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Warning! There is some light gay hatred from Umbridge. Just a heads up wont be much but here is some. This is also turnig into a bonded magic story. It really begins to take seen here and mpre nect chapter.
This chapter has some umbridge Abuse
Chapter 4
Harry got back to the common room exhausted. He had just hard a very hard detention with Snape and it was amazing! Harry couldn't belive himself as he went through the events that happened only moments ago. He had let Severus into his deepest thoughts and fantasies about him, and he had responded! Harry for sure had expected to be hexed when he leapt at Snape but he kissed back.
Harry flopped onto his bed thankful Ron was asleep, it was pretty late. But Snape had kissed him back! Harry couldnt help but grin at that fact. He had felt such a rush. Harry knew he didnt have potions tomorrow so he wouldnt see Snape until Occlumency lessons. Harry felt excited but worried at the same time. He hoped that there would be more kisses but he wasnt so sure Snape would allow such obscurities.
He was tryig to save his mind from the Dark Lord after all. Harry pushed the negative thoughts from his mind. He stripped down and climbed into bed. He let sleep take hin easily.
-o-o-o-
Snape sat in the great hall for breakfast forcing himself to stare at the newspaper in front of him. He couldnt bear to look towards the Gryffindor table, or more specifically, him. He didnt trust himself at the moment. He allowed Potters thoughts of him to cloud his judgement. Sure he cared for the boy, like a teacher to a student. He had a horrible way of showing it. Always making insults at the boy, and then yesterday kissing him. How could you ever had been so stupid. But Potter was tantalizing. So mature for his age in some ways, and so innocent in others. Oh how he wanted to explore those innocent sides. Snape soghied and shook the though from his mind.
Without even wanting too, had Snape looked up onto the Gryffindor table. Potter sat with his friends laughing and carrying on like always. As if nothing the previous night had phased him. As if on que Potter's eyes met his own. He could have swore he saw Potter wink before looking back at his friends.
Snape glared. He finished his coffee and stood. As he walked through the great hall he made paticular care to walk on Potter's side and just as he passed him he flicked his cloak amd let a waft of his smell drift Potter's way. He doubt any of his friends would even notice.
Snape watched through the corner of his eye as Potter caught scent of him. He watched his breathing change ever so slightly. And as Snape suspected not one of his friends semmed to notice. Feeling smug, Snape stood down to his dungeons. Almost eager for Occlumency tonight, almost.
-o-o-o-
Harrys day went down hill from breakfast. He had teased Snape with a wink amd he teased him with his smell! It threw Harry off in Defence Againt rhe dark arts with Umbridge. He had been so wrapped up thinking about Snape he wasnt watching what he was saying. He was suddenly arguing with umbrige and she was calling him a liar. He wasnt a liar! Before he knew she was screaming detention and he was running off to the tower.
Harry stormed his bedroom he hated that wonan! She was vial and now he had detention with her! He despised this woman so much and hated the fact that she was deemed enough respect for a teacher. Harry knew you wouldnt make it to occlumency lessons now. He thought of writing Severus a letter.
Harru sat at his desk and pulled out a piece of parchment.
To S. Snape
Do to other events today i will not be able to make the lesson tonight. Please reply back to reschedule.
H. Potter
Harry sealed the letter and called hedwig. She arrived and sent her off with the letter. Harry sighed dinner was calling his stomache and he dreaded the detention afterwards. As Harry left his dorm he didnt see Hedwig fly back in dropping the letter back on Harry's desk. She hadnt really been directed to go to Snape she had circled back hoping to find her master. When she saw he wasnt there she simply left the letter.
-o-o-o-
Harry was quick with dinner. He knew Umbridge's detentions were hell and just wanted to get it over with. He had expected to see Snape at dinner but he wasnt there. Its not like he expected his reply or anything. Not like he was waiting for Snape to acknowledge him., but he was. He craved the mans attention. Since last night he wanted to see more of the professor wanted to see if he could get him to kiss again.
Oh, man he was an amazing kisser. The way the older professor could suffocate his entire being and arouse him so much was hardenig. Harry rounded the class corner his heart sinking knowing his detention was with Umbridge and not Snape. But Harry knocked on the professor's door and was ushered inside.
-o-o-o-
Harry hated the woman, using her horid invention of a blood quill. Harry felt tears in his eyes, his hand had gone numbs dpzens of lines ago. He was steadily bleeding now amd didnt care. He didnt want that vile woman to win over him. He began getting light headed, but from anger or blood loss Harry wasnt so sure.
"Thats enough Mr. Potter," Umbridge chirped. "I hope you have learnt your lesson, and i do hope you keep your faggotry and your lies to your self Mr. Potter, Filthy faggot" the last words were bearly a whisper, but Harry had heard it, every last word. And it burned a whole in his heart. Suddeny he felt like he wad back at the Dursleys. And hated for everyrhing he was. Harry left the office.
He was light headed, and dizzy and crying very hard. He looked down at his head at the words imbedded on his flesh, I MUST NOT TELL LIES...Faggot.
-o-o-o-
Severus was watching the clock. It was 7:30 Potter was late. Severus was furious. Did the boy not want to break his connection with the Dark Lord? Maybe it was the events of the previous evening keeping the boy away. Maybe he really didnt enjoy Severus. But he had saw in his mind. Harry defineafely enjoyed kissing severus.
As 8:45 rolled around Severus couldnt bear it. He left his offiice and began searching for the boy. He didnt know why he had to find him, he just had too. As Severus came out of the dungeons he was a fourth year Gryffindor run by. "Eh you!" The fourth year frozen, "have you seen Mr. Potter today?"
"Um... i hear..he had detention. ..with umbridge, sir." Severus waved off the boy fuming! How sare she not even tell Severus she was takig Harry, was she complely stupid. His time with hsrry was important to the whole world. Or maybe just himself. He liked the boy, his smike seem very few lately was remarkable.
Severus bagan his way to Umbriges office, his was gping to collect his Harry. His Harry... Severus felt to much emotion too fast. This was wrong, so so wromg. Severus was coming up the finale stair case when he saw the body on the ground.
-o-o-o-
Harry had stared at his hand for what seem liked hours... FAGGOT. Harry wanted to puke such a vile word. He needed it gone fixed away. Snape! Snape could fix it. No, no, no, no! He didnt want Severus to see him like this. Severus... what a nice name. Harry smiled he was so weak amd dizzy his hamd dripping in his own blood. Harry stepped forward and was meeted quickly by the ground and blacked out.
-o-o-o-
Severus ran to the boy. Oh Harry! The boy looked so pale. Severus exaimed the boy, there was a lot of blood accumulating rather quickly. Severus picked up the boy and reached for his hand. Severus gasped as he read the words. Was detention with Umbridge always like this. Severus debated taking him to the hospital wing, but given last time Harry was injured he decided to fix it himself. The boy shouldnt have to face humilation like that from a teacher. Even he had never treated Harry so cruel. Snape thought to himself when Potter become Harry. They had shared one heated his, ONE! He had kissed many men once why was harry so different. But Harrry was different. He was so mature for his age, most of the time. And Severus couldnt lie he knew the boy was fairly innocent on most levels especially sexually and that was very alluring.
Snape had entered his chambers with the boy in his arms. He had set him on the couch like he had just days before. Severus got a better look at his hand, no doubt this was work of a blood quill. His blood began to boil, she had hurt him! He grabbed some of his medicated bandages and a few potions and wrapped Harry up rhe best he could. There shouldnt be anything lert after a coupke days wrapped. Now all be could do was wait.
-o-o-o-
Harry started to wake. He had been so dizzy. He had fallen! Harry 's eyes snapped open adjusting to the dim light, he wasnt in the hospital wing. He looked at the fireplace... books! He was in Severus' chambers, again. Harry looked down at his hand. It was bandaged with a green bandage. Typical slyrherin. He saw a small imprint. S.S. THESE WERE PERSONALOZED! They were his, and Harry was wearing them. He felt a warm flush creep into his face. He felt special.
Harry shook his head. He wasnt special not enough for Severus Snape. Yesterday had been a fluke, he was sure of it. But then again he was in Severus' chambes not the hospitak wing. How are you feeling?" Harry nearly jumped out of his skinshouldnt be surprused this was Severus' chambers after all.
"Um... what happened? I remember falling, how did i get here?"
"Well when you were late for lessons i suspected you were up to no good, i found you passed out in the hallway bleeding" Severus was straight to the point. He looked at Harry sizing him up checking if he really was ok. He seemed to look normal.
"I feel much better little dizzy but not too bad," Harry tried to stand, but quickly regretted said decision he lost his balance almost immediately.
Snape leapt forward nearly missing Harry. He pulled him close to his chest holding him there, "Sit down before you kill us both will you," Harry glared at the professor, but sat down.
"You should be better in another hour or so, had to give you a few blood replinishing potions. Care to tell me what happened?"
Harry glared up at the professor. He truly was stunning. His jaw tight his leam frame so demanding. Harry wondered what it would he like to have that body on top of him. Forcing him into pleasure. Harry blushed as he looked away from the professor, such fantacies shouldnt be entertained. It was a fluke he kissed you back, a mear lapse in judgement.
"Mr. Potter i asked you a question," Potter? The word left a bad taste in Severus' mouth, it didnt feel right. Not anymore. Wait anymore?
Harry sighed, "i pissed off umbridge in class and had detention. Its not the first time, but i bled a lot this time. I was so angry, i just kept writing , vile woman." Harry began to get choked up, remembering her worrds. Severus looked away he couldn't bear this. Something was pulling himself to the boy. He couldnt resist the pull. He sat on the couch next to the boy and pulled him close.
"Shh, Harry its not your fault,"
"Why were you looking for me tho, didnt you get my letter?"
Letter, Harry sent him a letter. Maybe he did care a little bit. "No i didnt recieve anything," Harry looked puzzled.
"Im sorry , " Harry looked up at the professor his eye lashes big and full above those piercing green eyes. Severus' breathe caught in his throa, he felt suddenly very hot, and maybe a little aroused.
"Nothing to be sorry for," Severus tried to move away but he found himself unable to. He didnt want to move.
Harry looked at the eyes in front of him, they were like endless pool of dark water waiting to be explored. Harrys eyes drifted dowards at those luscious lips. Pink amd perfect Harry remembered what those lips felt like. He wanted to feel them again.
Harry looked back into the professors eyes, leaning in closer waiting for a no or stop. But one never came. He kissed Severus. He tensed but immediately began to respond kissing harry so furiously he was dizzy all over again but not from blood loss, well not exactly. Though he was spoting soemthing very hard at the moment . The kiss was delicious amd amazing just like the first one.
Severus was surprised by harry, but fell into the kiss. The boy was delicious so young and so eager. Severus never thought he would be doing this. He never thought hed want tok. But he did and he desperately wanted more. But he couldnt he was crossing the line already. And Harry would never be able to satisfy his needs. He was a complicated man with complicated needs and desires.
He pushed Harry off him, "Harry stop," he could see the hurt in the boys eyes, "im your teacher we cant do this, i have crossed the line already. I think you should be able to walk by now." Severus took a deep breathe and helped Harry to his feet. Harry tensed. "Keep the bandage on till the morning after tomorow."
Harry was still silent, he was mad. He didnt want to leave, he didnt want to push all this feelings aside. He was feeling good. "I dont care that your my teacher," Harry didnt. He didnt care that the man was older, didnt care about the years behind him the past meant nothing. Something was driving Harry forward. He needed more of Severus he didnt care how. Just more.
Severus sighed, "we cant i would lose my job. And you probably expelled. But then again your the golden boy so maybe not." He tried to sound as snide as possible, "you could never fill my needs any way."
Harry gasped, eyes filled with fury. "I can do much more than your little brain could ever imagine." Harry couldn't believe it, he started laughing. A deep rumble and whole hearted ot sounded magnificient. Harry wabted tk hear more of his laugh and his bmvoice. He could listen to his voice all day. Harry looked at him just waiting.
"I doubt that very much Mr. Potter, im more complicated than you know. And its late time you should be heading out. Id appreciate if you kept this to yourself."
Harry looked shocked. "I wouldnt tell anyone, ever... about anything... Severus,"Harry drew out his mame in a long whisper. Severus looked down at the boy. He coudlnt possibly do this could he. "What do you have to lose... Severus," Harry made sure to draw out the name again, it seemed to affect him the most.
"We'll discuss it later. You have to make up missed lessons from today, you need rest. You must focus Occlumency now more than anythimg," Snape tried to steer the conversation else where but Harry wasnt stupid.
"Ok then Professor i have a proposal." Snape raised an eyebrow curiousity glittered in his eyes. "We will focus on just occluding but everytime i occlude you i get something in return. Something like a kiss..." Severus glared down at the boy.
"No, its not right. We will not." Snapes words werent very sure in what he wanted to do at all.
"Professor, something is pulling me to you. I cant get you off my mind. I cant stop myself from wanting you i canntell you feel it too. So why fight it."
Severus sighed , he had never felt sonunsire of what to do in his whole life.
"Ok then professor. Kiss me, kiss me now and if you feel nothing i will never ask again. I will do Occclumnecy with you and thats all and ill chalk up the last few days as one lomg dream."
Severus looked down at the boy, just one kiss. "Just one." Severus leaned down to meet the eager lips waiting for him. It made his head spin. The kiss started slow but then as if something broke inside him he pushed Harry against the door. Harrys hands came up and imbedded themself in the mans hair. Deepening the kiss trying to pull him closer.
Harry opened his mouth, and moaned, he wanted more. Needed more. Harry moaned into the Professor he had never felt such electricity in his life. He didnt care of he never kissed again this moment was worth it. Then he felt sparks. Literally. Sparks began to surrond the two men. They broke apart watching the Waves of liquid gold surround them, pushing them closer.
Severus was watching the gold waves now too. He had only ever heard of magic like this. Never seem it before first hand. This wasnt real this only happened in books, not to him. Not to Severus Snape. As the gold waves seemed to disappeear a swirl of gold wrapped around each mans wrist and solidified solid gold bands.
Severus had only ever seen bands like these once, in a book. These were bonds.
Harry looked at their matching bands. He didnt feel different really he felt good. He felt whole. "P-professor." Harry looked at severus he seemed to be shell shocked. Unmoving, his face hard as stone. Harry shook him twice before he looked down again. Bonds! How could they have bonded they nevet shared any magic or vows or anything..
"Professot what happened?" Harry seemed a little scared.
"Im not sure Harry," which in fact he didnt, "these are bonds. We are bonded now. It can mean many dofferent things." He didnt know what to do, Severus needed to see the head master needed to figure this out. "But it really is late. Please try and hide this band, ok? Until we figure everything out."
Harry nodded,"until WE figure it out," those words echoed in his mimd. There was a a we? They were bonded, what the hell did that mean! Something had happened between him and Severus he felt a warmness fill him. Severus opened the door, "good night Harry," he tried a half smile
Harry looked at him with those round eyes, " good night Severus." He looked truly innoccent at that moment. Severus was scared. He had no idea what these bonds would do, as he closed the door behind Harry he thought of what to say to Headmaster. He'd talk to him tomorrow. Severus was exhausted, he collapsed on his bed nearly missing his pillow.
-o-o-o-
Harry entered his room a little shakey. He didnt feel very good right now. His hand was still bandaged and now it sported a gold band as well. Harry tried to take it off, move it, twist it something bit it didnt budge. He felt a little scared he didnt know what happened or what was going to happen. He saw the leter he written snape earlier on his bed. So strange wasnt it? Harry desided to burn the letter he didnt need it now and didnt want any risk of someone else seeing it. He drifted off into a dreamless sleep wondering what tomorrow would bring.