Disclaimer: I do NOT own Kuroshitsuji/Black Butler and sadly never will. *cries in corner*

Title:Your Attachment

Pairings: Sebastian/Ciel

Rating: T / Pg-13

Genre:Drama/Angst/Romance

Summary:He needed me. As for myself? Well...I needed a lot of things. Too bad pretending to be a girl while also pretending to be Sebastian's girl friend weren't some of them.

Timeline: Actual universe. Also known as 21st century.

Warnings: Will eventually be yaoi! (Sorry mom.)
sorry for OOCness. I won't try to have it that way, but since it is AU it will have to be slightly OOC. Also, I will place warnings on the chapters that have yaoi, so don't worry. This chapter is yaoi free! 8D

Status: Continuing

Beta read by LeileiKatanerei

Your Attachment

By Sasurealian

Chapter Four

I sat in the same room as last night except this time I was a boy and not a girl. The rain was still coming down in sheets and Sebastian stood before me with a stupid grin on his stupid face.

I smugly glared at him with crossed arms as he held a towel out in front of me.

"Touch me with the towel and I'll bite you."

Sebastian didn't falter as his eyes closed reminding me of an 'n'.

"But you'll get sick if you go to bed with wet hair. Goodness, it is dripping down your shoulders, Keyon."

Sebastian inched towards me and I flinched back in disgust. Although I lost this little fight once the towel engulfed my head and began to rub the water dry. My eyes were narrowed in a deathly hint of do-not-touch-me, but Sebastian had this issue where he ignored the warning signs.

"Look…..'Sebastian…'" His name came out as an insult on my tongue, "I don't want to stay here, so if you would PLEASE stop rubbing my head and let me go I would be obliged."

He removed the white towel from my hair and smirked with his whole features, "But the rain outside is harmful. You wouldn't want to be caught in that, would you?"

On the inside I wanted to say anything is better than being here, but decided against it. He would only argue with me and that would result in another pointless quarrel I would lose.

I peered towards the window and noticed it was cracked open. A light bulb flashed inside my head as an idea was present.

"Sebastian, I'm feeling really tired now." I said as I pretended to stretched and yawn. This resulted in a contagious yawn from Sebastian. "And it looks as if you're tired, too."

Sebastian raised a brow and hummed, "Is that so? Well then, you should go to sleep. I'll wake you up tomorrow and take you back to the café."

I munched on my lower lip as I watched him curiously. This guy was sly, so I had to watch it.

See, there were a lot of red flashing signs going off in my head. One of which was that Sebastian was playing along all too well. I couldn't tell if he was serious or joking and that worried me because I didn't want my own plans to bite me in the ass.

"Right, well…..if you'll excuse me." I threw the covers over my head and hid my irate face. I heard a tiny chuckle and the sound of feet tapping against the floor then the door opened and closed. I remained still until I felt it was safe to come out from under the covers.

"Thank god." I sighed as I pulled the blanket from over my face and looked around the room. Good, no sign of that idiot.

"Keyon."

"Fuck!" I must have jumped twelve feet in the air and my heart was now racing. "W-why are you still in here! GET OUT!"

I pointed towards the door and Sebastian made a B-line for it with his usual Sebastian-y smirk plastered on his face. It was becoming so annoying the way he looked at me. It reminded me of some creature that wasn't human. I huffed once I made sure he was gone. Then I waited.

I waited to make sure he wouldn't return because the last thing I wanted him to see was me climbing out the cracked window.

Once I felt the coast was clear I pitter-pattered my way over to the window. The rain was smashing against the glass making me shudder. All I was wearing was a plain white button up shirt and some shorts that Sebastian gave me. Oh and of course my bag which was slung around my shoulder.

I slid my fingers under the peered window and pulled it up letting a blast of chilly rain eat on my flesh. I immediately got goose bumps, but realized there was no stopping it. If I stayed here then I couldn't get back my wig and dress before tomorrow for work. Besides, Keyon didn't even exist and I needed to erase him before Sebastian figured everything out.

I looked down below and realized I was up two stories. The fall might kill me, but then again it might not. I began to weigh my options, but then my eyes glanced towards a shaking tree. The wind blew the branches and swayed it back and forth like a rocking chair.

I reached my arm out towards the tree and my hand caught grip of the stem. I then pulled my entire body to the windowsill and leaned forward. I knew if this little charade of mine failed I would fall to my death, but I had to get out of here. I couldn't let Sebastian figure out who I really was.

I closed my eyes and held my breath, but then paused. Closing my eyes probably wasn't a bright move on my part. Not like it mattered since I couldn't see a damn thing anyway. Chancing my luck I finally leaped out the window and clawed desperately to the tree. I swung down the branch and locked my arms around another thicker one. I felt a wave of relief wash over myself once the ground was only a few feet away. I released my hold and dropped to the mushy mud. I was alive and I was out of the house. Now to get out of here!

Okay, so sit back and eat your popcorn while I tell you why this was a dumbass idea by Ciel Phantomhive.

See, what I failed to understand was that Sebastian's driveway was two miles long and with the rain and the wind and the rain….and did I mention RAIN! Oh I did? Huh…that's good. That was all that I could feel, taste, and smell. It was cold and here I was in a thin white shirt. It was complete soaked through and I had goose bumps everywhere. I mean EVERYWHERE!

Finally after what felt like an eternity I made it to the end of the drive way. I climbed under the security gate and stared onto the road before me. I sniffled back the wetness in my nose and rolled my eyes at the coming sickness. I was going to be sick as a dying man tomorrow. Not thrilled.

There wasn't a car in site on the deserted road. Night had come deep and the time I didn't know, but I was sure it was late.

The rain came down harder – if possible – and pelted over my whole body. I couldn't see too far in front of me, but I had an idea of where I was headed.

I felt like my legs were going to fall off. I had been walking for nearly two hours when I finally stopped and stared at a light. The house was located in a small neighborhood, but this house I knew all too well.

Luckily the rain had cooled down and it was only sprinkling. I walked up to the porch and rang my shirt out and glared once I watched a gallon of water drop onto the porch. Yea, I was defiantly going to be sick. I was shivering like a small child on Halloween and my fingers were turning blue.

I gulped as I knocked on the door before me. It took a while before someone finally pulled the door open only to find them staring at me confused.

"C-Ciel…? What the hell?"

"ALOIS!" I shouted as I pushed past him into the house. "Damnit, you live so frigging far!"

"Why are you wet?" The blonde asked as he rubbed the sleep from his eyes.

I crossed my arms and scoffed, "W-well, it was raining duh!"

Alois pointed and laughed at me. I quirked a brow as he clenched his middle as he lost his breath. "Oh my gosh! You look like a rat! You should see yourself! Y-you….haha…oh wow….Ciel….."

I put my hands over my ears and growled, "Shut up shut up! God Alois you're an irritation to life!"

"An umbrella, 10 dollars. A raincoat, 25 dollars. Ciel drenched wet…PRICELESS!" Alois fell to the floor and laughed even harder while I hissed death threats at him, "For everything else there's mastercard."

I finally kicked him in the ass with my wet shoe, "Shut up you faggot!"

Alois wiped the tears from his eyes and stood up as he tried to compose himself, "You-you're all wet, Ciel. Ciel is wet…..hehe…..Ciel and wet is a fun sentence to say."

That only earned Alois a punch to the jaw.

Twenty minutes later we sat on his couch as he nursed his lip with an ice pack. "Look, I need a new dress and a wig. Tell your father I'm sorry once he wakes up."

Alois smiled slyly at me, "You mean you want the extra he has in the back room huh? It is going to cost you."

I snorted, "Fuck you. Just give it to me."

Alois wagged his pointer finger back and forth, "Atatat, you can't have the dress and wig until you do something for me."

Alois is a sadist. I am not going to add more or less to that sentence because everything about that sentence is perfectly correct. That boy's name probably showed up next to the definition sadist; either that or his father. He wasn't even related to the blonde yet he was almost as bad at him.

I threw daggers at Alois as my eyes bore into his. That stupid upturn of his lips stayed glued to his face, "What do I have to do…?"

"Here is your tea…m-master…"

Alois giggled, "Why thank you miss."

I felt a shiver slide down my spine as I stood in my maid outfit hovering above Alois. Did he realize it was 3 AM in the morning and that I had a terrible cold coming on and that on top of that I wanted to SLEEP? Oh you're right. It didn't cross his mind at all.

"ACHOO." I wiped my nose with my free hand as I watched Alois sip his tea gleefully.

"Can I go now?"

"Hmm, dunnno. I really like watching you prance around in that maid outfit." Alois deviously smirked at me, "All for me."

I slapped the tray on the table and folded my arms into my chest, "I am feeling really sick. I have a headache and my nose is stuffy. Let me sleep!"

Alois sighed as he took one last sip of the tea I made, "Okay fine. I'll take you home I guess."

It then struck me that wait a second I don't have a home and the only home I truly have right now is with that…that perverted man. I watched as Alois stood up and walked to get his keys. This was going to be the moment I regretted most in my entire life.

"Alois…ummm, I think I should stay here tonight."

Alois paused in mid-step, "Oh? I didn't realize you like being here with me." He purred out.

Alois turned on his heels and skipped over to me and wrapped his arms around my naked shoulders, "All you had to do was ask."

I slapped his hands and puffed my cheeks, "No, you stupid. By the time I get home and into bed it is going to be god knows what time. You are going to take me to work tomorrow anyway, so let me just sleep on your couch. Nothing special, so shut up."

Alois frowned with a moan, "Awww, I thought you were starting to like me. Dammit." Alois pouted before he walked back into his room mumbling.

I took the next few minutes stripping myself of the maid outfit and wig.

"ACHOO!" I growled as I sniffled back once again. Life totally hated me. It was all evident now.

I fell over onto the couch and drifted off the sleep in less than a minute.

The next morning reminded me a lot of hell. I had never felt so much like shit before and the loud obnoxious Alois didn't cure any of the headaches and nasal congestion I was having.

"And then I was like 'stop you horrible beast!' I took out my sword and stabbed him right in the heart and he fell over DEAD!" Alois grinned ear to ear, "I totally won that fight and was the king of the town."

I banged my head against the window repeatedly as Alois blabbed on and on.

"Ciel, if you continue that your headache will never go away." Alois advised while I plotted his death behind his back.

"Boys, play nice back there or else I'm docking your pay." Why did Claude have to always ruin everything? I rolled my blue eyes to the back of my head.

"Tell Alois to stop ranting about his stupid dreams. I'm trying to sleep before we get to hell."

Alois leaned over on my side of the car as he batted his cerulean eyes at me, "You know you like to hear my sexy voice, Ciel. Don't play innocent."

I flicked his forehead as I sniffled back more mucus in my nose, "The next word that comes out of your mouth, Trancy, will be your last."

"Ciel."

"What?"

"If you kill my son I am not going to bury his body."

I beamed a look towards the outside window, "Oh, of course not."

Alois could only rant on some more which resulted in me pulling out my Ipod that I carried with me everywhere. This would be one of those special moments I craved it the most.

"Here is your soup my lady." I said sweetly as I placed a tray before a young woman. She flashed her rosy face back at mine as she thanked me and I walked away heading towards the bathroom for the 90th time that day.

I blew my nose and looked at my reflection in the mirror. I looked terrible! Everything about myself looked dead. I was pale and my eyes were blood shot red. There was even crust around my nose where I wiped it raw.

"Ciel, stop staring at your ugly ass in the mirror and get out here and serve these tables!"

Claude was really starting to piss me off. I hissed under my breath as I walked out of the bathroom and continued to serve customers.

"Here, Ciel, take this cake out to table four." Alois asked in his serious voice. That boy was beginning to scare me again. I hated it when he acted all serious on me.

I took the cake from his hands and then…

"A-ACHOO!"

"Goddammit, Ciel! You sneezed in the cake!"

I gazed down on the cake in front of me and furrowed my brows. Oops.

Claude came up from behind me and grabbed my shoulders, "You're out."

"W-what?" I cried as I looked up at him, "It isn't my fault that-"

"No, you're not fired, just excused until you get better. You're not allowed back in the café until you do. Go home, Ciel." Claude lead me outside the shop and once he shoved me out he locked the door and gave me an apathetic wave. I curled my fists at my side and growled kicking the door. How the hell was I suppose to get home if I didn't effing have one!

"Oh there you are."

I instantly froze at the voice from behind me.

"I was told by your cousin Keyon that you would be here today. Although I am not sure as to why you weren't waiting for me last night like I asked?"

I turned around slowly and gazed at the raven haired man, "Oh shut up. I was busy…doing…things…"

Sebastian approached me and stared hard into my eyes, "You look really pale. Are you feeling alright?"

I backed away until I hit the locked door of the café, "Stop staring at me like that. It is none of your business."

"You are my business."

Fuck him to the farthest pits of hell. I hated him and his snooty comments.

"Whatever. It doesn't matter. Now what do you want?" I asked trying to change the subject.

"It just so happens that tonight my father has something planned for me and my next date. You know the jest of it all. You're going to act as my decoy like I taught you."

"Taught me?" I asked quirking a brow.

"Well…" Sebastian placed his finger to his lips, "I'll teach you as we go. Although…" Sebastian walked over to his car and pulled out a sack, "This isn't any ordinary party. You'll be wearing this and it involves late night parties and lots of water."

I gulped as I opened the sack. I pulled out a baby pink bikini top with frills and a bikini bottom that was made out as a skirt. "Hell no." I spat.

"Nope, you have to do it and you have to look cute, too. So you'll be wearing that. It is a swimming party out at the lake."

I didn't know what to say, so I decided to bash myself to get Sebastian to change his mind, "Yea but if I wear this I'll embarrass you because I'm…" I tried so hard to fight down a blush, "I'm really flat chest and so this probably won't fit too well."

"Yes, I know that which is why I bought it in a child's size."

I immediately felt a stab go through my body. Why that little-

"-just have fun tonight. You put that on and even in your flat chest glory you'll shine."

"Don't guys like boobs? I know mine aren't big and whatever, but to try and impress someone with a date who is flat doesn't make sense."

Not like he needed to know I didn't have boobs. I knew WHY I was flat chested, but he didn't need to know.

I was positive I was blushing by this point and I didn't expect Sebastian to inch towards me and grab my chin as he snaked his arm around my waist, "Believe me, Ciel, you're already perfect to me, there is no need to change."

That was it! I totally had lost my mind!

I pulled away from him as my whole face heated up, "I'm totally not going to wear that!" I threw the sack down and turned my back to it.

"Oh, but you are." Sebastian said as he picked it up and waved it in front of my face, "Because I said so….my date…"

Sebastian's whispered words tickled the shell of my ear and the same damn question ran through my head again and again.

What have I gotten myself into!

A/n: Thank to my amazing beta reader. Ily ^^

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