Dana," he heard a girl yell from the other side.
Kurt squealed a little. He loved these girls, and it had been a while since he had some quality girl time. He rushed to the door and swung it open, immediately enveloping them in a big, tight hug.
"We heard you might be lonely this weekend," Bri said, inviting herself into the room, "So we decided to keep you company."
"And," Dana piped in, "This may have been Wes and David's apologizing again."
Kurt was bursting with happiness. It had been, so, so long since he'd felt this joy. He was happy when he was with Blaine, extremely happy, but that was a different kind of happy.
"Well come in!" He all but yelled, and then added, staring pointedly at Bri, "If you haven't already."
Dana stared into the room. Last they heard, Kurt didn't have a roommate, but there were two beds in the room. "You've got a roommate now?"
Kurt looked down, trying to hide his blush. "Umm…yeahh…"
Bri gave Kurt a knowing look. "It's Blaine, isn't it?"
The boy blushed even harder. "Uh-huh," he nodded.
She just smiled at him and winked. "So, what she we do today? I know the one mall we have in Westerville is closed, so that's kind of out of the question…" She trailed off, letting the other two think about it for a moment.
"Well," Kurt said, "We could just hang out in here? You know, watch movies, eat snacks, talk, and the like?"
"I like it," Bri proclaimed, making herself comfortable on Blaine's bed. She thought about it for a moment, and then moved to Kurt's bed, ushering for Kurt to sit on Blaine's. "Sit!" She demanded him.
"But you just moved to my bed," he said, confused.
Bri smiled, "I know. I figured you'd want Blaine's smell wafting around you."
Kurt blushed, "Oh…" And he went to sit on his boyfriend's bed.
Dana was searching the movie rack for something to watch. "OOOH!" She proclaimed a few minutes later, "Pirates of the Caribbean! There is some stellar eye candy in this one!"
Both Bri and Kurt nodded in agreement.
"Action's not usually my type," Kurt stated, "But I'd watch anything with both Orlando Bloom and Jonny Depp."
"Agreed," Said Bri, winking at Kurt again.
They put the movie in, and within the first half hour all three of them were drooling. About a half hour later, they seemed to get bored with the movie and started talking.
"Ohmigod!" Bri said, moving over to look at something on Blaine's nightstand, "Blaine's got a diary!"
Kurt immediately blushed three shades of red. "Guys, I don't think we should-" But he cut off, due to the glares that both Dana and Bri were giving him.
"Come on, Kurt!" Dana pleaded, "This is your boyfriend you're talking about! And he knows some stuff about you, and the only secret of his that you actually know is that Womanizer video."
Kurt thought for a moment. "But wouldn't that, I don't know, be like betraying his trust or something?"
The girls just ignored him and went to sit down on the bed, reading through Blaine's diary. "Ohmigod!" Bri squealed again, "They're like, labeled, headed, page numbered and everything! Kurt, you're boyfriend's kind of like a girl!"
Kurt just giggled, willing himself not to go over there and invade Blaine's privacy.
"Bri, Bri look at this!" Dana yelled at the girl who was sitting right next to her.
"Ohmigod!" Bri said again, eyes wide. She glanced over at Kurt, who was sitting upright, holding a pillow to his face. Blaine's pillow, she added to herself.
"Hey, uh, Kurt?" Dana asked to the boy.
"What?" Was his muffled response.
"What do you know about Blaine's summer plans?"
That got Kurt's attention, "Nothing, why?"
Dana glanced at Bri with a worried expression on her face. "Here," Bri said, walking over to Kurt and laying Blaine's diary on his lap. "Maybe you should just read it yourself."
Kurt glanced at the open diary, seeing a few words, and quickly snapped his eyes shut. "No."
Dana sighed, "Kurt, trust me, you're going to want to see what he wrote. It's your first summer as a couple, you should be spending it together."
Kurt didn't seem to notice the emphasis she put on the word should.
Kurt slowly opened one eye at a time, and started to read the diary entry. It took him a few times to fully comprehend what it was saying, but he finally got it.
Dear Diary,
So this is the first summer that Kurt and I will spend as a couple. But we're going to Australia for most of the summer, and I don't know how to tell him. I'm not sure how he'll take this news. I just don't want to break his heart. He's so fragile, and I just can't imagine ever doing anything to hurt him. But I feel like this might lead to the end of it for is, which is why I can't tell him. Not yet.
Kurt couldn't breathe. His boyfriend of only a few months was going to be gone for most of the summer, leaving him back here. And he wouldn't even be in the country where he could call him. He'd be in Australia, more than half way across the world. That would be too expensive for phone calls.
Dana looked worriedly at Bri. Kurt had paled, and it looked like he was almost hyperventilating. Do something, she pleaded with her eyes.
Bri took a step towards him, "Kurt? Honey, are you okay?" She could see Kurt was now trying to hold back tears. "Honey-Pie, maybe you should call Blaine…"
Kurt just nodded, tears now spilling over the rims of his eyes.
Bri went searching for his phone. Once she found it, she placed it in his hand. "We'll be in the cafeteria. Call us when you need us." She grabbed Dana by the wrist and pulled her out of the room.
Kurt tried to compose himself before he called Blaine. He didn't want Blaine to know that this hurt him as much as it did.
He pressed speed dial 1 and waited for Blaine to pick up.
"Hi this is Blaine Anderson, I can't get to the phone right now so please leave a message after the tone."
Kurt groaned in frustration. He waited for the tone, and then left a message. "Blaine, we, uh, we need to talk. I found your diary, well I didn't, Dana and Bri did and they made me read it, but they showed me a page where it said you were going away for the whole summer when you told me we'd spend it all together and-" He was cut off by the answering machine.
Now he just had to wait for Blaine to call him back.
…
Dana and Bri were sitting in the empty cafeteria. "Wait," Dana said abruptly, "Didn't we do the same thing that Wes and David have been doing?"
Bri groaned, "Ugh, yes. I guess we've just been hanging out with them for too long."
Dana nodded solemnly. "Poor Kurt though. I mean, you saw his face, he was heartbroken!"
"Maybe we should call-" Bri started, but was interrupted by her own phone ringing. "It's Blaine," she said to Dana.
"Answer it!" Dana screeched!
Bri picked up her phone, "Hello?"
"Bri? Why they hell did Kurt just call me, leaving me a message, and saying something about you two giving him my diary and me going away for the summer. He sounded like a wreak. What did you guys do?"
He's losing his cool, she mouthed to Dana. "Blaine, calm. You didn't actually talk to him?"
"No! I was in the shower when he called, and now I don't know what to say to him or how to explain it without being there in person, and the fact that I didn't answer and that it's been more than 15 minutes and I still haven't called back isn't helping."
"Blaine, just-"
"No! You guys are just as meddling as Wes and David!"
That one stung Bri. She winced and said, "Blaine, just fix it with Kurt." And she hung up.
Dana sighed, "He's mad, isn't he?"
Bri nodded, "More than you could ever imagine. He actually swore. He never swears!"
Dana just dropped her head onto the table. "What have we done?"
…
Kurt had made his way back to his own bed. It'd been almost 45 minutes and Blaine still hadn't called him back. This is it, Kurt thought, We're over. He chose Australia over me.
And with that thought, Kurt started crying. Not just the few tears crying that had happened earlier when he first read the dreadful diary entry, full blown crying. Quivering lip, running nose, tearstained and puffy eyes, making horrendous, unattractive sounds. Kurt never cried like this, and in made him be even madder at Blaine for making him stoop as low as bawling.
He cried, and cried, and cried.
Around 5 o'clock, there was another knock on his door. He didn't respond, he just stayed in his slumped up crying position.
"Kurt?" He heard a voice say. He wasn't sure who it was, but he knew it wasn't Blaine or one of the girls. "Kurt? Are you in there?" The voice asked again.
Kurt let out a muffled cry to signify that he was indeed in the room.
The door opened, and Wes and David walked in. "Oh Kurtie," David said, going up to Kurt's side. He started rubbing his back soothingly, pleading for Wes to come help with the heartbroken boy.
"Dana and Bri called us," Wes said, almost as a whisper, "They told us what happened."
Kurt looked up at his two friends. "Well," his voice cracked, "This is way worse than anything you two did."
"Has Bla-" David coughed, cutting off Wes and gave him a look that said Avoid his name! "Has he called you back yet?"
Kurt shook his head slowly, not meeting their eyes.
Wes glanced at David. What the hell is wrong with Blaine? He thought.
"Do you want us to go?" David asked the crying boy, unsure of what else to do.
"No. Could you guys maybe just stay here and comfort me?" Kurt said wearily.
"Sure," Wes told him.
The two made their way onto Kurt's bed and hugged him, comforting him.
They weren't sure how long they stayed like that, but there was another knock on Kurt's door.
"Who is it?" David asked, seeing how Kurt was clearly not going to say anything.
"Blaine," was the response from the other side of the door. Kurt squeaked and made his way under his comforter until he was completely hidden, with nothing but a lump left.
"We've got it Kurtie, don't worry," Wes told him reassuringly. He ushered for Wes to come and talk to Blaine with him, and the two made their way to outside Kurt's room.
"What the hell is wrong with you?" Wes demanded, "Why're you messing with Kurt like that? He's a wreck, Blaine! And you couldn't even bother to call him back."
Blaine's eyes were watering up at just the thought of Kurt being upset. "Can I just talk to him?"
Wes glanced at David. "I don't know if that's such a good idea…" David stated.
"Please," Blaine pleaded, "I just need to explain to him."
"Fine," David huffed, "But if we hear any more of that heart-wrenching bawling, we're coming in there and murdering you."
Blaine nodded and walked slowly into the room. He couldn't remember the last time Wes and David had been so protective about anyone other than him.
"Kurt?" Blaine asked gently once he saw the lump under the covers. "Kurtie-Pie?"
He heard a sob from the lump, and it killed Blaine's heart.
"Kurtie, can I just explain?" Blaine asked as he made his way over to the lump, "Please, if you'll just let me explain…"
Kurt stuck his head out and nodded, not meeting Blaine's eyes. "Thank you. Now where's my diary to start?"
Kurt pointed over to Blaine's bed, where the diary was laying open. He went and grabbed, saw the entry, and thought God, Kurt, if only you would have read the next entry. He thought.
"Kurt…I'm not sure how to explain this, so I'm just going to show you." He flipped a few pages in the diary, and then handed it to Kurt. "Read this."
"No," his voice cracked, "Last time someone told me to read it, I ended up like this."
Blaine's heart broke at how awful his voice sounded. "Please, Kurt, I promise it'll explain everything."
Kurt now looked at Blaine straight on, right in the eyes. "Trust me," Blaine pleaded again.
Kurt sighed and took the diary from Blaine. He read the entry that Blaine pointed to.
Dear Diary,
So it turns out we won't be going to Australia. I told my parents about Kurt, finally, and how I didn't want to leave him for the whole summer. They understood, and said we could use the tickets next summer, that they were use any time tickets (because we have the money to buy things like that.) And next summer, they said I could bring Kurt along since my older sister won't be able to come along. That is, if we're still together. Which we will be. I am sure of it. Because I love him.
Kurt read it several times, especially the last three lines. Those three lines meant the world to Kurt. They showed how devoted Blaine was to keeping this relationship going. And it was the first time Kurt had heard (or in this case seen) Blaine say that he loved him.
"Blaine…"Kurt said, but he didn't know what else to say.
"Do you understand now, Kurtie?" Blaine said softly, "I gave up a trip to Australia for the whole summer. For you."
"Blaine…I'm…I'm sorry I got so upset at you. It's just, I didn't want you to go, and then you didn't call me back so I figured you'd rather go out of the country than be with me, and…and…" Kurt trailed off, sobbing again.
Blaine grabbed the boy and pulled him onto his lap. "Shh…It's okay…It's okay. I'm here, and I'm not going anywhere. Not without you."
Kurt looked up at Blaine and smiled a soft, happy smile. "I'm glad," he said as he leaned in and touched his lips gently to Blaine's. Blaine sighed contentedly.
"And," Blaine started, smiling, "This made me come back early. Which gives us a lot more alone time than we usually have."
Kurt's sobs were now slowing. He leaned into kiss Blaine again. Their lips met, touching and moving softly against each other's.
"And Blaine?" Kurt said, barely breaking the kiss, "I love you too."
Well, this one wasn't quite so humorous. I guess that my depression from you guys not reviewing. Ha, just kidding, I'm not sure why this one turned out a little depressing. Oh well. I was going to try and put a song in this one, but it didn't really work out.
Anyway, please review. I need ideas, otherwise I might just start a new story because I've got another idea in my head. So please, REVIEW WITH IDEAS!
