Chapter Four
At first Santana wanted to run into Rachel's arms and say that she was very sorry and wanted her to come back but, now was not the time.
"Mommy!" Adam says running towards Rachel and hugging her tightly.
"Hey DD, how about you go catch up with Nessey. She's over there with Finn."
Adam hugs Rachel once more before running over to Finn and Vanessa.
"Rachel I-."
"How about we go and talk about this in the hallway." Rachel says not looking Santana in the eye.
Santana nods as they both walk out into the hallway.
Santana watches as Rachel sits down on the bench not saying a word. Santana did the same as she looked down at her hands.
"When did Vanessa start girl scouts?" Santana says, she figured she would start talking to Rachel with a light topic because they both knew what's coming in the very near future.
"It was when she came home from school," Rachel says her voice small. "She-she told me that girl scout came to her school and told her about all the possibilities of being a girl scout."
"Well… what about Adam, I mean when did he start cub scouts?"
"Same here."
There was a long pause in between two and it wasn't really a comfortable pause.
"So Finn?' Santana says trying to mask the hurt in her voice.
"Oh, I'm not dating him. At least I think I'm not."
"What about you? Are-are you seeing anyone?" Rachel asks.
"Uh...no. No, I'm not." Santana says picking at her nails.
"I really miss you, Rachel." Santana's says not thinking twice about it.
"Well you should've thought about this sort of thing as you had your one-night stand with Quinn."
"Rachel it was a month ago and I was drunk."
"I don't care!" Rachel screams causing everyone in the gym to look at her.
Santana looks to everyone and then back to Rachel as she pulls her outside.
"Look, you told me yourself that you wouldn't drink as much since the last time, and if you did drink you said you would stop when you felt it was time."
"Rachel I-."
"No!" Rachel says her eyes glistening and ready to cry.
"You promised!" Rachel said before running back in the school.
"Rachel!" Santana says chasing her back into the school
"Hey mom-what's wrong?" Vanessa says, holding her cup of punch.
"Nothing sweetie." Rachel says squatting down to Vanessa's level.
"Then why are you crying?"
Rachel felt her cheek. Vanessa was right, she was crying. She hadn't even realized it.
"Rachel," Santana says finally catching up to her.
"Mami, what's wrong with mommy?" Vanessa says.
"She isn't feeling well V, can you tell me where Adam is."
Vanessa pointed over to the snack table where Adam was standing with a few if his friends.
Santana nods as she walks over there but before she does she turns to Rachel and says.
"I'm really sorry Rachel."
Santana walk over to Adam after that knowing Rachel wasn't going to respond.
"Come on V we are going home."
Is it because you aren't feeling well?"
Rachel nodded, "Yeah, it is."
"I talked to her liked you asked." Rachel said later that night as she puts her hair in a sloppy bun.
"I hope you're happy Finn, you know I was actually almost over her."
"How would I know that would happen ?"
"Granted the fact that I don't speak of her that much."
"You know what you're right you don't and that's why you're so bitter. If you talked to someone anyone about her and how she made you feel maybe just maybe you would stop lashing out and apologize."
Rachel rolls her eyes as she crosses her arms around her chest.
"Fine, don't ask for help from me! Cause I'm just dumbfounded Finn who doesn't know shit!"
"You know what screw this I am sleeping in the guest room." Finn then walks out and slams the door behind him.
"Finn w-." Rachel says but stops herself
He should probably cool off. She thought.
Rachel sits on her side of the bed and grabs a picture of her nightstand.
It was a picture of her and Santana with Adam and Vanessa when they were first born.
Rachel smiles at the moment before she lays in bed and starts to slowly fall asleep.
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