AN: so here it is...finally sorry life got busy again but I'm back and I'm getting closer to finishing this one...maybe. I think I'm only going to do a couple more chapters of this one but I'm still not quite sure...either way enjoy!
as usual i still do not own Naruto or the characters
I woke to find myself chained to a wall in a dark room, alone. I could vaguely make out voices on the other side of the door but couldn't tell what they were saying.
Looking around the room all I could make out in the darkness were more chains hanging from the wall.
"What the fuck do we do with her then?" I head someone practically scream from behind the door.
"Shut up Hidan!" came another almost scream.
The door opened and I snapped my eyes shut in the light. Someone unchained my wrists and pulled me up by my ponytail flooding my mind with unpleasant memories. I shook my head slightly pushing them away and focusing on the present moment. I was in an office of sorts surrounded by eight guys and a single blue haired girl.
"Who are you?" the one who seemed to be in charge demanded. His orange hair was wild and his many piercings added to his over all wild "look".
"My names Deidara." I mumbled keeping my eyes down.
"I'm assuming you know where you are?" he asked.
I nodded. "Please, can you help me?" I looked up my eyes filled with pleas.
He studied me for a minute before looking past me at someone.
I felt a silent conversation going on around me and dropped my eyes to the floor again letting them figure it out because frankly I didn't care if I lived or died.
"You can stay for now, but you are not guaranteed a place here in Akatsuki." He said.
I nodded.
"Sasori you are his partner, seeing as you are the only one without one." He said pointing to a boy who looked to be in his middle to late teens, with striking red hair that reminded me of Gaara's
"Okay. Now tell me, what am I not allowed to do to him, just so you don't have to yell at me again?" the boy asked with a voice like music.
"Make him a puppet. Other than that I don't care as long as he doesn't die. We don't want another situation like your old partner. Now everybody get out of my office." He said sitting down.
I followed the redhead and the rest of the group out of the office into a long hallway, which lead to a living room area.
"So what's your story?" a fish like man asked me as I was pushed down onto the couch.
"Um…what do you mean?" I asked trying to avoid answering, which seemed unlikely.
"Why were you alone in the forest?" he clarified.
"I ran away." I mumbled looking at the floor.
"Okay. Why did you run away?" he asked a slight edge of annoyance to his voice.
"I don't know." I said as it finally hit me that I didn't actually know why I had. "I thought you could help me."
"Help you with what kid? I'm starting to get annoyed here if you haven't figured it out yet." He said annoyance clear as a bell in his voice.
"I'm not sure everything just got so complicated with dad being arrested and everything. I just needed to escape from people telling me what I need to do." I mumbled feeling someone's hand on my back. I looked up to see the redhead smiling sympathetically at me before he pulled me into a hug. I froze for a second in surprise but then slowly released the tension in my shoulders and relaxed slightly.
"Come on." He said pulling me after him down the hall and into a small bedroom.
He closed the door behind me and locked it before walking to lie down on one of the two beds in the room.
I looked at the shelves full of puppets lining the walls and shuddered internally, I'd never liked puppets.
"How about you? What's you art form?" he asked noticing that I was looking at the puppets.
I looked over at him. "I'm a sculptor." I mumbled before sitting on the other bed staring at the floor.
Sasori slowly crept up behind me and laced his arms around my neck from behind leaning to whisper in my ear "It's okay Deidei. I can help you."
I turned my head slightly towards his voice and looked at him out of the corner of my eye. Before I knew it he'd turned me and pinned me to the bed and was hovering over me smiling sympathetically. "I'll heal your wounds for you Deidei." He whispered before pressing his lips to mine.
I pushed against his chest but he didn't budge instead just pulled back and smiled darkly at me. "I'm stronger than that hun." He returned to my lips and I opened my mouth to protest but felt his tongue slid into my mouth and explore. I kicked and squirmed trying to get away from him but failed only making him laugh at my feeble attempts.
"You do have a lot to learn don't you Deidei?" He said his smile full of amusement.
He stopped laughing a few seconds later and held a kunai to my throat threateningly. "I would stop moving if I were you or this is going to hurt a lot more than you want it to."
I froze and he smiled slowly trailing the kunai down my chest slicing the fabric of my shirt as he did so, before slowly stopping just above the waistband of my jeans. He glanced up at me flashing another dark smile, and slowly slid the point of the kunai under the waistband teasing me. He sliced lightly at my chest just enough to draw a thin line of blood and dropped the kunai to the floor as he let his tongue trail along the red line, before moving to my neck, and biting down enough to draw blood and sucking at it egarly.
I opened my mouth and screamed before it was quickly cut off by his mouth back on mine his tongue silencing me.
I could hear footsteps outside in the hall stop in front of the door and kicked at Sasori to get him off me, again failing.
"Sasori are you fucking him?" came a voice from the door. "Don't you think you should give him at least a little bit of time to adjust before you do that?"
Sasori moved his mouth off mine putting a finger to my lips as he slowly reached down to undo my pants.
"Stop!" I squeaked. He instantly had his lips on mine silencing me again.
"Sasori! Pein wants to talk to you." A different voice rang from the doorway.
"Tell him to wait I'm busy." Sasori yelled to the door.
"What are you doin'? Fuckin' the new kid?" the voice questioned full of disgust.
"Just tell him I'm busy!" Sasori yelled.
"All right but he ain't gonna be happy bout that." They mumbled as they walked away.
Sasori rolled his eyes
And sure enough not even five minutes later someone was pounding on the door angrily. "Sasori get your ass out here." He yelled pounding harder.
Sasori removed his lips from mine and glared at the door before standing and slowly walking towards it to reveal the man who'd talked to me before.
"What do you want Pein?" Sasori asked clearly annoyed.
The man, Pein, glared at him sharply. "I need to talk to you, alone." He said his eyes flickering up to me still lying on the bed tears running down my cheeks.
Sasori looked back at me before following Pein down the hall to his office. "Stay put."
I waited till the door to the office was shut before breaking down sobbing, curling up into a ball on the bed.
I jumped when I felt someone rubbing my shoulder soothingly and slowly peeked between my bangs to see a face much like Sasuke's framed by black hair watching me with no emotion on his face.
"You're okay." He said softly his red eyes staring deeply into mine.
In a moment of not thinking I turned and wrapped my arms around his neck and buried my head in his shoulder sobbing harder. I calmed slightly as I felt his arms wrap around me his thumb rubbing small circles on my shoulder soothingly.
"He's a rough one." The man said softly.
I nodded slightly and closed my eyes wishing I were back at home, wishing I was in Gaara's arms instead of a strangers.
"I'll talk to Pein and see what I can do about Sasori. We all know what he's capable of." He mumured into my ear.
I squeezed my eyes closed tighter.
"Itachi get away from my Deidei." Sasori said darkly from the doorway. "I'm not done playing yet."
"Sasori don't you think he's had enough for today?" Itachi said calmly.
"I say when he's done! Not you." Sasori almost yelled.
"Fine. But go easy on the kid, he's not used to this." Itachi said slowly pulling out of my arms. I clung tightly to him and my breath got faster as I started to panic.
"No, don't leave me. Please don't leave me!" I sobbed tears running freely again.
"It's fine, I'll come back later ok, Deidara. You're fine." Itachi said before slipping out the door.
Sasori slammed the door shut and locked it before returning to hovering over me. "Now, where were we?"
He smiled darkly and pressed his lips to mine to silence my cries as his hand slowly undid my pants.
I closed my eyes and screamed but he absorbed the scream by sliding his tongue into my mouth gagging me slightly. I felt him slide my boxers down and I squirmed trying to get away again, but failing. Sasori moved his hand to my nipple and pinched twisting it in his fingers. I squeezed my eyes closed as tears ran down my cheeks.
"What's wrong Deidei? You don't like me?" Sasori asked smiling darkly as he moved his lips down my neck leaving a soft trail of kisses as he made his way to my other nipple slowly running circles around it with his tongue, enjoying seeing me squirm. He trailed his tongue over my chest to my collarbone placing a light kiss there before moving his lips to my ear.
"Get ready." He whispered before he thrust in.
My scream echoed through the halls and he smiled before sliding out slowly then picking up his pace making me scream over and over while hot tears ran down my cheeks and my hands fisted the sheets.
Through the pain of it all I felt a small bit of pleasure slowly growing and I felt myself getting hard.
"Well look at that, you are enjoying this." Sasori said laughing wickedly in my ear.
I turned my head away from him and bit down hard on my lips drawing blood as I felt myself peak then felt him peak moments later.
"Shower's that way." He murmured softly in my ear before lightly tracing my chest and standing up getting dressed.
I watched him close the door and disappear into the hallway before I made my way to the bathroom standing under the scalding hot water trying to get his filth off me.
The water pounded my skin and memories started flooding back from when I was ten. I opened my eyes and pushed them away before turning off the shower and getting dressed again. I looked at my shirt it was the only one that I had with me and it was shreded practically. I dropped it back to the floor and looked in the mirror at my tear stained face before pulling a black tee shirt over my head that had been sitting on the desk in the corner.
The door opened and I pressed my back against the cold tile of the wall hoping he wasn't back.
"Deidara come ou-." Tobi running into the room cut off Itachi's voice.
"Tobi talked to Pein-senpai just like you told him to, Tobi's a good boy!" the hyper boy said acting like a child even thought he was in his early twenties.
"Yes, Tobi is a good boy, now Tobi needs to go so I can talk to Deidara." Itachi said calmly.
"Tobi wants to know who Deidara is?" Tobi questioned glancing around the room.
"Deidara is the new kid. You saw him didn't you?" Itachi asked.
"Tobi didn't see Deidara. Where is Deidara?" Tobi called through the room.
I pressed myself closer to the wall waiting for him to leave.
"I don't know where Deidara is." Itachi said softly while he looked around the room.
"Tobi will find him!" Tobi yelled before running directly into the bathroom and grabbing my wrist. He dragged me out into the room and stood in front of Itachi. "Tobi's a good boy! Tobi found Deidara!"
I pushed hard against his grasp on my wrist and scratched at his hand tears starting to roll down my cheeks.
"Tobi let him go." Itachi said calmly. Tobi let go of my wrist and I fell to the floor from the momentum and looked into my eyes filled with pure terror.
"Tobi wants to know what's wrong with Deidara?" Tobi asked turning to Itachi.
"Tobi scared the shit out of him that's what. Get out Tobi." Itachi growled.
Tobi ran from the room and Itachi held out his hand to me. "Come on."
I cautiously took his hand and followed him out into the hallway.
"Sasori broke another one did he?" A voice asked from behind me making me jump. I wrapped my arms around Itachi's arm and squeezed my eyes shut holding back tears.
"Yes. What are you going to tell Pein, Konan?" Itachi asked keeping his voice level.
"Well let me see the kid first then I'll tell Pein how bad he hurt the kid." Konana said pushing off from the wall where she'd been leaning and stepping closer to me.
"Konan stop, not here in the hallway." Itachi said turned and leading me to his room, Konan following a few paces behind watching me.
I perched on the edge of the bed my eyes darting around the room.
"He did quite a number on this one didn't he?" Konan said kneeling in front of me. I watched her for a second before slowly inching back away from her.
"Deidara stop she's not going to hurt you. She just needs to see what Sasori did so she can tell Pein." Itachi said from behind me blocking me from moving back any further. I looked back at the girl and she looked deep into my eyes searching for something.
"Can I look at your chest?" she asked calmly.
I nodded slightly and watched her lift the edge of my shirt up to reveal my scared chest. I noticed her gasp and Itachi's and lowered my head so my bangs were covering my face and they couldn't see me crying. My tears gave me away though, dripping from my chin.
Konan pushed my bangs aside and looked me in the eye. "You are not the only one he's done this to, he's done worse than this before as well."
I shook my head, she didn't understand. "He didn't do this to me."
"Then who did?" she asked still watching my eyes.
I turned my head away from her but she caught my chin and held my gaze in hers. "Who did this to you?"
I closed my eyes and gave up. "My father did." I whispered as more tears left my eyes.
She let go of my chin and traced the long cut down the center of my chest, which was still bleeding a little. "This is fresh." She murmured. "Sasori made this one."
I nodded even though it wasn't a question.
"Don't let Sasori in here." Konan said standing up and looking at Itachi. "I'm going to find Tobi, then talk to Pein."
Itachi nodded.
"Deidara." Konan said softly. I raised my eyes slightly still not meeting hers. "He really broke this one. Maybe not as physically as previous partners, but defiantly emotionally."
Konan left the room in search of Tobi and Itachi pulled me back by my ponytail until he could see my face and I was looking at him upside down.
"Hmm I see what she means." He murmured before letting go of my hair and letting my head fall back to looking at the floor.
I pulled my knees to my chest and wrapped my arms tightly around them resting my forehead on my knees and closing my eyes.
thank you for reading! R&R
-Whisper