Chapter 4
Gone Far Far Away
JasPov
I had ran to somewhere in the New York State region. I had stopped and hunted about 4 times. I wanted to keep with my veggie life style and not disappoint Alice if I was ever to come back. I rented myself an apartment and hoped by sheer luck they had decided to not come after me. I checked my phone. Three missed calls and 3 voicemails. Plus there were 3 texts all from Alice telling me that she loved me and to come home and that no one was angry. I just couldn't accept that. Edward probably wanted to kill me. I had hurt the one thing besides for Bella that he cherished and gave his entire being to save. This thought brought me to dry sobs and I curled up into a ball on the bed and started to sob. It was a couple hours later when I started to think about the hurt and pain I had caused. I didn't know why I loved her so much and I didn't know why I thirsted for her blood. This puzzled me to no end. This brought the pain back and I began to sob. I reached for my phone to realize that no one would be at the other end.
Alice Pov
I don't why he did this but I knew he would come back. I still loved him to no end and that would never change. I called him knowing he wouldn't answer. I hoped I could find out what happened from Nessie but I knew that she wouldn't want to hurt me. Then my hope faltered as she had an isolated incident of amnesia. She wouldn't remember it at all and I didn't want to pry and cause potentially painful flash backs or worse… enjoyable ones. I decided to go see her.
Nessie Pov
I awoke to find Jake wrapped around me like a taco. He was snoring like a chainsaw decimating a rainforest. I snuggled into his chest and he gave a small sigh before continuing on that rainforest he was cutting. I could tell he wasn't as worried now. He seemed more relaxed I guess I was starting to pick up skills from Uncle Jasper. The thought of his name made me have a sharp pain in my stomach. I looked down to check what I wearing. Sweats and a tee shirt, it was what I was wearing before. I struggled to remember what happened I was talking with Uncle Jasper and then it goes black. I tried to push past the darkness but I just get that pain again. I decide to let it alone for now. Jake stirred and wrapped his arms around me. I turned so I was straddling his stomach. My face in nestled in his chest.
"How do you feel", He said tiredly.
"Better" I replied. My nose caught a whiff of something. I could smell his arousal. He was obviously having morning wood. I giggled and cooed seductively, "Does Little Jakey need some attention."
He giggled and said in a little kid voice, "Yes he's feeling very lonely today." He started to grind his erection into the crouch of my pants.
Suddenly I jumped back and grabbed his hand. I was remembering something. I was in Jasper's Room. I was giving him a hug he was crying. A fierce growl started to form in his throat.
I snapped back to reality and gave a blood curdling scream. I began to cry. Waves of fear and pain began to wash over me. Jake pulled me into a tight hug and startled to whisper, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to bring this back" over and over again. I heard a phone dialing and Jake saying, "I think she remembered something" I felt like I was about to throw up. I ran into the bathroom as I opened the toilet I threw up hard. After I just lay on the floor and cried until I fell asleep from sheer exhaustion. I awoke the smell of fresh bacon and eggs. There was a plate of them in the door way with ketchup making a smiley face. "Jake" I thought with a tiny smirk.
While I ate hastily a voice from the other room said, "Slow down your going to make yourself sick again" There was my mother stretching her mother tone again. There was another voice after that I think It was Aunt Alice's. I just could not talk to her today… I hated myself because I drove Uncle Jasper away somehow. I threw the plate against the wall shattering it and breaking it into pieces. I began to sob holding myself. I heard a knock on the door. Tears forming in my eyes. Suddenly all the emotion and feelings I was holding in came out.
The door flew open and Alice was hugging me tight rocking back and forth saying, "I don't hate you, I love you, He left because he hated himself for hurting you, you didn't ruin anything." This moment I just broke down. If it wasn't for Alice holding me and knowing exactly what I was about to say I think I would have melted into a puddle of tears on the floor. We were there for at least an hour. Afterward Alice and I talked about what I saw and if Jasper is ever going to come home. I still felt horrible but I knew we might be able to get past this. I wondered if Jasper was alone or how he was feeling. Alice told me she was leaving to go find him but she didn't know if he would come back. I reached for my phone opened a new message and texted him the message; "I love you, Please come home, No one wants to harm you, we can work this out, I never wanted to hurt you or Alice." I really hoped this message convinced him to come home
Authors Note; ok well I'm going to keep writing but it might take me a while for the next chapter... I've been busy a lot thanks to my loyal reviewers…. If you don't like it I appreciate if you would tell me why… Not just say "Your Writing sucks" Ok well next chapter I will be developing the plot.