Mistake

by Sugar-Ice

What happens when Edward loses his temper, and chases bella away, and into the hands of the awaiting jacob? M. , read and review! n. Complete *posted and written years ago. I can't say the spelling or English are perfect but I will keep it up anyway. I was young when i wrote this but it makes me laugh to look back i hope it makes you laugh too!

4. Mistake

Chapter 4. Mistake.

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I thought that it would only be fair to let Edward move from the spot I left him in, when Bella ran, so here's Edward!

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"I-I-I-I-…" I stuttered.

How could I…..

I heard her engine start, and she escaped….escaped from me.

I sat down on her floor, and stared at her bed. Where she sleeps… where she's safe. I couldn't say she was safe with me anymore. I just stared at the spot, disgusted in myself. I wanted to die.

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I heard a door cave in down stairs, and heavy feet pounding up the staircase.

"WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?" Alice came screeching in with Emmet. Yes Emmet screeched he was that angry. He thinks of Bella as his little sister, and I've just …. Hurt her.

I couldn't speak; I couldn't even accept what I'd done. That's how much of a coward I am.

Emmet grabbed me by my collar, and raised me to his height.

"HOW COULD YOU! YOU YOU…." He was interrupted by my sudden sobs. I couldn't stop them, Emmet's eyes softened and he put me back on my feet.

I must have looked pathetic, I couldn't even be bothered to read their minds I just stared down and sobbed.

"Edward?" Alice hugged me. I was a monster and she was hugging me? I gently pushed her away, and backed up against the wall. I didn't deserve to be near anyone.

"It was an accident, Bella will forgive you." She whispered hoping I'd understand.

Did I want Bella to forgive me? Or did I just want to die?

"Bro you need to fight to get her back. Show her you're sorry!" Emmet knew I couldn't survive without my Bella.

"Where…" I breathed deep, so I was ready to get a sentence out. "Where did she go…?" I looked up, and saw my face through Emmet's head. My hair was tousled from me pulling at it. My eyes were the lightest topaz possible and I looked….. Broken.

"Urrrmmm" Emmet looked at Alice.

"She came to get her wrist fixed then…." I burst into sobs again, I'd hurt my angel!

"Then... She went to Jacobs. She needed to get away, she'll be back though."

"So you can't see her?"

"No, but I see her leaving LA Push on foot tomorrow morning.

With that I rose, and walked home at human pace. Imagining my Love, holding my hand.

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I arrived home, and headed straight for my room.

"Edward come in here please." I heard Carlisle call from his office.

I gently pushed the door open and Carlisle rose from his chair.

"Take a seat Edward this will only take a second."

I closed the door behind me and sat across the desk from him.

"Edward I just need to say that I'm very disappointed in what happened today, and I hope you learned a valuable lesson." He looked me straight in the eyes.

I nodded. I had let Carlisle down worst than he has been let down in his entire existence.

"When Bella forgives you, and I say when not if, because I know how much she loves you. When she forgives you, I want you to keep your cool, and not smother her. It's the last thing she needs, especially after such an ordeal." He held my gaze.

"I just thought I should talk to you because it would be bad on my part as your … farther, to let you down." He kept his voice calm but I noticed the pause before farther.

"You are my farther Carlisle." I whispered and left the room.

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I waited in my room, all night. I needed to meet her when she left LA Push tomorrow. That way she wouldn't feel cornered. I needed to take Carlisle's advice and not pressure her, because I could lose her forever.

"Has he left his room yet?"I looked in on Alice's conversation downstairs.

"No why?" Rosalie snarled, she was more than disappointed with me, she was disgusted. Like everyone else should be.

"If he goes after Bella looking like he did when he entered the room, she's going to run a mile!" Alice replied harshly.

"It was an accident Rose! I think he just got pushed over the edge!" she continued squaring up to Rosalie.

"Well I don't want to be near him!" Rose replied and flounced away

Edward if you're listening, you don't deserve to see Bella's face again, let alone talk to her! Rose screamed in her head.

I lay down on the bed that I got for Bella, and counted time.

Only 3 hours till, she leaves LA Push.

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With 1 hour 25 minutes and 37 seconds to go Alice barged in.

"That's it Edward. UP!" she ordered and opened my wardrobe.

"Put these on, then put your face in a bowl of water." She began throwing clothes at me.

"You look like a mess. People will run for miles just so they don't have to see you!" She slammed the door.

Too upset to fight back, I put the clothes on and went into my bathroom to find the sink already full.

1 hour 10 minutes and 58 seconds to go.

54 minutes to go

10 minutes 20 seconds to go

2 minutes to go.

I pulled my head out the water, and quickly dried my face.

"Good luck bro." Emmet said as I ran through the front door, and towards the border.

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What's going to happen at the border, how will Jake of reacted to Edwards mistake??

PLEASE REVIEW, Did you feel the passion?

Next chap will be Bella's pov, I'll update soon!

:D I got a great score on my science test today! So I'm in a great mood.