Title: Looking back with no regrets and onto the future
Description: what does Sophie find out from Sian when she talking to someone else :)
Rating : anybody

Chapter 4
Sian p.o.v
Ok so after legging it down the street like a mad person on a mission I've made it to the steps of the factory go me but all I want to do is turn around and run in the complete other direction I am really really nervous, what would you do if you were asked by you girlfriend or boyfriends mum to go and see them at work to talk about their daughter or son, I mean I like Sally she's been like a second mum to me taking me in after my parents disowned me but she kinda scares me, she's one woman I would never like to cross with Sally there's a fine line and as long as you don't cross that line your fine, so many thoughts going through my head
" omg omg omg...what am I gonna do...pull it together Sian...you don't even know what she wants to talk to you about...Ok well there's only one way to find out...here it goes" I find my self routed to the spot I cant move
" come on Sian you can do it... just one step at a time...no wait I really cant do it... what if she wants to kick me out...wait why would she even want to do that I haven't done anything..." apart from the fact that I nearly on several occasions nearly had sex with her daughter which she has forbid under her roof she's made that point quite clear as a condition of me living there, but we haven't yet and how would she know a shiver runs right through my body,
"right im going in...no your not..." I was pulled from the argument that I was having in my head by a concerned voice

" you alright love" I stopped pacing up and down which I didn't even know that I was doing and looked over to where the voice had come from standing in front of me where Haley, Julie and Sean all standing there looking at me i don't know who said it but by the look on there faces they concerned
" yeh... im fine...great in fact apart from the fact that Sally wants to see me and I don't have a clue what about" I replied, they walked over to me,
Julie wrapped her arm around me "Oh well im sure it cant be that bad" with that she lead me into the building closely followed by Sean and Haley the work benches were empty everyone was in the kitchen having a break
"oh great" I muttered as we walked into the kitchen.
"Sally someone's here to see you" Julie said guiding me towards Sally while walking with Sean over to the table to join the others; Sally turned around and got up from her seat.

"Well here it goes..." I thought to myself,
"Oh hiya Sian love" Sally said, I could feel everyone turn there attention to me,
"oooooooh right what's happened here then for yew to be summoned yew upset her Sophie or sum thin" I heard Janice say you cant mistake Janice's voice it's very distinct voice is all I will say,
"NO... well I don't think so" I trailed off nervously looking from Janice towards Sally, she stood looking at me for a second before looking to Janice, I couldn't read her expression it was concerned annoyed and sympathetic all at the same time, Sean looked at me and gave me a warm smile, Sally was about to speak when someone entered the kitchen
"Oh hi ya Sian love...hold up what's Sian doin here" I thought it was Michelle but she was already in the room it was Carla she walked past me to pick something up from the table, Carla's another person that's been supportive of me and Sophie as her niece Ella is gay. Janice spoke up again
"We don no yet were just about to find out...think she upset Sally's Sophie...aayyy you had a bit of that Ryan lad on the side ave ya Sian"
"EWW as if and I haven't upset Sophie" I snapped back I didn't mean to but she was annoying me...
"Don't eeewww my Ryan there's nothin wrong with him" Michelle snapped back at me
"yeh well obviously I needed to go to specsavers" I didn't mean for the words to come out as harsh as they did...

Sophie's p.o.v
"Your getting married" I said quite shocked
"that's what I said me and Jason are getting married" she laughed at my reaction
"you don't know how relived I am to hear you say that...I thought you were gonna say you were pregnant" I saw the look on her face
"im sorry Rosie didn't mean it to come out like that" I said pulling her into a hug

"im really happy for you" the shop door swung open
"who's pregnant" Sunita asked as she walked through the door
"oh we were just talking about fizz and her baby" Rosie replied trailing off the subject I gave her a wtf face and turned my attention to Sunita
"oh yeh soph has Sian been in yet" she asked
" no why do you know where she is" I asked kinda desperately
"I just see Julie taking her into the factory" Sunita replied popping her head round from the office door
"erm Sunita...is it ok if I take my break now" I shouted back to sunita who had gone through to the back
"yeh I don't see why not" I heard her shout back with that I ran across to the factory went through the doors stopped in my tracks as I heard people talking...
"Don't mind me" Rosie said whilst leaving the shop

Sians p.o.v
"Ow...what did ya do that for" Janice squealed Carla just hit her over the head with a paper and smiled at me.
"Well Janice tells me why Sian would cheat on Sophie with Ryan" she stopped in her tracks and looked over to me "yaw not are ya... I mean with Ryan like" everyone just stared at me prying over every word that left my mouth waiting for the slightest slip up even Sally...
I stood there and looked at her with a wtf expression, unaware that Sophie was just around the corner.

"Why does everyone think im cheating on Sophie with Ryan...?" I looked around everyone and carried on...
" I love Sophie. No wait...I am... IN... love with Sophie I really am and I respect the fact that she has a vow she's everything to me and I wouldn't do anything that could blow it all up and Ryan was a BIG mistake I see that now I just wish I would of realised it sooner" I emphasised on the in and the big, I felt a shiver go through me as I said his name made me cringe a little even thinking that I had a relationship with him what I saw in him I haven't got a clue
"And I no some people still aren't ok with that but you need to get over yourselves seriously" I glanced over to Michelle and a few other people that I didn't know
"you don't just wake up one day and say oh I no what im gonna do today im gonna fall in love with best friend,... you don't choose it,... its not about sex or anything like that its about feelings, you don't say to god can I be like this cos im fed up of blokes, its something inside ya... and im proud to be with Sophie even if people think its wrong, I really don't care because all that matters to me is Sophie and we are ssooo happy and nothings gonna change that, so say what you like and think what you want im past caring as long as I got Sophie nothing else matters" I was quite proud of my little speech then something happened that I didn't expect to happen, an emotional voice I didn't expect to hear my heartbeat speed up it was so loud it felt like it was gonna burst through my chest I got the weird sensation in my stomach the only feeling that only one person in the world can make me feel...
"Really" I turned around to be met by my girlfriend...

Sophie's p.o.v
I couldn't believe what I was hearing is this the way she felt...I was so proud of her I never ever thought that loving her anymore than I already did was possible...but in that moment I felt so happy and knowing she loved me that much to confront a group of adults some of which she didn't even know was just... arrrggghhh I cant explain it... I carried on listening forgetting the whole Ryan bit knew she wouldn't cheat on me.. a couple of minutes later it all went quiet so I took that as my cue and walked to the kitchen door, I looked at the shocked emotional faces a swear my mum had a tear her eye even Carla was on the verge of tears.
I decided to speak up my heart felt like it was going to explode their was a warm fuzzy feeling tugging at my stomach

"Really" I managed it came out in a bit of a whisper.
She turned around to look at me she put her hands into her back pockets of her jeans, she tilted her head a little and replied with a simple

"yes" that's all I need the look in her eyes said the rest, I walked over to her and pulled her into a hug I buried my head into the crook of her neck wrapping my arms around her waist pulling her in closer to me so there wasn't a gap between us' taking in her scent so intoxicating, I pulled away slightly to look into her eyes as she wrapped her arms around my neck, I rested my forehead against hers and shut my eyes trying to savour every little detail, I slowly opened my eyes to be met with her gaze my knees felt like they were gonna give way...I brushed a strand of hair out of her face rested my hand on her cheek, brushed my thumb gently over her cheek pushed my hand across the rest of her face and tangled it into her hair soft blonde hair, took hold of her hand with my other and entwined our fingers and leaned into her placing a gentle kiss on her lips as I pulled away she followed and our lips met once again but this time with more passion then the last it was slow as I felt her smile into the kiss I couldn't help but smile back, I could feel the electricity from the kiss course through my veins the warm fuzzy feeling in my stomach got more intense the kiss got more heated as our noses grazed against each other, her tongue ran over my bottom lip as I parted my lips to grant her access I heard moan into the kiss as our tongues battled for dominance, I smiled into the kiss again I couldn't help it the way she made me feel she was like my own self prescribed drug, I didn't care who was watching if they didn't like it then they knew where door was we were in our on little bubble she placed her hand on the small of my back leaning into me more which sent tingles going up my spine, we pulled away for much needed air as their became lack of oxygen I wish we could stay like that all day we rested our foreheads together again as we regained our breath.
"see what you do to me" she said out of breath I laughed a little, then we heard my mum and Carla clear there throats we were still a bit dazed from the kiss we just shared we had forgotten where we were when the whole room erupted into aaawwwss and clapping I looked across to where my mum Sean and Carla was standing still with my forehead rested against Sian and couldn't help but smile I pulled away from Sian as we turned around to face every one our fingers still entwined
my mum walked over to us both pulled me and Sian into a hug

"I am so proud of u two girls more than you know" I let go of Sians hand gave my mum a proper hug, I pulled away from my mum linked hands with Sian and pulled her towards the door.
"Oh and Sian I still need to speak to you but ill guess it will keep till I get home" my mum said to Sian in a weird tone
"WOAH why do you need to talk to Sian, she's right here" I said nervously pointing at her waving my hand up and down in front of her
"Soph im sure if it was anything bad she wouldn't of let that just happen would she" Sian said trying not to laugh at how I had just changed from on being on top of the world feeling like I can do anything to nervous in that matter of seconds, before I could interrogate my mum any more Sian was dragging me out of the factory shaking her head at me she pulled me into a hug

"I love this I really do, but haven't you got to get back to work" Sian said a little upset at the fact I had to go back to work or did I

"I got a better idea" I replied with a huge grin on my face and started to pull her down the street towards the house...
There's Chapter 4 sorry if its a little crap but im tired so you know took me just over 5 hours to write this Fic started typing it at 12am just looked at the time now ands 5:37am so Wow see what I do for you people lol:)xx
Thanx for reading:)