Author's Note: I am so sorry for the long update. D: My padre took my computer last week cuz I haven't gotten a lot of sleep, that's really why i haven't updated. Terribly Sorry. Anyways! Here's the fourth chapter. Thank you, to everyone who has reviewed/favorite/alerted my story, it is touching. :D I would respond to them…im just kinda technology illiterate. ^^; Know we go back to see what Sam was doing while Dean had his break down. :D

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Sam had stayed in the rented room for three days after Dean left. Just in case said brother had been kidding, in case he had just walked out on his anger and frustration; just like he always did. He would have stayed longer but Ruby was getting angsty and bitchy. She started acting all bossy on the second day. Ordering him around like some damn dog, Do this Sam, Drink that Sam. Just because his brother wasn't here did not give her the right to step up and try to be the boss of him. Frankly her bossiness was pissing him off.

"Ruby, you are more than welcome to leave. If you choose to stay you are going to sit your little ass on whatever surface you find suitable and SHUT UP!" Sam roared, glaring over at the demon, his body shaking from the pent up rage coursing through his veins, his face red from the pure raw fury he was feeling.

Ruby physically recoiled, narrowing her vision to glare up at Sam; she had never had such a big urge to punch somebody so much, no wait the elder Winchester had evoked the same feeling in her. She inhaled deeply, trying to tame the fire that was slowly building in her gut. She tried to remind herself that she needed Sam; he had to open the final seal. She slowly relaxed when she felt the flames dying down slightly.

"Sam? Do you want to talk about it?" She hesitated, he really did look pissed. "I mean maybe it might help you. Ya know to talk about what happened between you and Dean."

Their argument was cut short by the flutter of wings. Sam glanced behind Ruby, and froze. He had never seen Castiel so angry before. Ruby glanced up at him before turning around, and taking a step back. Her eyes blown wide at the fearful image the angel was permitting. His wings were visible and he had this electric field around him that got fiercer at the sight of the interaction between Sam and Ruby.

"Sam. We need to talk." Castiel growled his voice more gravely from all the emotions he was feeling. Sure, they were crippling, but he was going to deal with that later. With Dean. He smiled slightly at the thought of the hunter. He knew Dean would help him. He glanced back at the two, and scowled at the curious looks on both of their faces.

"Cas. Do you know where Dean is?" Sam asked worriedly, he'd had time to go over the argument and he was disgusted with himself when he realized how much of a douche bag he had been to his brother.

"Yes, I know where Dean is." Castiel replied, his tone soft and wistful, eyes softening.

"Great!" Sam cheered. "Where is he?"

"You have lost the privilege to know the location of your kin." The angle responded, voice cold and furious. Again.

Sam stared at him, frowning. Where was Dean? And why was Cas looking at him like he was the worst being alive. He hadn't done anything to Cas. Unless… Sam's eyes widened. Did Cas know what had happened between the two of them? And if so…what else had Dean told him to make Castiel look at him with disgusted wonder.

"What do you mean I've lost the 'privilege'? He's my brother!" Sam shouted, ignoring Ruby for the moment.

"I know that…but do you know that?" Castiel replied, his voice rising. "I'd be surprised if you did Sam! What with the state I found him in…" his voice had softened.

"What state did you find him in?" Ruby asked, curiously. But she flinched back when the angel glared over at her with those piercing azure eyes, rage and disgust swirling around in them.

"Demon you have no business in this conversation." Was Castiel's reply, and with a flick of Castiel's hand, Ruby was the only one in the room.

"Dammit!" She shouted into the room.

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Sam flinched. His stomach was turning over and all around, and he felt some bile jump up his throat. He quickly swallowed it down, grimacing at the taste, how embarrassing would it be to puke in front of a soldier of the lord? Cas sure did know how to de-humanize a person. The way he was looking at Sam made him want to melt into a pile of goo, form into grass and be eaten by a cow. He jolted when Castiel began talking.

"Sam. Do you know why I brought you here?" Castiel asked, turning away slightly from the younger Winchester.

"Um…you didn't want Ruby to hear what we were saying?" Sam guessed, because I mean really. How was he supposed to know what went through his head?

"Correct. Now, what is it that you think I want to talk to you about?" Castiel questioned again, talking to Sam like one would when they were talking to someone they thought was too incompetent to understand anything fully. "Let me give you a hint, it has something to do with your brother." Castiel's voice was rock hard and icy.

"Um…" Sam was starting to sweat, his heart was racing. "Castiel I really don't know what you're talking about."

Castiel turned to look at Sam. His gaze hard and his face looked as if it had been set in stone. "Samuel Winchester, don't test me." He said, voice dangerous.

Sam stiffened, know he knew for sure that he was in trouble. He was in some deep stuff. "Castiel, look where's Dean?" His eyes widened when he saw the angel's form stiffen at the mere mention of his brother's name.

"My charge is safe, that is all you need to know right now." Castiel replied. "Since you seem to have no recollection of what im talking about, maybe I can remind you." With that said, Castiel placed his fingers to Sam's forehead.

Flashback

"Dean…Just let me explain." Sam tried, desperation seeking into his voice as he watched the emotions swirl on his brothers face.

"Explain? Explain WHAT? Why you've been drinking demon blood? DEMON BLOOD? I mean shit Sammy!" Dean exploded.

"I-"

His head swung to the left, blood dribbled down his chin. He blinked, and then turned his head back to face Dean. He lifted his hand up, and touched his chin, flinching when he felt the forming bruise. He glanced back at his brother, and did a double take. His brother looked…worn out. Looking like he had given up.

"Dean…" Sam started, startled and a little worried.

Dean just sighed, his previous aggravation dissipating into nothing and ran a hand over his face. He looked at his younger brother, and gave him a defeated smile. His heart sank as he was shown just how much he had failed his parents and Sammy's deceased girlfriend, Jessica. He knew they would be disappointed that he hadn't protected Sam from Ruby. But ya know what? He had given it his best. He had told him COUNTLESS times of how that bitch was ruining him. But Sammy was a grown man; he had to make his own decisions. He was not saying he was going to stop helping Sam, what he was saying was that this…this Bullshit was getting old. It was draining him; he was becoming more and more torn apart.

"Sammy…I-I don't know what to do anymore." He admitted softly, his shoulders slumped showing his defeat.

Sam stood stock still, taking in his brother for what seemed like the first time in a long time. There were many worry lines engraved into his face, he looked far more pale than normal. His eyes were swiftly losing that arrogance to them, there shine, there sparkle. Was…was this all because of him? Had he caused his brother all of this stress and worry? Of course he had! All the lies and all the bitching, all the demon blood and how he just seemed to keep pushing and pushing until eventually his brother seemed to have just crumbled. But…what could he do? The damage seemed to have been done. It seemed that he could no longer help his brother. He snapped out of his revere when he saw his brother straighten and give him a slow nod before walking out of the door.

"Dean, where are you going? Are you leaving?" He asked, nervous of the reply.

Dean stops at the door, just barely turning his head to the left to speak his words.

"Sammy? I'm…im going to finally give you what you want." He whispers.

Sam stands there, shocked into immobility. Dean, taking his silence as agreement, walked through the door and out into the world, not turning back so Sammy wouldn't have the see the tears trailing down his face.

He whispered four last words to his baby brother, before clambering into his car and driving away, from Sam, away from his last living blood relative.

"I love you Sammy."

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Castiel removed his fingers. Sam gasped sharply, stumbling back slightly before falling on his bum. He stared at the ground lost in thought. His heart weighed heavily with guilt. His…his brother had been crying? He really was a bastard. He now understood why Castiel was glaring at him with such contempt and rage. He glanced up at the angel, only to see him staring into the distance.

"Cas…where's my brother? I really do need to apologize for being such an ass to him…for every time I was an asshole to him." Sam said softly, sadness creeping into his voice. Bowing his head down again, he missed the look Castiel shot him.

"I'm glad you realized your mistake Sam. I would hate to have to beat the evaliven out of you." Castiel said, mirth intermingling with the anger in his voice. "Now, I will take you back to see your brother-"

"Really? YES!" Sam shouted, excitement escaping him, he quickly got up from his position on the floor and looked down at the angel with glee.

"Not if you don't let me finish." Castiel said, glaring up at the hunter.

"Oh…sorry." Sam said sheepishly, rubbing the back of his neck.

"Anyways, as I was saying, I will take you back to see your brother." He paused at the joyful sound that escaped Sam's throat. "But you must promise me something." He stated firmly.

"Yes?" Sam asked, wanting to get whatever it was out of the way so he could see his brother.

"You must never, EVER hurt him again. Am I understood?" Castiel said sternly, glaring at his charge's brother. If he ever hurt his Dean he would come back and castrate him. He fully intended to keep his promise to Bobby. No way in heaven or hell was Dean going to be hurt by his blood again. Not if he had anything to say about it.

"Yes, of course." Sam said seriously.

Castiel seized him up swiftly, his jittery-ness getting the best of him. He wanted to get back to Dean as soon as possible. "Good."

The next thing Sam knew, he was at Bobby's. He watched as Castiel looked back at him, before turning around and pulling open the door. He held the door open for Sam to walk through. They both turned when they heard Dean's voice. Castiel walked a bit in front of Sam, and smiled at Dean when he rounded the corner and saw him.

He opened his mouth to tell Dean that Sam was here, when Dean lunged at him and kissed him on the lips. Dean's tongue shoved into Castiel's mouth, he wrapped his arms around Castiel's neck and tilted his head slightly. Castiel responded almost immediately, wrapping his arms around the eldest hunter's waist. Gripping him tightly, mindful of his strength, he picked him up and walked them backwards until they were pressed up against the wall. Dean wrapped his legs around Castiel's waist, gripping the sides of Castiel's face. He moaned when Dean wrapped his tongue around his own and sucked. That was…hot. He growled into Dean's mouth, his member hardening a bit when Dean whimpered. He felt Dean pull back and fluttered his eyes open to stare into Dean's emerald eyes.

"I missed you Cas." Dean whispered softly, bucking his hips against Castiel's.

"I missed you to Dean." Castiel replied, eyes shining with love, he groaned when Dean rubbed against his erection.

They were interrupted by someone clearing their throat, sounding thoroughly embarrassed.

"Oh, that's right. Dean, guess who I found?" Castiel said lightly, giving Dean a soft kiss on the lips, before pulling back, with much difficulty, and wrapping his arm around Dean's waist.

Dean smiled at Cas, before freezing when he saw who else was standing in the door way. There was no way… Was that…?

"Sammy?

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Author's note: How was that? Aren't you glad they finally smooched on the lips? I know I am! :D I am incredibly sorry for the extremely late update…again. I hope that makes up for it. D: Anyways, continue with what you do best you wonderful people! Review/Favorite/Alert. Thank you very much, again! Especially for your patience, :/ I hope you like this chapter! :D