Hello sorry i haven't if i get some spelling mistakes or im missing some information im sorry xD i use a laptop and the screen is little :p anyways here's chapter 4 enjoy!

Duncans pov:

I woke up around 10, Courtney said it was okay that we didn't have to go to school and i was grateful. It was still raining outside, I checked Courtney's t.v and saw it was going to rain all day and all night... damn Courtney's parents wouldn't want us to was still asleep, I got up and looked at her was purple with some writings on the was some black curtains, some drawers,a mirror and a desk.I looked around her closet to find a note on the floor.

"Hey Courtney its me Eli so now that you're gone im going to take your you ever come back read this haha bye loser i love you"I smiled at the note Eli left. I looked up to find a box, the box had "memory box" written on Courtney was still asleep i took it down and found it to be heavy. I opened it to find all sorts of had her dairy, some old baby clothes,a safe and a teddy bear.I took the bear out and saw there was some words in its tummy."To Courtney from Grandma know that i will always love you sweetie" I put the bear outside and took her dairy. Damn this girl wrote a lot.

" Dear Dairy.

Today mommy and daddy are taking me to a new going to 3rd grade i hope i find new going now i'll write later...

Im back from school and it was pretty teacher is pretty and she's nice,I got two new is a girl named Diana and the other is a boy named Danny...

I skipped some pages after reading that and found her hand writing getting neater.

Dear dairy.

Today at school was week Diana tried out for the cheer leading squad and she got in, I am happy for her but now she doesn't hang out with me or Danny since she's now popular. Danny asked me out and i of course said yes! but Diana likes him and we got into a big and Dad yelled at me for coming home little sister is the only real person who really does love course my grandma as well. well i have to go my parents are telling me to go down for my punishment.

I decided to skip to the last page

Dear Diary

Damn i can still remember when i started this innocent that i was so my parents decided to write me up to a tv show called Total Drama Island. I dont want to go but they said how will i get into a good collage and that they weren't going to pay for my collage.I guess i have to go to this show and they said that if i don't win that we will have to move because they don't want the neighbors to find out that i said they don't want to get embarrassed by me.I guess i'll have to try my best.

Her dairy ends there but there's still a notebook in her box.

"I didn't win Total Drama Island. I did what exactly what my parents didn't want me to do. They're now mad at me for embarrassing them in front of the world yeah like if it was them who had to roll around in mud and eat shit it was them who had to suffer and almost get killed by that asshole only thing i did like in that stupid show was meeting Duncan.I did like him i just acted like a bitch for the sake of my parents.I almost died when we kissed and than later that night i had to get kicked off.I watched the show when i got back home and saw that Harold was the one who did it. Oh that little shit if i ever see him again i'll feed them to my neighbors dogs ugh. My parents were bitching at me saying that i was a total bitch and i should have a least right now they're packing and we're leaving.

I skipped a few pages. I saw a page with some red marks and i decided to read that one

"My parents are treating me like shit now that everyone knows that i hair grew all the way to my waist i decided to dye it because you know a change wouldn't hurt.I was wrong... I dyed it black and had some green highlights like the ones Duncan how much I miss i came home my mom grabbed her kitchen spoon and started to hit me. I started to bleed a bit but i didnt grabbed a pair of scissors and made me sit on the floor which was now covered in some of my blood. She cut it short just like i did in total drama island. That's one of the reasons why i let it grow and dye it so i dont have to be reminded of the hell i said this was only the beginning of my punishment that when my dad got home i would regret ever doing sure enough i did dad came into my room at 3 in the morning drunk. he said "well well Courtney someones been a bad girl..You have to be punished" he then grabbed my wrists and started to take my shirt and shorts off.I was laying there with only a bra and then raped me.I screamed out for help but he covered my mouth with his big hand.I woke up feeling like crap my bed sheets were all red and my stomach hurt like hell.I went down to see him smirking i then thought to myself he wasn't drunk he just did it on purpose!. Even after that they still punished me. My cousin taught me to cut she said it made her feel better and with all the pain i had it did help."

That bastard raped her daughter on purpose! Courtney was waking up and i took the notebook and hid it in my backpack.I want to know more about what happened.I grabbed the teddy bear and handed to her.

"oh my god! my bear" she said, her eyes were getting watery and she started to cry

"dont cry princess" i said as i hugged her

"im crying of happiness Duncan i Love you so much for finding this"she said as she kissed my cheek

"no problem princess i love you too"i said kissing her forehead

So this was half of chapter 4 ima post the other half later in a few hours goodbye!