What did she mean by 'another one'?

We entered the house. Emily sat down and explained.

"It is not a big deal. I keep getting roses every other day from young men in this place. I've gotten used to it by now"

This was news to me.

"And is there someone you fancy?"

I know this was none of my business but, I was really curious. She looked at me and shook her head.

"Oh" That was all I could say. Should I feel happy? I don't think so.

It was already raining outside; we didn't move or say anything.

Emily coughed lightly. "I am going to sleep. Good night"

"What about your father?"

"He gets home late"

I watched her move towards the door of her bedroom.

"Good night"

I had trouble falling asleep. This wasn't normal. I prayed for a sign...an explanation. What would you feel if you were in my situation?

"I love you Victor, but you are not mine"

She still haunts my dreams.

I woke up and looked out the window. Still raining. I knew I wouldn't be able to fall asleep, so I went down stairs.

I suddenly saw a shiny blue butterfly outside the house. I wasted no time and followed it. The fact that it was still raining was completely out of my mind. All that mattered is that I get that little insect that seems to be the answer to everything.

Through the woods it went. I followed. I wasn't aware that an egg was below me. I accidentally stepped on it. There was smoke all over the place.