Hello all sorry for not updating for two months I suck but I intend on being better with updating so her you go fourth chapter to Endlessly- Scar by Missy Higgins

Spencer

Of course she has a girlfriend, I mean she is Ashley Davies. Maybe what Carmen said about her isn't all true. Then again what if it is, I mean that girl who Ashley was waiting for was completely gorgeous, probably better experienced than I am. I climb into my jeep throwing my bags to the side. Before I occupy my thoughts on Ashley I should focus on my own shit that I tend to pile on myself.

Now the only reason I went to pride was because I really didn't have anything better to do when Carmen invited me the day before. School was out and the last relationship I was in ended back in January despite our constant communication. That's what I surround myself with but he's reliable on boring nights where I have absolutely nothing to do but think. Pride was a fun experience, surrounding myself with all that good energy made me reflect that I shouldn't take things for granted nor should I be afraid to be who I am.

"So, if you were to go gay who would be your type?" Carmen asked as we looked around the crowded street. My eyes landed on the brunette walking toward us as she flashed a big smile.

"Her." I pointed discreetly

"Ashley?" Carmen looked shocked.

Let's just erase that from memory. I could still fell my cheeks hot when Ashley introduced herself. I wasn't gay, I never even dated a girl or met someone who peaked my interest but Ashley just seemed different I felt the need to be her friend if I couldn't get close enough to her to maybe be something more. My phone sounded from the passenger seat luckily I was at a red light so I could answer.

Movie Tonight? It was Adam like I said before he was convenient to have around.

Sure.

Pick you up at 9?

Okay.

When I got home Glenn was washing his red mustang music blaring from the stereo.

"Hey sis." He shouted over the constant bashing of drums.

"Hey, I'm surprised Dad isn't yelling at you to turn it down."

"He left another distraught teen in need of his help."

"You're such an ass." I wacked him with my shopping bags.

"I'd be careful if I were you I have a hose and I'm not afraid to use it." He threatened aiming the hose at me.

"Do it and I'll tell Dad how he got that dent on his bumper."

"You win." Glenn stated hands up and backing away.

I raced up the steps two at a time and collapse on my bed I must have fallen asleep because when I got up my phone read 8:13 p,.

"Dammit" I muttered looking around the room for a towel before I checked my phone.

What are you doing for the 4th? Carmen's text read.

Nothing really. Why?

Come see the fireworks with us J

Sounds like fun I'm down.

Good, I'll text you later with more deets.

Surprisingly I was ready when Adam called to tell me he was outside.

"Hey, Chelsea! Bye Chelsea, Bye Glenn!" I blurt before rushing out the door.

'Hey." Adam smiled when I was settled in.

"Hey,"

"How was the parade?" he asked driving off.

"It was fun, different but in a good way."

"I see you're repping the colors." He held up my wrist. The one I caught after it being thrown into the crowd.

"Oh, Yeah I guess I never got the chance to take it off." I smiled stretching the rubber bracelet around my wrist. That was I lie I could've taken it off I just chose not to for what I don't really know. "So what movie are we watching?" I add to avoid the awkward silence we've grown accustomed to since we broke up.

"I'm not sure there's two that start at 9:30. You could choose which one."

"Alright." I murmur looking out the window for the rest of the ride until my eyes caught on a familiar brunette crossing the street. I sank in my seat to watch without being recognized as she walked over to Aiden and Kyla who waited for her at the other side.

"Do you know them?" Adam asked.

"Uhm, yeah I met them at pride."

"So why are you trying to hide?" the light changed and I began to sit upright again.

"What?"

"You ducked your head like you didn't want to be seen." He repeated as he parked the car. The thing is I didn't want to be seen, not with him at least. I thought before following him into the theatre.