Thanks for all the reviews! It makes me smile (: I know this one's really, really short but tomorrow's my first day back to school and I wanted to get this out before then. Enjoy (:

Say what you mean

Tell me I'm right

And let the sun rain down on me

Give me a sign I want to believe

(Renesmee's POV-)

"Oh come on, I so just kicked your ass! Wii Party: 5 is a rip off!" Seth said as he pouted.

I laughed and looked over at Jacob who was lounging on the couch, "Jake, who won?" I asked while batting my eyelashes. He smiled and then sighed,

"Sorry Seth, but Carlie so just won, man." Jacob gave me a big smile and I clapped my hands together.

"HA - HA. I win!"

"Oh come on! Seriously Jake? She totally influenced your mind by doing that weird eyelash trick! NOT FAIR!" Seth flopped himself onto the couch and pretended to cry.

"Aw, is Sethy sad 'cause a girl beat him?" I teased, Jacob snickered a little and Seth groaned.

"No, you're just mean." he replied, while hiding his head under a couch cushion.

"Yeah well, suck it up." I laughed and plopped myself next to Jake, who was now sitting up.

"Good job, you ruined his pride forever and now he will become a pussy. Even though he already is one . . . " Jacob trailed off and seconds later a pillow hit his head. "Hey! That's not cool."

"You're not cool." Seth mumbled, I laughed at him and grabbed his pillow his head was hiding under.

"DUDE! First you take my pride, now my pillow? What kind of person are you?" Seth yelled jokingly as he stomped his foot and stormed into the kitchen. I laughed and looked back at Jacob.

"He's such a man, don't you think?" I asked him jokingly, and Jacob cracked a beautiful smile.

God, stop thinking about him like that, Renesmee! He's you're teacher! The angel on my right shoulder said.

Oh, but he's just so yummy . . . I bet his body is just as nice or even nicer than his face . . . The devil said.

I growled in my mind.

"Yeah, he's such a man." Jacob rolled his eyes and stood up, he offered his hand to help me up to and I gladly took it. The tingles were there and stayed there even after his hand released mine.

I thought to myself how I already considered Jacob and Seth to be my only best friends, Jacob more so than Seth. Surprisingly.

Is it weird to become basically best friends with someone in one week? I mean, not that's it's extremely amazing that that happened for me, but I just . . . he's just . . .

Perfect?

It sounds insane, no ones perfect . . . but I swear he is. Jacob Black, my Spanish teacher, is perfect. That's just gonna make it a lot worse for me now, great. High school just got a lot worse, and a lot better.

By a lot.

First, I get teased.

Second, I meet my sexy Spanish teacher.

Third, Somehow I don't want him to just be my friend, or my teacher - I want him to be more than that.

I cursed myself mentally for thinking he'd ever give me a chance once I'm out of high school.

I looked at the clock and groaned, it was 10:28.

"Shit, hey guys I've gotta go." I gathered my things and slipped my shoes back on.

"Come back over tomorrow, I'm challenging you to another Saturday duel!" Seth said as he disappeared again, I rolled my eyes and opened the front door.

"Hey Carlie - " I spun around and saw Jacob walking towards me, my heart thudded in my chest loudly.

"Ye - Yeah?" I asked,

"Good job paying attention in class today." He smiled and gave me a wink before he said goodbye and watched me walk to my car, I got in my car in the midst of my thoughts, I'm going to see him again, I get to see Jake again. I smiled as I turned the radio on to some random hip - hop and rap station, I wasn't really listening to the music because all I could think about was him. I banged my hand on my steering wheel in aggravation, how the hell am I going to hid that I have a huge crush on my teacher, where I was, and where I'm going tomorrow from my father? He's a fucking mind reader! I slowed down a bit, just so I could have more time to think about him before I had to shield my thoughts.

Wait, mom can block my thoughts . . . I grinned and dialed my mother's number.

It rang two times before she answered, "Hello sweetie, where are you?"

"On my way home now, but could you block my mind until I tell you, you can stop? I just have a lot on my mind and I don't want dad barging into my brain . . . " I trailed off, I was telling the truth, but that doesn't mean she has to know all of it, right?

She paused for a second before answering, "Oh - Okay. That's not a problem. See you soon. Love you, bye."

As I was about to reply my farewells, the phone line went dead.

Thanks mom, feelin' the love.

I drove a few more miles before I was pulling into the drive way of my house, well more like mansion - but I prefer house. I got out of my car, and grabbed my bag. I half jogged to the door when the wind and snow started to become another blizzard. I opened the door and walked inside.

"I'm home!" I called out before I climbed up the steps that led me to my bedroom. I walked into my dark room and flipped the light switch on as I threw my bag and coat onto my bed. I pulled my shoes off and threw them into my closet. I walked past my mirror, and then backed up and looked at my reflection.

Blue skinny jeans, a white V - neck T - shirt, no make up and natural hair. I snorted and walked into my bathroom, I took my clothing off and stepped into my shower as I turned the water to hot.

"Without the make up and straight hair - I mean - but I uh . . . I like it." His words echoed throughout my mind, he liked me looking normal. I banged my fist against the shower wall, I'm a completely different person then who I was two years ago.

I used to like all the girly stuff, but just - things changed.

When Nahuel was my alive best friend. Before he was murdered by nomad vampires. I slammed my fist against the tile.

I just got depressed for a while, I still kind of am. I used to be really nice and happy - always bouncy. Kind of like Alice. But now I'm a sarcastic bitch most of the time, but when I'm with Jacob - he brings out the old me. I sighed and got out of the shower, wrapping a towel around my body tightly. Tonight was gonna be rough, knowing I let myself think about Nahuel.

I put on some P.J. shorts and a T - shirt. I collapsed onto my bed after i threw my things onto the ground and stared at the ceiling.

"I love hunting here, the chase is wild - and can go on forever." Nahuel murmured as we sat side by side on the rock, staring at the river flow by.

"You're land is so pretty, Nahuel." I whispered, glancing at him for a moment.

"You're so pretty," he said with a small smirk. His fingers tangled with mine, "my beautiful best friend."

I giggled and nudged his shoulder with mine, "Oh hush, you know I hate compliments."

He shook his head, wearing a bright smile. "Only because you already know it's true. You don't need anything to be beautiful, Nessie. Don't ever forget that."

I let a sob shake my body as I brought my knees to my chest. I curled into a ball and rocked back and forth. "I'm sorry I wasn't strong enough to save you, Nany." I whispered as I continued to cry myself to sleep.