CHAPTER 4: Worried...

Cagalli quickly removed her hands from Durandals grip looking away from him. It was the first time she had actually felt guilty since the last day she saw Athrun. Yet she didnt have a reason to feel that way. She had given Athrun a choice it was either her or Meyrin. She was free from him and his confusion until he had made his choice, but why did she feel this way?

"Durandal Im sorry Im just not sure of myself or the whole situation about Athrun. Im sorry if I have disapointed you."

Durandal laid back and thought for a moment about what she had said and how she said it.

"Cagalli nothing you say or do...will ever...disapoint me I told you Cagalli I love you and I plan on doing whatever it takes to make you happy to do whatever it takes untill you no longer need me and untill that day comes I will be here always."

Cagalli couldnt look at him.

"why do you say such things? I dont deserve such treatment."

Durandal sat and looked at her "look at me" she turned her head to face him but what had happened next she didnt expect. Durandal and reached out to kiss her.

"you have nothing to stop you from reaching your goal of finding true love and true happines. What has happened between you and Athrun is not your fault but his own. He left a very good thing and if he doesnt want it I want it. I promise to make you the happiest woman alive no matter what it takes."

"thank you that really does mean a lot to me but if you dont mind Id like to go back the Mansion if you dont mind Im feelin gkinda tierd.." Cagalli hesitated to say.

"as you wish." was his only response.

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"I still dont believe it no matter what you say" Athrun said to Meyrin as he pulled himself of her lap wipeing the tears way.

"are you serious?" she asked him.

"yes I do I was wrong to not go after her that day Im leaving theres no reason for me to stay here living with you is the worst mistake I've ever made in my life and thats all its been these past few days a mistake... Im sorry but I must go." Athrun whispered as he ran to the room he had been staying in to pack his things.

He wanted to make things right between him and Cagalli. He really did love her. nothing would satnd in the way of that now that he had realized it. a few seconds later Meyrin ran into the room.

"you cant leave me!" she shouted.

Athrun turned to look at her "what do you mean I cant leave you Im leaving and theres nothing you can say or do to stop me its over Meyrin no that there was ever realy anything there"

"I wont let you!" she shouted again.

Athrun had made his way to the door of the room with all his belongings as Meyrin stood in the way.

"move Meyrin" he demanded

"NO!" she started to cry "how could you leave me when Im in this condition"

"what the hell are you talking about meyrin?"

she slowly looked at him as if all hell was about the break lose and a demonic spirite took over.

"Athrun?" she started "do you remember what happened after you had come home with me that day that Cagalli left you when we were at the hospital?"

Athruns eyes began to widen.

"thats right Athrun you remeber dont you... Athrun... or did you forget that you sleept with me!" her voice began to grow with anger.

"d...do..don..dont tell me your...?" Athrun could hardly manage to say

"yep thats right you hit the nail on the head" she said sarcasticly

"...Im PREGNAT Athrun!"

Those three words had hit Athrun like a punch in the face.

"No No NO it cant be ...it isnt true" Athrun was in so much shock he had fallen to his knees. With all his belongings falling out of his suitcase spreading all over the bedroom floor.

Meyrin had calmed her self down and slowly made her way towarrds him cupping his head in her hands

"see Athrun thats why I cant let you leave...your going to have a family now."

Athrun stared at her in disbelief how could this be possable this couldnt be happeing. He didnt want a family with her.

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Kira was sitting next to te window looking out to the ocean it was nice and calm and all the children were playing with the nanny and Lacus was in the kitchen making them tea. it had been almost 3 months since Kira had seen or heard of his twin sister Cagalli and his best friend Athrun.

"I wonder how there doing?" he mutterd to himself

"you wonder how whos doing?"

It was Lacus she had heard Kira talking to himself. She set out the tea on a small table in front of them then sat down with a cup in her hand taking a small sip savering the taste.

"hmm thats good try it you'll like it!" she smilled

Kira laughed at her and how cute she could be to him "I think everything you make is good!" he said taking a cup for himself. All thought that was a complete lie the only thing he didnt like was the way she cooked but he would eat it anyway.

"so Kira ...who is it that you are wondering about?"

Kira looked at his cup of tea then out the window again. "its Cagalli and Athrun...I wonder how there doing? I wonder if there okay? something tells me somethings wrong ...but then again I could just be paranoid."

Lacus smiled and gave a small chuckle "would you just relax Im sure shes fine, hes fine, there both fine, Im sure they are... besides Cagalli can take care of herself dont worry so much."

Kira looked at her as to try and reasure himself that she was okay and so was Athrun. Yet he was still worried.

"Maybe we should go visit them." Lacus suggested as she set her tea down and walked over to him wrapping her arms around him holding him tightly. Laying her head on his back clossing her eyes and taking in a deep breath. "lets go see how there doing." she whispered.

"yes. thats a good idea Ill call her to night to tell her well be there tomorrow" Kira replied.

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Cagalli had spent the rest of the day in her room trying to keep herself form making contact with Durandal. He made her feel so dirty and unworthy... here was this nice guy who wanted to be with her and could make her happy if she would only let him but even though she thought she could she couldnt bring herself to do it.

It was already 7:30 dinner was ready and she had no desier what so ever to go down to the dinning room where Durandal would also be.

Then the phone rang.

"Miss Cagalli Master Kira is on the line" one of the maids said Cagalli ran to the phone

'Kira? what could Kira want? Does he now about me and Athrun?' these thoughts began to cloud in her mind.

"hello" Kira called out

"oh hello Kira hows it going?" she answered back

"great just called to see how you were doing and that me and Lacus plan on visiting tomorrow!"

"WHAT tomorrow!"

"uh yeah is that a problem?"

Cagalli took a moment to think '...oh nooooo...'

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NOTE :whoa wasnt expecting that Meyrin would get pregnat...oh wait yes I did Im writing the storie!!! JAjAJajA! I wanted something so unwanted to happen out of the blue...well anyway we all should know why Cagalli is worried about Kira comming over as you know he and Athrun are best friends but still Kira would Kill Athrun if he hurt his sister and I dont think Durandal is that bad for cagalli after all here she is only wanting Athrun and Athrun gets another girl Pregnant...or does he??????????????? jeJEJejE!

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