A/N: This is the fourth chapter! I hope you like it. Enjoy & Review, thanks!

Chapter 4

Tonight, Sharon couldn't sleep. Her past had returned back and she didn't know what to do. Andy, the man with whom she was once, but her heart still belonged to him. She loved Andy, but she knew that he would never forgive her. She was hiding that they have a child and worst - that she'd abandoned their son.

She sighed wearily, took off her glasses and went to the kitchen for a glass of white wine as only it could to calm her now. She took the cup, but her hands were shaking. She bit her lip, swallowed the lump in her throat and her eyes filled with tears. She didn't know how she feels. She needed Andy's support right now. 25 years later ... she thought. It was not easy. She longed for the day she will find her son.

Fortunately, Rusty slept in his room and she could be alone for a little while. She sighed wearily, remembering how many problems there are with Rusty and now with Andy. She felt more helpless than ever. But she loved this teenager who was like a son to her. She just could imagine her son that she'd abandoned.

Sharp knock on the door made her startle, and she dropped the cup on the floor. She cautiously walked toward the door, ignoring the broken pieces on the floor and the spilled wine. But when she opened the door, her eyes widened. Andy stood in front of her with the same cold stare. She cleared her throat. "Lieutenant Flynn." she said quietly, tears streaming down her cheeks, silently.

Andy just looked at her in silence. So many years. And now he stood in front of her, looking at her green, clear eyes that were full of pain and disappointment.

"I want to talk to you." he said firmly. Sharon nodded and invited him inside. He looked around and saw the broken pieces on the floor, then he immediately noticed that Shron's finger bleeds.

"Hey, Captain, your finger ... bleeds ..." he said, quite professionally and called her "Captain." Sharon looked at him in surprise, then looked at her finger.

"No, it's nothing serious, Lieutenant. Let's sit down." she immediately offered and both sat on the couch in the living room.

They sat in silence for several minutes. He was looking at her and she to him. Both had feelings for each other, but both were afraid to admit. He looked at his watch.

"I'm sorry to bother you." he said apologetically, shunning her eyes. Sharon smiled slightly.

"There is no problem. But ... I would like to know what you want to talk to me." Andy took a deep breath and sat closer to her.

"Sharon, I'm sorry, but I can't pretend that there is nothing between us. ''

"There is nothing between us." Sharon said coldly.

"There is. Sharon, we have a son and I understand all this 25 years later. How do I feel?" he asked angrily.

"Andy, I don't want to hear that shit. If you come to criticize me, go away!" Sharon couldn't tolerate more pain. Her pain was too great for all these years. She closed her eyes for a moment when Rusty suddenly interrupted them.

"Oh, Lieutenant." he said sarcastically.

"How are you kid?" Andy asked indifferently.

"I don't think that you're interested in this." he interrupted sharply. Andy turned his head and looked at Sharon. Sharon turned to Rusty, who went into the kitchen for a glass of water.

When finally, Rusty returned to his room, Andy asked, "How do you stand on all this? Rusty behave quite rude to you." Sharon sighed and leaned back.

"Nothing like that. You well know his problems with his mother. Look, I think there is no sense of this conversation." she said firmly. Andy took her hand and pulled her toward him. Their eyes met, their lips touched and Andy every moment could kiss her. Sharon wanted to pull back, but she was ready to give in to temptation. He stroked her face, he sniffed her scent, which he adored. Sharon quickly managed to control herself and stepped back.

"Andy, I beg you, go away." she asked. Andy sighed and made her look into his eyes. She adored his brown eyes that gave her hope and love.

"Sharon, I want to find our son. At any price. I'm convinced that we can do this together. '"

"Andy, I understand. You're right. If you don't forgive me, I will understand. I didn't have to hide this from you 25 years. Forgive me." she said softly. Andy shushed and wiped her tears.

"Sharon, let's not think about that. I know that you had a reason. ''

"But you will never forgive me. You're right, Andy. No matter how strong is our love, that love is already over."

"No, Sharon. You don't know why I'm here. Sharon, today I I thought too much. I thought for the lost time. I thought about the past. I love you, whatever happens and I'll love you till my last breath. ''

Sharon looked at him with a sad smile, weeping quietly. She'd hurt Andy, she was hiding this secret from everyone. Her children, from her family and now, Andy, who never should forgive her - he'd forgiven her, repeating how much he loves her.

"Andy, I love you and I can't live without you." Sharon embraced him strongly, while Andy kissed her gently and rubbed her back soothingly.

"Sharon, I promise you, we'll find our son. At all costs." Sharon nodded and wiped her tears.

"Andy, I don't want our colleagues to know this. Let's be just a captain and lieutenant, nothing more. I don't want this dark secret to hinder our work." Andy took her hand.

"As you wish. But I think that we'll not be able to hide it for a long time."

"I know that. I know, but we have no choice. Let's take some time. I would like to wait a little, while we start looking for our son." Andy smiled reliable and kissed her on the lips.

"Sharon, promise me that you will divorce that Jack."

"I'll do it soon, don't worry. The only thing I want is to find our son." Sharon put her head on his shoulder and she seemed to forget about all the problems.

For months, Sharon and Andy had hidden the truth from their colleagues and their family. They'd begun to look for their son five months ago and still no news. They lost hope every day and only now, Sharon realized what a mistake she made, abandoning her defenseless baby in that stormy night.

It was started 25 years ago. That stormy night when Sharon knocked on Andy's door. Her helplessness, his support. Their moments and their child ... Sharon couldn't stop thinking. Andy tried to calm her, but it was not easy. Especially now, when everyone knew the truth. Fortunately, however, neither their colleagues nor their children reproached them.

Now, Sharon's friend - D.D.A Andrea Hobbs, was with her to support her. Sharon could remember the early days in the department where all blame her. Now it was very different. Andrea supported Sharon and she was grateful for that.

On the other hand, Rusty had changed his attitude towards Sharon. Sharon was glad that finally, their relations are good. Lieutenant Provenza liked to tease his friend, Andy Flynn, sometimes, but liked to give him advice too.

Sharon and Andy couldn't believe how much had changed in those five months. They were still looking for their son, hoping that one day he will appear and they will finally be a family together. When Emily, Ricky and Nicole had learned that they have a brother, they were fallen in shock, but they also wanted to find their brother. But Sharon's problems, not ended. She hoped that her divorce with Jack will end soon. She wanted to be free and to be with Andy - with the man she loves.

One morning, Sharon sat in her office absently while Andy sat at his desk with a cup of coffee. Provenza immediately noticed his mood and sat beside him.

"Well, there's news of your son?" Andy shook his head and put the cup on his desk.

"Not yet. Sharon lose hope, as I do. We all want to find our son, but I don't know how and where to look." he said desperately. Provenza nodded and squeezed his shoulder.

"Calm down, I'm sure that everything will be fine." Andy wanted to believe his words, but it was not easy.

Suddenly, Sharon went out of her office panted and walked to Andy. He looked confused.

"Sharon, what's wrong? You look pale." Sharon took a deep breath.

"Andy must necessarily go to the hospital. ''

"In the hospital? Why? '"

"Andy, Rusty had an accident." Andy's eyes widened.

"OK, calm down, we'll immediately leave. Provenza, take care." he informed his friend.

"Don't worry, but please call me." Provenza said firmly, looking Sharon and Andy, who walked quickly toward the elevators.

Several hours later, Sharon and Andy sat in the waiting room, waiting for news from Rusty. Sharon wept quietly in Andy's arms.

"Andy, I don't want anything to happen to him." she said softly. Andy hushed and kissed her forehead.

"Calm down. He'll be fine, trust me." Despite everything that had happened, Sharon loved Rusty like a real son.

On the other hand, the team awaited news of Sharon and Andy. Provenza throw his folders on the desk and leaned back, seeing Andrea. She looked around and approached him.

"Hey, where are Sharon and Andy? '"

"They're in the hospital, I understand Rusty had an accident and now operate him. '"

"Oh, can't be. I hope that everything will be fine." Andrea said worriedly. Provenza shrugged.

Waiting makes Sharon nervous. Andy tried to calm her, but Sharon was worried about Rusty. She was calm, knowing that she gave blood for him. She could save his life, and she wanted it at any cost.

When the doctor came out of the operating room, Sharon and Andy stood in front of him. Sharon's eyes filled with tears and she asked with fear, "How is he? '"

"Calm down, he's fine. The surgery was successful. Don't worry." Sharon and Andy sighed with relief. Andy smiled and squeezed her shoulder.

"I told you that everything will be all right. Rusty's good." Sharon smiled and turned her attention to the doctor again.

"Fortunately, his mother and his father gave blood in time. I'm glad that you were here on time." the doctor said with a smile. Sharon and Andy laughed.

"No, we're not his parents. So, he lived with us, but he is not our son." Sharon explained.

"But how is that possible? I looked all blood tests and they show that you're his parents." Andy's eyes widened.

"No, Doctor, you're not right. Our blood coincided, that's all. There's some mistake because Rusty is not our son."

The doctor looked at the the tests again.

"I assure you, the tests show that you are his parents. Rusty is your son."

~~~ TBC ~~~

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