Hey Guys! Please read chapter 3 for the full Authors Note. I just uploaded two chapters, because I wanted to get this out. This is a biggie and I felt that because of my absence, I should upload this one.
Chapter 4
BPOV
Ever since the bonfire, Edward and I seemed a bit off. I don't know what it was, but he seemed more possessive and jealous that he used to be. He never wanted me hanging out in the reservation, but lately, he's been stopping me from going, which really pissed me off. I swear I was just going to sneak out, pah, as if I could sneak out on a vampire. But it wasn't going to stop me.
"Bella, what are you thinking? You have a very thoughtful look about you." Ugh, seriously Edward, you don't need to be so nosy.
"Oh nothing, just thinking about school. And other stuff, you wouldn't understand"
"Really Bella? Try me then, I think I might be able to understand more than you think"
"No Ed, it's private. I just can't. I'm sorry."
"Whatever Bella, just remember I'll always be here for you. No matter what."
Really? We were sitting out in the middle of the forest, in our secret place but would he really accept anything I told him? I really doubt that if I told him what I thought really deep down, that he would support me. The truth of the matter was that I'm really intrigued with Leah. I know the girl hates me, but I couldn't help it. There was a real pull that I felt between us. I couldn't explain it, and if I asked her, she'd probably punch me and tell me that I'm a creep and fuck off.
"Ed, can you take me home, I'm feeling a bit tired. I want to catch up on some much needed sleep."
"Okay love, do you want me to stay?"
"No go hunt, have fun with Emmett and Jazz. I'll be fine for a while. I call you when I need you."
"Okay, remember I'm just a phone call away." I'll remember, he tells me that every single day.
After Edward dropped me off at my house, I went to take a shower. Warm, long, it felt really good. I needed something to relax. I changed into a pair of black sweats and a white tank and went to my room. I was surprised to find that someone had left a note on my bed. I wondered what it was, it couldn't be from Edward, he was out with the rest of the Cullens or hunting. I hesitantly walked to my bed and opened the note.
Dear Bella,
I know that I acted horribly to you that night. I'm sorry for it. I regret it now and I hope you can forgive me. I was just stressed and had things going on that night. I just couldn't take it. I'd really like to get to know you and I hope you want to get to know me. If you would, will you join me for dinner tonight? If you do please call me at 462 – 8301.
Sincerely,
Leah Clearwater
Wow, I was really not expecting that. Leah Clearwater, wanted to get to know me. I was very surprised. I didn't know how to take this. Sure I was flattered, I knew I had a strange connecting with her, but I couldn't place my finger on it. This might be the perfect time to ask her. I took a deep breath and took out my cell phone.
Ring….
Ring…
Ring…
"Hello?"
"Hi uhm., Leah? Its Bella, I got your note. I'm flattered. I'd be delighted to join you."
"Oh really! Thank you Bella. What's a good time for me to pick you up? Say around 7?"
"7 would be great, thanks Leah. Listen, I forgive you for that night. I never really blamed you. It wasn't my place to judge."
"Yes, but it was still no excuse for how I acted. And I thank you for your forgiveness. It helps more than you know. Anyways I'll see you tonight."
Oh my God! What time was it? Shit it's like 5 now. I only have two hours to get ready. I didn't know how to dress, I didn't want to overdress, because I don't think this is a date, at least I don't think it is. But at the same time, I wanted to impress her. What? Why did I want to do that? Man I must be losing my marbles. Oh well, since I just took a shower, time to step into the closet and pick out some clothes.
I swear it took me like.. 45 minutes to pick something. I finally settled on a white dress shirt and some nice black slacks. I didn't want to wear heels, but since Leah was a lot taller than me, I decided I should. They were only about 2 inch ones, so they weren't too bad. After I had picked out a necklace and some rings, and did my makeup, Leah would be here in 5 minutes.
I went to sit in the living room and waited. 7 o'clock came around and Leah was here right spot on. I went out to her car and she got out and gave me a hug. Hmm.. I didn't peg Leah for a touchy feely person. Oh well, I returned her hug and when we broke apart, greeted her.
"Hi Leah, thanks for taking me out to dinner. I hope we'll be able to get to know each other better."
"Me too Bella. I'm going to take you to a nice restaurant and we can just chat."
"Thank sounds great. Let's go."
The drive there was mostly silent, but it wasn't an awkward silence, it was the kind that you know something great will happen when you get to where you're going. I just didn't know what.
She took me to a little Italian restaurant, which was pretty much the only nice one in Forks. When we were seated we got two waters and started to talk.
"So Leah.. What made you want to get to know me? I mean, I didn't judge, but you didn't seem to like me much."
"Oh.. you know, this and that. You hang out at the rez, and I guess I wanted to get the know the white girl who makes such a presence on the rez."
"Ah, yeah, I could see why that would fascinate you. But anyways, I'm kinda curious about you. Tell me a bit about yourself."
"There's really nothing to tell. I'm the only female you-know-what in the pack. And well, it gets kind of old, listening to guys all the time. I can be a mega bitch, but I don't really have any girlfriends. It's kind of sad."
"Well, I don't really think you're as bad as they say. Being a bitch is kinda over-rated" I joked
"Haha, yeah sometimes it is. But it's fun."
"Yup. It is." After that little exchange, our food came. Leah ordered like 3 times as much as I did, but I guess there was the werewolf appetite to think about.
"So, Bella.. how much do you know about werewolves?"
"Not much. Jake told me about all the powers and phasing and stuff. Oh and he mentioned imprinting, but he didn't say much."
"Well, I feel like I should tell you more about imprinting. It's basically just when a wolf finds his or her mate. It feels like gravity isn't holding them to the Earth anymore, it's that person. The wolf will do anything for said person. And well.. I need to tell you something else."
What? What else could she tell me, sure I felt a pull towards Leah but.. Wait.. Am I her imprint? I couldn't be..
"You're my imprint Bella. The night of the bonfire, it was made known to me, and I was scared. I didn't know what to do. I mean, finding your mate among your enemies, isn't something you see every day. I just needed time to think. And now that I have, I know that I'm meant to be with you, and I always will be until you send me away."
Wow that was a lot to process. I didn't know how to take it. Leah was my mate? For some reason I was really.. happy? Who wouldn't be? I found my mate, in the form of tribal girl Leah Clearwater. Would I accept it, yes I would, I do.
"Really Leah? That really means a lot. I'm happy you came to me about this. I think I'm ready for it too. I mean, I really want this, and I want this relationship. I just don't know how to deal with Edward, but I'm sure we'll figure out something."
"Yes, I swear I'll protect you, from Edward and anyone else who tries to take you from me."
Little jealous there? Oh well, on Edward it was less than flattering. On Leah, I think it's kind of sexy.
After that little speech, I decided to take a risk. I leaned over and kissed Leah. It was the best kiss I've ever had. Edward was nothing compared to this. She had full, kissable lips. After we broke apart, I instantly missed her closeness.
"Wow Bella, that was amazing. Will you do something for me?"
"Of course what it is?"
"Come home with me"
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