Hmm so what did you think of the last chapter? So sorry it has taken me so long to update geez I know how annoying that can be , just been super busy at the moment sorry once again and I hope you enjoy this chapter .
Nicks jaw hung open . Oh my God he thought stepping back, oh my God., his heart pounded hard against his chest as he read and re read the note that was clutched tightly in his slightly shaking hands the paper crimpling in his grasp . His eyebrows furrowed in a mixture of confusion and concentration, surely this wasn't right? He thought sitting down on the edge of the bed. It couldn't be could it? He ran a hand through his hair as he read it once more a smile forming on his lips. He couldn't believe what he was seeing, was he dreaming? What if this was just some sort of practical joke? His heart sank at the thought. If it was he was going to kill the guys they knew (not that he had ever confessed) what this meant to him. As he began to form a plan of revenge the neat, swirly handwriting that was laced across the paper caught distracted him more so the signature at the bottom ..." Jess" he breathed brushing his thumb over the name as if it was the most precious thing in the world. But No that was the person who and written it the flawless creature that was stood in the kitchen not ten feet away from where he sat. He looked at the closed door of his bedroom . As much as he wanted to believe the words he held in his hand he still couldn't get the idea out of his mind that this was one cruel trick , they must have tricked her into it somehow , forged her handwriting ...nick shut up your over thinking they'd never be as mean or clever for that matter to do that ..Geez what have you become? What has Caroline turned you into? This paranoid little man with not enough self esteem to actually believe that what he has wanted for months may actually be happening. Because it was happening Jess had written this note, she had left him something, she had told him that herself but that meant that this was real. A wide grin returned to his face as he let out a sigh of contentment.
For a moment he was calm, happy in the knowledge of what had just occurred but then the panic took over as he thought of what would happen next, what should he do ?. Can he just come out with it? Should he play it cool? Man he wasn't good at this but then again he never had been. Placing the note on the blue sheets next to him he rested his head in his hands, his brain working furiously to keep up with his fast beating heart. Because that , his heart of course knew what to do he just needed to convince himself that that was the correct thing. He flopped back in frustration Starring up at the white ceiling above . Turning his head he saw it. The perfect solution, well maybe this would probably make him look like an idiot but before he had the chance to talk himself out of it he stood up to carry out the first part of his plan leaving the note discarded on his bed .
Dear Nicolas
Lately I've wanted to tell you something. Something that I only just admitted to myself, I would of told you in person but every time I get close I freak out but I just can't carry on feeling this way without telling someone and who better than you right? Ok hear it goes I really don't want to mess up what we have your my best friend but the thing is I like you nick ..Perhaps more than I should . Lately I've been feeling differently about you well I think deep down I've been feeling this way for a while. you confuse me nick , you make me smile , you make me laugh , you make me madder than anybody else on this planet but that's just you and id never want to change that ...I think I love you
Jess
So what do you think? I must have written about ten different versions of that note , still not 100% happy with it but oh well wanted to give you a little something ( and I know its a little chapter ) , thank you for reading it means a lot . please review and let me know what you think it's really helpful and I love reading your opinion the customer is always right after all ( not that your buying my story I just thought that would be quite a fitting expression haha oh Gosh I'm rambling again sorry just thanks for reading and I hope you enjoyed ) x