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Sooooo…. You guys ready for dean to finally arrive at the scene? I sure am aha!

Let's see what's happens when Dean and Jess meet for the first time…. Will they instantly like each other? Hate each other? No matter what there is one thing that they surely have in common, they both care deeply for out little Sammy.

So without further ado…. Let's get this started!

The man I loved

Chapter 4

I've been sitting in the waiting room for 4 hours now, only leaving to get that coffee I desperately needed, crying really sucks the energy out of you. I'm not usually the crying kind of person, I try my best to be a strong, tough woman like my mum had thought me when I was growing up, but this, this was just too much. The man I love was taken away from me and in a moment I felt my whole world crashing down around me, I can't lose Sam, I just can't, he's my soul mate, I knew it from the first moment we met. And now, if anything happens to him…. No! I'm not even going to think about that, Sam is fine, he is going to be fine.

I was broken out of my thoughts when a man, slightly shorter than Sam, with short spiky hair, a leather jacket and bright emerald eyes burst through the doors into the waiting room. The look he wore was one of anger and worry and like he was ready to kill anyone who gets in his way.

"Where the hell is my brother" he yelled. A nurse came up to him trying to calm him down and I knew this is my que. I slowly walked towards him, being cautious not to further aggravate that already hysterical man.

"Dean?" I questioned, I knew it had to be him, but I had to make sure just in case. He turned around to me and right away he relaxed slightly. Then he nodded.

"Jess I'm guessing" He said, every second that goes by he becomes more calm, I don't know why, he didn't even know me, I'm guessing I just give him some sort of connection to his brother that he hasn't seen in, what? 2 years now. I'm not sure, but for the moment, I'm just glad I was able to tame the beast inside Dean Winchester.

I smile at him and nodded. Then I turn to the nurse that was attempting to calm him seconds earlier.

"Can you page Dr. May please?" I asked in the most polite voice I could masters. The nurse nodded and walked away, back to the nurse's station where she picked up the phone.

"Just wait a minute, take a seat in the waiting room and he'll be right with you" she smiled and walked off and I was left alone with my boyfriend's brother.

We both went over to the lines of chairs in the waiting room and sat opposite each other facing one another. The atmosphere was highly uncomfortable, after all, this was the first time we've met, I must admit, it isn't how I pictured meeting my boyfriend's family. He sat with his elbows on his knees and his hands covering his face, rubbing it and pinching the bridge of his nose.

"So" I said, trying to initiate some sort of conversation with the man sitting in front of me. Rubbing my neck awkwardly I continued. "How was the drive here?"

That's not what I wanted to ask, I wanted to question why their dad wasn't coming at a time when Sam was obviously in need, even if I don't know what's really going on. But I know John Winchester is a sore topic for Sam, so I figured it might be for Dean as well, and I don't need him losing it right now. I've only met him a few minutes ago and I can already tell the man has a very bad temper.

"It was ok, long…. Obviously" He said, I didn't really know how to reply, which is why I was extremely glad when the doctor walked into the room. He recognised me, walked straight towards us, when Dean realised this, he stood and took an 'Alfa male' stance.

"What's going on with my brother?" he asked, his voice hard and unforgiving. The doctor just smiled, face full of understanding as he gestured us both towards a room at the end of the hallway.

"Come with me" he smiled again. "I think it would be better if we talk in privet in my office" with that he was off towards the room, Dean and myself not far behind him.

His office was fairly small and everything was extremely tidy. On the walls hung multiple framed certificates for god knows what, and all of the papers on his desk where in neat little piles. I looked around noting the small picture frames that were filled with pictures of him and his family, it made me smile, this guy seems really nice.

Dr. May sat down in the chair behind his desk, and both me and Dean sat on the other side facing him, waiting to know what is going on with a person we both love very much.

"Alright, well, Sam was brought in a few hours ago, giving us time to run some tests. With the CAT scan and the MRI we were finally able to come up with a diagnosis for Sam".

My heart was beating faster now, by the sympathetic tone in the doctor's voice, I knew this couldn't be good, and I honestly wasn't sure if I wanted to hear what he had to say. I looked at Dean and I could tell he got the same conclusion as I did, and we both sat waiting for him to deliver the news.

"I'm afraid that Sam has….."

I'm sorry! Please don't kill me (laughs nervously).

So I finished this chapter off with a little bit of a cliffy there, but I'm sure you guys can manage till tomorrow aha.

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-Mika xxx