Thanks for all of the wonderful reviews so are. You are honestly all lovely people. I can't seem to stop writing this story. I have no idea where Kurt and Blaine will take me, but we will see. I don't own Glee. I wish I at least work on Glee, but I don't even do that.

"Fuck" Kurt looked down at his most recent letter from Blaine "Fuck!" Kurt picked up his pillow and threw it across the room. "Shit, fuck, fuck." Kurt slumped against the wall in this bedroom. With a pen shaking in his hand and tears rolling down his cheeks he wrote the most important letter he had ever written.

The lime envelope sat unopened on the desk a pair of hazel eyes had been staring at it for 33 minutes now. What if it's all been some cruel joke? What if he hates me? "Courage Blaine." Surging forward Blaine tore the letter open and began to read

Blaine,

I am so sorry. Please don't hate me. Please. I don't have anyone else right now. I can't lose you too. I will explain everything to you, okay? Please just read this letter and then if you want you never have to talk to me again.

"Okay, okay there's an explanation."

Blaine, I was so excited to see you. I talked to Mercedes about it for two hours on the phone. I had the most amazing outfit picked out. I didn't want to risk wearing it to school so I left it in my car, to put on after Glee.

Blaine smiled he was excited to see me. He continued.

I went to school, I got slammed into a locker on my way to first period, but I didn't care because I knew I was going to see you. Just after lunch the same asshole that locker checked me earlier threw a slushy on me and called me a fag; I washed myself off and kept going.

Blaine felt a knot in his stomach tighten each time Kurt mentioned being hurt.

Finally my day was over, just Glee to go. While I was walking to my locker Karofsky came over and pushed me. I got mad and chased him into the locker room. I asked him what his problem was. He used the usual line of me trying to turn him gay. I said he wasn't my type. He threatened to hit me so I told him to go ahead "You can't punch the gay out of me any more then I can punch the ignoramus out of you." I told him that he was nothing but a scared little boy who couldn't deal with how ordinary he was.

He is so brave.

Then he kissed me.

Tear stains smudged the last few lines of writing. Time stood still. Blaine read it again

Then he kissed me.

It was my first kiss with a boy, and he stole it.

The knot tightened.

He tried to kiss me again but I pushed him away and then he.

"Oh god please tell me all he did was kiss you."

I can't even say it. He took off and I just sat there stunned. I missed Glee and before I knew it my Dad was calling me asking me where I was. I feel so ashamed.

"Kurt" Blaine wept. What if Kurt hadn't pushed him away, what would he have done? How far would he have gone?

Please believe me Blaine. I didn't mean to hurt you, that's the last thing I ever wanted to do. You have been so great to me and look at how I repay you. I'm so scared Blaine. What if he tries something else? What do I do? I need your advice, I need your help. I need you Blaine.

Kurt.

Blaine wasn't going to reply to the letter. Grabbing his car keys he headed out the car, destination Lima, Ohio.

Sorry it's so short. It didn't flow as well if I didn't break it up. Don't hate me. 100,000 awesome points to those of you who guessed that Karofsky had done something to do with Kurt not showing. Awesome points can be redeemed at participating outlets.