E pov

Shit I let her get to me I can't ever let that ever happen again.

But I must say she had guts I hated her for it and also admired her for it. I finally met a girl who didn't let me bullshit her and she had to be a girl like Bella.

Life is so unfair. Why can't I be happy and have the perfect love interest nooooo I had to have it bad for the one person I can not have.

In truth it scared me how right on she was about me. Everything she said was the truth. Her words were cold and cruel but it felt as if she was saving me instead of putting me down. I needed someone to talk to me like that to be honest with me.

The only reason I am labeled an outcast instead of a freak is because of my good looks. I am not cocky or anything but I am not totally oblivious. I can probably be one of the most popular guys in school if I wanted to. But I don't

"Edward omg Bella is tutoring you are sooo lucky she is like super smart you'll like her" god that was scary she appeared out of no where. She is loveable but kinda creepy if you have to spend sixteen agonizing years with the little the evil pixy

"Oh yea sure I am lucky I guess she is certainty a character… I guess" wow that sounded so unlike me my voice had vulnerability in it that Alice picked up right always

"ohhh I get it little Edwardpoo has a crush on our little bell" I tried to keep a straight face I knew it was true no matter how much I tried to convince myself it was just a forbidden desire. " well Edward don't, she's my best friend and I won't let you hurt her, stay always from her or at least don't try to be nothing more than friends with her got it" wow I did not see that one coming "yea I thought so" she glared at me

Then suddenly and without warning she skipped always from me singing "good by Edata see you at home"

Oh no she didn't call me Edata that was the girl name she gave me when we were five.

For the second time in an HOUR I got told of by a girl. How did I go from an unemotional guy who can make fun of the wanabe's to have the wannabe's telling him of this was a change that's for sure.

I did the only thing left to do, jump in my car and drive home.

I had to wait all week to see her and as much as crossing Alice scared the crap out of me I couldn't wait. I know I am a masochist. You got a problem with it take a number.

Plus Alice should know by now the more you tell me not to do something the more I'll have fun doing.

I had to keep or much rather gain control of things and doing that I might have to mess with Alice's and Bella's head. No one takes advantage of me without my permission wait period. Payback if they think they could dish out disses like that without consequences they have another thing coming to them.

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Okay that is chapter 4 I know its short but in the end you will realize why this is a much needed chapter.

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